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色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
その痛み知る君が震えずに水を注げた頃に
見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う
redberrie
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04-06-1991
NP - BA - ISCM - 3S01
ex-assumptionknight
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Thursday, November 26, 2009
: 8:14:00 PM :
i just drank coffee. :)
and i spent alot of money yesterday. ><" $40 on my 1st ever pair of brown boots. :D $30 on a dress. :) and $10 on a yellow cookie monster shirt. :p eileen has one too! hers is red. :)) and $4.50 on lunch. ><" and and eileen bought her prom dress. :p dark silver and it's $28!
and my homework pile looks staggering. can break guiness world record already. :C AWWSHEATS.
and i must not be distracted. :C must really clear things up fast. i already feel lyk im in deep trouble. :CC
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Sunday, November 22, 2009
: 10:40:00 PM :
i still DONT LYK RM.
and my lips hurt. and my wrists. thanks to drying skin. DD: pink and pain. and brown also. the weeny scabs + dried skin. and rough. :CC and i think i need to go buy lip balm. and wear lyk crazy everyday from now onwards. im sure of it! it was being trapped inside the mega coldd convention centre for half a day that did it. :C and not much water to drink. :CC i shall spend the money earned that day buying lip balm. T_____T maybe. hmms.
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: 2:12:00 PM :
HALLOS WORLD! :D
yeahh, life is still ABCDEFG. ><"
anyways, school flooded real badd on thursday. DD: there's were lyk orange rivers pouring down from uphill. ><" leeping, shihui, riyanti and me got stranded at blk 46 there for lyk an hour.. before the waters receded. :) thank goodness.
oh and friday, met up with keziaaa after so long! :DD went to macs! :) and i got 1 free small fries + 1/2 apple pie from keziaaa's monopoly coupons. :p thanks keziaaa! :) and before that, i went to the parent's seminar rehearsal.. and idk why, but keziaaa somehow panicked or something and started messaging my classmates asking where i was! XDD she messaged leeping, zeemin and eshlyn i think! XDD and later played with her itouch which was about BOUNCING and bursting bubbles to free butterflies. X] and i cleared 1 level for her, with the score of 3 stars! ^^ and then her itouch shortly died of hunger. ><" then we went home.
and i called eileen on the bus! :) going vivo on wednesday! :D to get her prom dress and stuff! X] but i havent confirmed that we wont need to meet for IS. DD: *sighh, really hopes dont need to go* anyways, eileen sounds so uber thrilled. :D *HUGGS* hees, i feel damn glad to haave known her. :)) for 7 years already! :p time flies, yeapps. ><" oh yeahh, and we're both keen on the channel U show, qi zi de you huo [Cruel Temptation]. :DD hahas. the husband's a serious dumb. cant wait to see encai go into full-fledged revenge mode. :))
oh and seriously hoping all the best for bryan's O level results and loads of old ppl's A level results to be good. :))
and i just drank coffee. :DD gonna chiong RM. i still intensely dislike it. and retard elearning week still has so much work. :CCC
okays, i shall not be distracted! :p
P.S. : english FFXIII's official date is 9th march! :DD
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Thursday, November 19, 2009
: 3:24:00 AM :
the only happy thing lately is that LOG CAMP REGISTRATION IS OFFICIALLY CLOSED ON THE 3RD DAY DUE TO OVERWHELMING RESPONSE OF 70+ CAMPERS! :DD
thanks so much everyone! :DD
HOHOHO. and we were somehow so worried that there wont be enough ppl joining.. hahas. :) hope everything turns out alright! :D and ive gotten a new 'commission' from houjun today. ><" it's not rush work. ><" he said can wait until holidays! :) but as usual i will try to get it done asap. :) *SIGHS*
anyways, the poster for my I&E is done. as you can see.. *points up* but it wont be up on deviantart.. ><" i think you should be smart enough to understand why. Picture credits : chocolate apple - PuppyKickerNMD, nail polish - Beekee @ deviantart. Intense publicity will be later.. it's still abit too early..
and im OMFG seriously tired. i need a uber break. everything please just stop. :C
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Saturday, November 14, 2009
: 9:48:00 PM :
i have a ton of work that i cant be bothered to go and properly list it out that how much i have to do. *SIGHS* and a ton of increasing art responsibilities. *SIGHS* i need more experience to get things done faster. and in the way i envision it to be. *SIGHS*
and i wish that i can grow money with sunshine and water. and ferly's love. :)
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Friday, November 13, 2009
: 1:36:00 AM :
my right eyelid keeps twitching. and this is probably no self-fulfilling prophecy shit.
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009
: 11:09:00 PM :
the recruitment poster! :DD nice? :) the background + polaroid + hand stock by keaps @ deviantart. ^^
and there's seriously something wrong with me! i cant concentrate and study and do my stuff. i keep feeling lyk doing something else. lyk WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!! :C
byebye. ><" gtg try to get some RM Chapter 2 summary done. DD:
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Sunday, November 08, 2009
: 6:36:00 PM :
WHYY! is there ALWAYS ALWAYS something in EVERYDAY that PISSES ME OFF?!
that old man doing STOOPID DECISIONS.
and constantly being CURSED TO GO DIE BY MY PARENTS.
the auntie that gave me the FREAKING WRONG DA BAO for DINNER.
WHY CANT THINGS JUST GO SMOOTHLY FOR 1 SINGLE DAY!
and ever since then.
i've always tried to remember those words that you said.
but it's hard, you know?
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: 11:25:00 AM :
REGISTRATION OPENS 16 - 20 NOV BLK 51!
CAMP FEE $10!
:DD
im not sorry, but you're gonna see me pimping this in my blog for quite awhile. :)
and also, today's msia's The Star paper did a 3 page spread about the Berlin Wall! quite an interesting read.. they mentioned Peter Fechter and also this East German real life account by Dr Totrsten Schaar; the 1st thing he and his girlfriend did was to run into a bookstore to check out all the books bout Hitler and WWII. LOL! cause he was writing a thesis about it and the other side of the wall had limited books. HOHO. hmms, i'd lyk to go there sometime! and also go and see all those POW camps with all the scary gas chambers. DD: i mean, i've heard so much those places from books and my past history teachers! quite thankful that i took history. :) at least i know what the heck the Gestapo are when ppl talk about it, hehe. but now my geography is DD:. and we are friggin tested on it during Aviation Management. ><"
mother's coming back today, hopefully with loads of food. :p fyi, she took off this wednesday to bring the p6 students on their 5 day graduation trip. and the peace and quiet has been nice. :DD *sighs* i seriously believe that my results will be better if i had my OWN ROOM. :CCC
and i woke up at 10.30 am, drank coffee and eat kaya and butter bread da jie bought from the night market and read abit of paper. :) oh and im having fun with the social interview.com on facebook. 8DD and ive been staying away from the tv. :) seriously, the tv's evil. DD:
and yes, im kinda high. :p going off to do work now. ^^
hopes that today and the rest of next week are gonna be good days. :)
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Saturday, November 07, 2009
: 4:54:00 PM :
REGISTRATION OPENS 16 -20 NOV BLK 51
CAMP FEE $10
:DD
Stock credits of :
notebooks' pages - yunyunsarang @ deviantart
circular round paper [the one with the date] & orange envelope - SEVTEX @ deviantart
polaroid border - rainbow-stocks @ deviantart
im done with the LSCMSS Log Camp 09/10 poster! lyk FINALLY. DD: *sighs* it was a killer, damnit. spent so much eons on it. *grumbles* 1st time doing a proper poster, anyways. and FINALLY houjun will leave me alone for some time.. ><" but still got the vertical recruitment poster coming right up! :p im halfway done with that. :))
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Friday, November 06, 2009
: 1:10:00 AM :
geez! break break break. i need a break! :CCC so tired. and so much things to tackle. things on the TO DO LIST are so not going smoothfully. DD: but funnily, my face has been quite :) these few days. o.O im talking bout my complexion, if you didnt catch it. ><"
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Tuesday, November 03, 2009
: 12:40:00 PM :
1) RM Ch 1 Summary (look through againn)
2) PM Assignment (ASAP)
3) AM T2 (MON)
4) CC T2 (16th nov)
Pending:
1) RM Ch 2 Summary
2) EE T2
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Sunday, November 01, 2009
: 3:38:00 PM :
oh gawdd. just wanduhfool. i dont think i can finish my homework. 8DD but i dont care. ><" as in idk. im not panicking yet. 8DD so let's just leave it at that. *sighs* so tired of constantly cursing my own darned life. gotta cheer up. and im really cheering up quite abit. hope the good mood sustains. 8) ive been watching too much tv. :C arghhhh. i promise i will stop watching so much. :) SWEARR. wanna catch jielun's bu neng shuo de mi mi tonight at 9pm on channel U! :p and and i suddenly feel lyk redesigning the LSCMSS logo. :DD the current one looks pretty fugly. ><" got the inspiration from the FFXIII logo. maybe when i managed to shift some of that hideous homework.. i'll actually get to some paper and draw something out.. but wonder if the society will accept my new logo or not.. HMMS.
my brain needs a bigger space. i mean, i need a bigger brain. i keep feeling distracted, there's too much going on at the same time. i mean, i feel lyk doing too many things at the same time. and i feel absolutely madd now. no, seriously. i was making milo just not too long ago and i tried to put the milo tin back into the fridge.
now i'll go die for homework, if you'll excuse me.. :C
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-- HESITATING MEANS DEATH - the GazettE [Italian translation - angeldevil87@LJ]
[English translation - distressedcoma@LJ]
You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope the flowers that changed their colours will bloom someday
You, who know this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colourful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again