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色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
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見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う
redberrie
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04-06-1991
NP - BA - ISCM - 3S01
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Saturday, January 30, 2010
: 11:35:00 PM :
AHAHAHS. HOWW! :DD im lyk still constantly smiling to myself about idol's messages when i have nothing better to do. 8DD ahahahs. :DDD but really THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THINKING SO HIGHLY OF ME. :))))) really makes me darn effing happy. 8DDD hahahs! and ive replied idol's messages! :DDD yeahh, always take quite abit of time to do it. ><" but i think it's worth it. 8DD sorrys for all the essay-writing looking replies though. :DD hopes that she'll be able to reply before she goes off tmw to lisbon. :))) hahahs, but it's okays cause i dont think that will happen!? normally for me, i'd either be frantically packing or busy snoring. XDD
anyways! gotta work hard to live up to idol's very high expectations! X] oh crapp. ;;;A;;; i havent done any real solid work today you know! ><" have been doing AM Tutorial 8 and 9 but i dont really catch the explanation in the text book. ;;;A;;; should have listened when teacher's talking RIGHT! MISS LAM! ><"
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: 1:43:00 AM :
TODAY IS AN EFFING HAPPY HAPPY DAY! :DDDDD
1) IDOL FINALLY REPLIED ME! 8DD YES. MY BELOVED REPLIES. >////<" 3 of them! how can i not be happy! XDD literally laughing smiling giggling to myself throughout Project Management.
2) jonathan got some real planning for our Zara presentation next tuesday. and the report. ><" hope we'll be able to make it great. :) and that i'll STOP STAMMERING WHEN I PRESENT TO MR NTC. :))
3) alone time with eshlyn! for lunch! and after school! and dinner! :))))) thanks for the candy! :p and carrying jasper around!
4) IWILLNOTBESTALKEDANYMOREFORGRADMAGSPREADS. 8DD for the time being until exams. HOHOHO.
5) IDOL PLEASE GET WELL SOON. :DD in addition to the well wishes a few posts down, do enjoy yourself! :3 and have funnn! X] and sorrys that im gonna be replying you tonight. ;;;A;;;
6) the whites of my right eye went bonked and started swelling lyk crazy. ><" and ive stuffed tissue between the space of my specs and my poor eye. (´Д｀。) <<- [copied from kezia's twitter. XDD] but staring and typing with only 1 eye makes me a little giddy already.. very fast. ><"
7) i completely forgot FFXIII 's OST release date was the 27th! ><" same day as byran's appealing results release. ><" hope he got in, yeapps. :) and and also, ive managed to dig out a 320 kbps torrent link! still downloading.. so i hope it works. :)) or i'll have to depend my luck on rapidshare downloads. ><" or if really cmi.. request PM for a link on finalfantasy-xiii.net forums and hope for kind souls aroudn there..
8) and i am already falling asleep as i type this post. :CCC goodnight everyone! hope we'll have a happy happy weekend too. :)
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Wednesday, January 27, 2010
: 12:16:00 PM :
I AM SO HUNGRY. ;;;A;;; i am so used to stuffing myself with lunch at 11am+. :DD
and OH GOSHH. Hakuouki Zuisouroku art book is coming out on the 29th! 8DD and cd book on 19th march! 8DD OH BOY OH BOY. 8DDD SO EXCITED NOW. :DD coupled with the major spoilers from the manga on Hijikata's route. ahh, so feel lyk playing my Hakuouki. ><" ;;;A;;;
yes! father's going to buy lunch now! :DD and i shall add fresh mushrooms into the soup later! :DD
anyways, yesterday was trying to show riyanti and shuhui my Hakuouki game whilst waiting for the Cold Chain interview. XDD and shuhui agrees that Hijikata and Okita were the best looking ones. 8DD followed by Saitou. X] and agrees that Sano's doesnt look that attractive. XDD and she doesnt like Heisuke either! exactly the same taste as me!!! XDD but i'll admit i lyk Sano-san better after knowing how his route will go. :DD
the Cold Chain interview was UHH.. BADD. idk why, but there's this certain question that i answered teacher and he gave me the kind of face that said my answer was wrong. but when peter help me answer, then he gave pretty much the same answer as me and teacher said his one was correct. anyways, the entire interview felt retarded. the questions felt retarded. and i felt retarded sitting down there giving him answers and he just retardly replies back that im wrong or that im not answering his question. picture that you're having tea with the mad-hatter. :) yes.
and im having today and tmw legally off from school! :DD will try and get loads of work done of course. ><" okays, i shall go and chopp up some muchrooms now. :) they're fresh mushrooms! :DD
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Tuesday, January 26, 2010
: 2:06:00 PM :
I AM SLEEPY! so is riyanti. :C
26 DAYS TO EXAMS. ;;;A;;;
THINGS TO BE COMPLETED ASAP
1) AM Project Game Board
2) MDE Grad Mag - Grad Photos Section
3) LSCMSS MDE Grad Mag 1 Page Spread
4) Get the EFFING ZARA BALL ROLLING
5) AM T8 & T9
6) PM Resource Levelling
7) RM Summaries Ch 4, 5, 6
8) Other Pending MDE Mag Spreads.. DDDD:
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Monday, January 25, 2010
: 2:38:00 AM :
i am getting miffed with creating arty stuff nowadays. they seem to take up so much more time than necessary!! DD: CRAPP LAHHHH.
i didnt even finish the AM gameboard. SHEESH. *stares at the to do list and faints* not even done painting! DD: still left the panel to place the cards.. and the airport control tower windows. AND to stick the paper onto the board which will be another tedious process to make sure that everything fits fine and proper when the board is folded. ANNND to paint the other side of the board. BOOHOO. freakk lahh. what was i doing during the last hols! should have done all this effing tedious stuff in hols. ;;;A;;; and there were so much problems with painting acrylic and also the fact that im painting on mahjong which i am not in the mood to go through againn. T____T
and and my violet nails are ruined. T_____T HURR. next time shall use the champagne silver nail polish. 8DD
idol will be getting info for her shanghai trip tmw. 8DDD guess i wished her too early for a safe journey to lisbon. ><" well, hope that the info will be released asap on the blog. :3 and i can get all happy thinking how to teach someone who totally knows nothing about chinese. XDD
and next week will be another week where ppl chase me through hell high and low water for work, 'commissions' and projects. OH BOY. LIFE ROCKS. AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I FEEL SO SACARSTIC NOW.
oh and if you happen to be one of those who see me wearing a black band on my left arm [for the entire next week], please.. no one in my family died okays. :))
uhh, not gonna be sleeping tonight. me thinks. I NEED TO GET THE DAMN BOARD DONE ASAP! :C
EDIT: CRAPP. i just saw the homework list on shihui's blog. DANGGG. my AM Tutorials. ;;;A;;; all freaking not done!
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Friday, January 22, 2010
: 11:11:00 PM :
it rained today. DD: just when i was going to step out of the house. and retardedly on the day that i forgot my jacket. T_____T nearly froze in Engineering Economy class. ><" and Project Management class is RETARDD as well. i think im the only one that had to re-do the entire practical thingy. cause when i clicked resource levelling nothing happened. ;;;A;;; but things turn out find when i redid it againn. must be i own self over-worried and kpo.. go and select all the tasks and click the link button on the 1st try. ><" SHEESH. ><"
and we are finally done for Cold Chain Project. :) wanna see the stall logo i drew? 8DD not effing nice, but it'll do. :p and thanks peter for saying that it's nice. :))) but totally *insertsfacepalmemotehere* for keep teasing me during EE class. GOSHH. >////<"
*1) Hokkien Mee 2) Black Carrot Cake 3) White Carrot Cake 4) Fried Kway Teow*
AND MY EXAMS DATES ARE OUT. ;;;A;;;
1) Aviation Management - 22 Feb [2.30-4.30pm]2) Project Management - 23 Feb [9-11am]
30 DAYS LEFT. ;;;A;;;
and it's the weekend againn. ><" i shall really clear as much as possible 'commissions' this weekend. can already hear ppl sharpening their parangs liao.. ><"
THINGS TO BE COMPLETED THIS WEEKEND
1) Help Esh with NP Jackets Design
2) AM Project Game Board
3) LSCMSS MDE Grad Mag 1 Page Spread
4) MDE Grad Mag - Grad Photos Section
5) Get the EFFING ZARA BALL ROLLING
OTHER EQUALLY EFFING WORK
6) PM Resource Levelling
7) RM Summaries Ch 4, 5, 6
8) Other Pending MDE Mag Spreads.. DDDD:
9) and probably some stuffs that i cant remember right now. ><"
lastly, all the best for idol's lisbon, portugal trip! :) take loads and loads of care. X] and please please dont drink so much okays. ><" and faster reply my replies lehhh. ;;;A;;; but school work is more impt! ><" study hard and work hard also kays. :3
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Thursday, January 21, 2010
: 10:23:00 AM :
yesterday was I&E final presentation! :DD which marks THE END of this crabby time-consuming subject. :) and i finally got my money backk! :p we didnt earn alot hehhs. round 20+ bucks only. ><" the only thing left is the evaluation of the teacher. *SMIRKS*
hehes, and as usual. everyone who got a glimpse of idol from my lappy is oh-so-curious about idol. HEES. >////<"
went to try on some clothes that ive been eyeing.. but.. ;;;A;;; okays, i didnt buy anything. :CC
and im gonna skipp lessons againn today. DDD: CRAPP. ><" *SIGHS*
oh and i really feel lyk punching ppl sometimes. thank goodness im not a guy. :3 ppl who have engaged me in arty school stuff 'commissions' should learn to show some respect. that i have a life. and i have my idol and fandoms. and that i have homework. and traffic jams. and to stop stalking / hunting down / chasing me down for your stuff. i'll give you your stuff when i'm done. so stop it please. :) it's really getting freakking helluva annoying irritating frustrating. :] if you need it so urgently, you will need to state down a strict stringent dateline for me. and not just tell me 'ASAP'. asap is in no wayy a dateline. :)) and dont rush me when the dateline's not even near yet! sheesh, in any case, most of these commissions feel lyk that they're asking me cause they dont know who else does these kinda stuff. and that im far too easily reachable and in saying yes. in short, i dont feel lyk my work is apprecated. :) maybe i should just reject all school stuffyings. T_____T i'll be frank. i dont enjoy doing them. they're tedious. troublesome requirements and restrictions. and it sometimes feels lyk you're listening to ppl who dont know a shit about art or anything. :) oh and in any case. i really feel lyk quitting the MDE grad mag. T_____T
okays, i shall now go and try to use my brilliant brain to figure out how to design the AM Project's game board. :) oh and xiangyu, thanks for asking whether if im overloaded with work. :))
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: 9:40:00 AM :
>////<" 80+ views for idol's blog in the past week!!? i know it's all my fault. 8DDD i check idol's blog lyk 2 or 3 times a day. >////<" and i keep checking my deviantart too. >////<" anyways, i shall do this since idol tagged everyone. 8DDD
5 strange habits of mine.
1) i can pretty much fall asleep when standing and anywhere!
lyk when queuing up for the 170 bus! standing on the bus! sitting down at the bustop waiting for the bus! sitting down on the bus itself!
2) i tend to write 'num' as the short form for 'no.' instead.
for some reason, im just not fond of writing 'no.' :3
3) i dont really listen to songs of my 1st and 2nd language. ><"
nope, never really listened alot of chinese or english songs! for some reason, i seem to happen to listen to foreign language songs. :DD like like japanese, korean and lately, HOHOHO some finnish songs. >////<"
4) CHICKEN RICE.
i do like eating chicken rice! :D but i wont really go myself and buy and eat! cause nowadays the chicken rice have small portions of meat.. ><" then i'll always end up feeling abit cheated of my money. ><" and and i do not eat chicken skins. :p
5) FRUITS!
pineapple. ><" im still a little jittery from the urban legend that adults use to tell me when i was young, that pineapples will 'bite' the tongues of kidds. well i didnt use to believe it, but i got it one day when i was eating it. ><" i do eat pineapple nowdays, yes. but i'll feel more safe when they're cut into small pieces / cubes. ><" and i dont eat pomelo. :) had a badd experiences with it. practically everytime i ate it, it was BITTER. T_____T and apples! i lyk them cut too. :) not that good at finishing them if they're not. ><"
anyways, tuesday was a pretty good day for amidst of crazy boring school days. :) was a skipper and skipped Aviation Management in the morning. ><" went for Cold Chain and happen to meet eshlyn on the wayy to class! but skipper number 2 wanted lunch so we gatecrashed canteen 4 along with alvin before trotting off to class. then i helped everyone cause classmates lappys had problems downloading the temperature data from the mini recorders. my jasper finally did me proud. XDD Risk Management was pretty lax; other than mr ng announcing to the whole world that i pretty much read directly from the book for the summary. T_____T and we were released at 3.30 pm!! only 30 mins of RM! 8DD
stayed behind to wait for 5.30pm for the T08N Business Etiquette IS class gathering. :D the class was left with only skipper 1 and skipper 2, me and esh. :p and we had some H2H talks. >///<" hees. and she 'helped' me with AM Tutorial 6. ><" where esh left at 5pm for damsey hill. :] and i head off to atrium to meet the peeps! and i realised how nice it is to have my guy classmates hold my heavy jasper for me. ><" thanks lance bear! peter! alvin! :D cause cause no one wanted to help me hold jasper.. ;;;A;;; okays, jit siong did help in the end. ><"
then bus-ed to al-azhar restaurant opposite beauty world plaza. and there was a rig digging right smack in front of the shop! ;;;A;;; just imagine the effing noise. ><" could barely hear myself. but thank goodness, it stopped later. :)
to sum it up! the outing was quite funn! :] and i KO-ed on the bus all the wayy to the customs! only woke up at the really last minute when everyone was scrambling down the bus. ><"
and i shall continue typing another post for yesterday. :3
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Sunday, January 17, 2010
: 1:45:00 PM :
:DD i am blogging againn! cause that tard er jie took my lappy againn. for 'awhile'.. *ROLLS EYES* and i cant really do anything much on the crabby desktop that seems to have a non-existent microsoft word.. and instead uses word processor. which the tard claims that the formatting goes off if you type stuff in there and open up in word. other than that, i lyk the damn big screen of the desktop. :DD
and now i am officially effing bored. ><" waiting for idol's replies. and trapped with shitload of work. and i keep feeling lyk dozing off. T______T and this silly issue that totally has nothing to do with me suddenly took center stage last night. and i am throwing my hands into the air and saying SWITZERLAND. :) oh and i wanna skipp school! :DD im tired. :\ and lazy. :p
okays, tard's done. quite fast. :)) hopefully she will leave my lappy jasper alone forever. :)
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: 12:42:00 AM :
oh CRAPP. im feeling just as down as that certain last time last year. arghh, not sure what i should be feeling right now.
anyway, i enjoy reading idol's blog. >////<" it's just so amusing at times. and it feels very real life to me. :) and i havent been updating! DD: time is zooming pass too fast for me to type proper in depth entries. ><"
just that, a short dedication of thanks for all those that have helped out my I&E group in one way or another. :)
massive whole-hearted uber thanks to:
1) ah-yi who helped us transport our logistics, bought the apples and lent us the socket extension. :]
2) groupmates who made the effort to push sales even when sometimes we all just feel yadahh yadahh. XDD
3) classmates who flanked our stall and helped carry our logs stuff around and pushed sales! :DD
4) friends who came down to support our stall! ^^
5) CC teacher, Mr John Lam who lent us his icebox and icepacks. :]
cannot express enough of my thanks. :))
and i painted both my fingernails and toenails in real bright colours for the 1st time in my life. XDD fingers are violet! and toes are blue! i feel so FUNKY AH LIAN. 8DD but it's okays. i wanna be like my idol. 8DD LOLL. i bought 5 bottles of nail polish from my own I&E. and i still feel abit lyk buying. ><"
but i dont think i'll be able to go cut my hair tmw. ><" i have so much work undone. T_____T i shall put all the blame on er jie. that retard woke me when it wasnt even 9am to request to use my laptop cause of some shits. and she only truly started using lyk at 11am? SHEESH. waste my time and gatecrash my schedule huhhs.
and now i totally dont feel lyk doing work anymore. shall hit the sheets. BED. SHEETS. SLEEP. 8DDD yes, i think i know that im prettily screwed. ><" and that im blogging incoherently. :)
3 little things in life that brightens the day up. :) will they stay there forever?
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-- HESITATING MEANS DEATH - the GazettE [Italian translation - angeldevil87@LJ]
[English translation - distressedcoma@LJ]
You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope the flowers that changed their colours will bloom someday
You, who know this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colourful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again