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色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
その痛み知る君が震えずに水を注げた頃に
見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う
redberrie
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ex-assumptionknight
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Saturday, November 13, 2010
: 10:28:00 PM :
OHAIDERE! you know, no one in the family seems to liek coffee + creamer, with no sugar at all. (*3*) father and mother says it doesnt have a coffee taste. LOL. but i like it. true that it doesnt have much of a coffee taste; it's like milky and with a slight bitter after taste. i think i like both sweet and bitter stuffs! like chinese tea and and also macha too! keziaa doesnt liek macha btw. was at 1st kinda shocked to know that she doesnt. i mean it was japanese food and stuff. XDD but turns cause it was bitter that's why she didnt like it. X] but so far, the orchard ion's ground floor tako has awesome macha i think. 8D still remembering that i 1st ate their tako and the macha float with cheryl. :]
oh yes, i just murdered my budget for the month today. 8DD bought a pair of new specs! they're Levi's and the lady boss of the shop says it's a limited edition frame model! (*A*) and that there's only 50 of them in malaysia! and she happened to obtain 2 for her shop~~ another one would be brown in colour. but i was having such a harddd timeee choosing between the Levi's one and the Giordano one[did i get the name right!? cant remember very well. ><"]. D: and i really wished that i had the cash to bring both home. HURR. cause cause the G ones were so so super light! (*A*) was shocked when i 1st tried them on! so really light and comfy! but ended up buying the Levi's cause cause.. idk!? the L's had more bold/thick frames and the lense area was bigger and i think that made me look moar bolder [!?] or intelligent [!!?] and that my eyes look less weeny. the G's were more normal/less bold frames and REALLY LIGHT, but the inside pattern reminds me so badly DD: of my old blue specs. so i decided to go with some specs style that i have never gone with before~~ ahh, if i had the cash! then the G's would be for working/studying usage and the Levi's one for going out usage! 8DD oh crap. i hope i will not end up being tempted to buy the G's next month.. D: I WON'T RIGHT. the sane part of me?! what's wrong! i wasnt supposed to like wearing specs. ""OTL
downloading huuugggeeee bunch of The GazettE songs right now! really liked few of the lyrics! :) and i wanna ramble abit about them. :]
"[Innumerevoli lacrime] (Countless tears)
[Scene senza tempo] (Timeless scene)
[Libertà senza nome] (Nameless Liberty)"
- from HESITATING MEANS DEATH. there's no italian in the song, the original lyrics sang were in engRish. but the italian translation looks sexy (courtesy from harukay0u @ LJ)! ah, how do i explain that some words and wordings look sexy and sophiscated in another language!? just look at how lame countless tears sounds in english to something like innumerevoli lacrime. (*A*) hmms, oh and maybe maybe cause the italian reminds me of latin! :3 btw. lately. ive disabled the display time function on my lappy. somehow disliked looking at the time when's it's like not during work hours. cause it passes too fast when im resting and fiddling around the net. -
その痛み知る君はやがてまた此処に種を植えて
色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
その痛み知る君が震えずに水を注げた頃に
見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う
sono itami shiru kimi wa yagate mata koko ni tane wo uete
irozuita hana ga saku itsuka wo negau
sono itami shiru kimi ga furuezu ni mizu wo sosogeta koro ni
mita koto no nai iro no hana ga mata kimi wo sasou
You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope that the flowers that changed their colors will bloom someday
You, who know this pain, could you water them without trembling
The colorful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again
- from Kugutsu e [傀儡絵]. it's near of the end song. it's a portion where Ruki's singing gets dimmed and it changes into some duet with a lady's singing added in as the lead vocals, with Ruki singing softly along with the same lyrics.. that's somehow beautiful, the sytle and together with the meaning of the lyrics. esp liked the part "..You, who know this pain..". -
-- Like reconfirming the inner most part of it?
-- Ruki [Yes, like that. Certainly, creating something completely new is difficult. More than inventing ourselves anew, it’s more like bringing out our strongest parts, which will still be like something new in to listen to.
* this one's an interview translation! from Zy #50 Ruki - Personal Interview, (translation credits to kiniro_ageha @ lj). i like the feel of the sentence! i know it's talking about music. but when i read the sentence. it just kinda striked back to me about people. like you know, how you can always hear ppl talk about that they feel fat and how they think/feel that they should diet and stuff, etc? like idk and im not sure.. maybe we are just somehow facing the big how of "bringing out our strongest parts", which is "also something new" but still ourselves and it will probably help reconfirm 'the inner most part of' who we really are as an individual.
let's see.. i have 2 points. firstly is the typical "the inside counts more than outside", "you're fine the way you look", blahh blahh. but that kind of saying is like somewhat of turning into a myth as well.
my other point is that i think knowing how to pull out your strongest parts is important. hmms, some ppl seem to do it so effortlessly right? perhaps it still takes you to understand yourself well enough to a good degree to do that. and i still dont think that i understand myself well at all and what makes me tick and all. and it made me link back to thinking on how i should focus on understanding myself better, in order to rightfully pull out my strongest parts. maybe in that way, i will get to reconfirm who i really am as a person.
but i feel kinda alarmingly round as of late as well, with all the crazy sitting down it the office and nom-ing of candies. uhh, the stiffness of my body is unbearable. so much so
that my tummy area hurts when i try to stretch my back. so omg scary please. :x the pain is making me really alarmed. O_O hope it fades off fast. in the meantime, will try to sit up straighter when doing work and stretching more. :<
a terrific long post. oh. if only reports spill out like how my thoughts do at times like these.
"He doesn’t know when the dark-haired man has picked up the sword again when the latter pushes his blade out of the way with steel of his own and steps closer."
愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた
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-- HESITATING MEANS DEATH - the GazettE [Italian translation - angeldevil87@LJ]
[English translation - distressedcoma@LJ]
You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope the flowers that changed their colours will bloom someday
You, who know this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colourful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again