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Friday, August 31, 2007 hellos hellos! im really so super happy and really glad that i caught Brave Story with tingju! :D and my head is really totally spinning now due to severe lack of sleep. let's see, didnt sleep at all for wednesday nite; 4 and half hours for thursday.. jiayi shouts: "SLEEP EARLY TONIGHT FERLY!" haha, thanks dear! :D back to brave story. kezia~!! ZOMG!! Mitsuru Ashikawa, whose seiyuu is Eiji Wentz, is so so a favourite character! :D aww, if only he has older say 16 years old? but he definately has a beeg potenial to become hotter! haha, and tingju says he's pretty good-looking and the "older bit" part as well, and she commented that he looks lyk fay from tsubasa resevoir chronicle! me me me, i think he looks lyk takuma from vampire knight cept you change the hairdo. and inject super-depression drugs into him. XXD and he's super good with magic! total coolness and he totally pwns Wataru Mitsuya cann. haha, im so mean. also, this friggin holiday!! i plan to : 1. finish watching DN Angel [26 episodes] 2. and Sola [13 episodes] 3. and catch up with Bacanno! [4 episodes + still going on~] 4. start work on Saturday. 5. eat less, learn more. 6. study study study lyk there's no tmw, yet balance my anime into there. 7. see jiayi. btw, jiayi = yoshinoya beef bowl with vegetables + chili flakes + soy sauce. :D btw, i think the last screening was today. cause if im not wrong the air date for it started way before prelims, on 16th august?! yeahh, something liddat. and there was only bout 10 ppl watching altogether in a weeny preview lounge. but hey!! i dont lyk crowds in cinemas. haha, cause will probably be berrie noisy with all the mutterings and fidgeting. so it was a great movie!! yayy! oh and i cried at a certain part and borrowed tissues from tingju and used 2 pieces but i ended up losing the whole packet!! i really had no idea where it went!! i did search up and down the seats there.. T___T main basic info : http://www.animenewsnetwork.com/encyclopedia/anime.php?id=4873 theme song : Ketsui no Asa ni by Aqua Timez (oh , it's available on gendou kays! :)) EDITED: english lyrics up there in the above post* shall write a proper movie review. byes, gonna faint soon. but shall do it after watching d.grayman. this is a berrie jumbled post. kinda sorry. i'll write properly for tmw. byes! :D 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた Tuesday, August 21, 2007 i know ive said this before. but i just feel lyk saying this all over again. i hate my family. i hate stoopid parents. i hate stoopid siblings. damn this world. let's just jump out of this stoopid cycle. :) and tune the rainbows! :) and everyone, jiayous for prelims. :) and and if yo're feelibng stressed out, please listen to this song! it's really nice. both the lyrics and the soft melody. :) please do do do. :) Tune The Rainbow by Maaya Sakamoto - RahXephon Movie I will stay here, only for the sake of drying your flowing tears As beautiful as the rain letting up, your tears make your heart transparent Today as I look out from the top of a hill, Although the world should be washed over in love We have realized we are living in bewilderment The soft song of love cannot reach us I just wanna protect you, I just wanna protect The days when your face shone, smiling I just wanna protect you, enclosed in loneliness, your heart shaken by sadness For the rest of my days I swear everything, I would risk everything, I would lose everything For the one I love, to think of you, to live together with you Past softness, we're both cowards Even though I'm not skilled at telling my true feelings I can speak of great things and works Nevertheless, I'm all right.. I'm feeling fulfilled The two of us, in love, may be separated in a strong wind The two of us, in love, will be by each other's sides forever, within our prayers I just wanna protect you, I just wanna protect The days when your face shone, smiling I just wanna protect you, enclosed in loneliness, your heart shaken by sadness I won't forget the wind and trees, the burning sky I won't forget the song I loved, the front cover of the picture book I read many times I just wanna protect you, I just wanna protect The days when your face shone, smiling I just wanna protect you, enclosed in loneliness, your heart shaken by sadness I won't forget that high sky, the blue ocean, summer's sunlight I won't forget the words we exchanged.. I won't forget anything. A transient rainbow.. I think it must be a bridge to you :D 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた Sunday, August 19, 2007 hellos hellos! my brother is so insanely free these days. seriously. he's finished watching code geass in lyk 3 days?! and he's watching claymore now. WITHOUT THE SOUND SOME MORE. yes, he mutes the speaker and just read the words. this is a gravely serious problem. how can one possibly fuly enjoy the joys of VIOLENT anime WITHOUT THE SOUND AND SOUND EFFECTS?!! O.O just realised that baccano! had already 3 episodes out. they're being subbed by ayu. :) loading them now. and and i wanna and look forward to watch Brave Story in the cinemas after prelims! :) yeah, haha. it's a japanese animation film. i think it's by gonzo as well. :) they did howl's moving castle and another one.. what was it called? qian yu qian xun. i forgot the english title. arghh, bye bye. major badd badd week ahead. X_X 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた Wednesday, August 15, 2007 hais. i so freakking hate doing work. esp house work. bloody not funn and bloody boringg. why doesnt somebody else do it instead?? anyways, had a mini talk with kailin in the 3rd floor toilet after physics remedial. :D hmms, being berrie bored out and T___T these days. so xiann!! and congratulate me as the top person running, to flunking prelims. WAA~ rubs eyes out. this is so seriously sickening. yeahh. and i definately do not have any idea on how to do picture description for english oral. and i have to converse with the examiner??! the last chinese oral had me stuttering away on the same word for the talking part. arghh. anyways, ppl jiayous! :D that's all i can say. cause i dont even know what to say to myself to motivate myself. tears hair out in frustration* 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた Sunday, August 12, 2007 Once upon a time, there was a little girl. One windy evening, she went out for a walk. Treading steadily, the skies started pouring. Lucky for her, she already had her army green poncho on. Randomly strolling along a street, she caught sight of a poor kitty shivering under a tree, badly battered by the merciless tears of mother nature. She went forward and delicately picked up the poor drenched creature, and immediately rushed to the nearest shelthered sidewalk. Settling down on the dry portion of the pavement, she took out a dry kerchief and gently dried the cat. Taking a clearer look, its once white fur was reduced to a colour of dead grey by filth and mud. Mewing in thanks, the kitty rubbed the young girl's hands momentarily and stood up, turning a few small circles around her. xoxox 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた Friday, August 10, 2007 YAYY!! ive watched claymore 19 le! :D and sayonara zetsubou sensei 4! hmms, shall consider dropping it.. cause it's kinda booring and uninteresting. oh and isley looks soo girly can!! XDD kyahh~!! hahas, nvm. girly isley. XDD but he does look good lahh. :D hehe, cant wait to see him in action, esp in awaken form!! :D he's gonna transform into a centuar~~ lalala~~ gonna go catch mi mi with hushen later! yayy!! bye bye. i must seriously get more studying done. oh and you know? D.Gray Man's 1st ed, Snow Kiss is really nice! unique sounding melody. :D oh oh and im really glad to "see" eileen last nite! dear fishball!! pats* EDITED: hehe, and and i've just watched code geass 24 & 25! and my ghost hunt ost has finallly finished loading! :D and everyone please remember to study hard! :D 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた Thursday, August 09, 2007 heys heys! you you!! XDD sorry! that was random! but that's me. anyways. couple of anime updates as yet againn! subs for claymore 19 has been released! and and ive watched zombie-loan 4 finally on monday. and and ive read the summary for zombie-loan 5. arghh, it's kinda sadd. shiba's dead so fast! :( wahh, that's sadness~!! isnt it??! i mean he does looks hot and yummy and sexy and -ignore me please-. and he and chika look so ke ai in their younger days~!! :D and and im catching D.Grayman on arts central every wednesday-friday. ^^ it looks pretty good hehh. though both allen and kanda's attacking style/pose/weapons/abilties do really look berrie much alot tad stoopid. XDD but there's the entertainment value there hehh. so yeahh. and sometimes, i think im really madd. how do i even live in the real world after watching so much rubbishy fantasy shows.. :D oh oh and dear kezia~!! there you go! the song titles i asked you for help to translate!! but do take your time. ^^ oh and if you or anyone random is wodering what it is, it's the claymore ost song titles. :D and the ones in [these brackets] are just for fun madd random guesses by me according to the chinese looking romaji words~~ but the ones without the [??!], are the ones that im confirmed are correct de. X]] Claymore TV Animation O.S.T. Tracklisting: 1 Ginme no Majo 銀眼の魔女 [The Silver-Eyed Witch] 2 Ooki na Ken 大きな剣 [Big something Sword?!] 3 Youma no Okite 妖魔の掟 [what's okite?! something of Youma..] 4 Sabaku to Kaze 砂漠と風 [Wind of the Desert/Desert Wind?!] 5 Kirisaku Monotachi 斬り裂く者たち [The Slashers] 6 Osoroshiki Fujin 恐ろしき布陣 [something Scary?!] 7 Bishou no Teresa 微笑のテレサ [Teresa of the Faint Smile] 8 Kanashiki Shukumei 哀しき宿命 [ermms.. Sad Fate/Destiny?!] 9 Kakusei no Kodou 覚醒の鼓動 [The Surge of Awakening?!] 10 Seikan Naru Tatakai 精悍なる闘い [dunnno dunno] 11 Shinpi to Shin'en 神秘と深淵 [The Mysterious Abyss?!] 12 Yobikakeru Kioku 呼びかける記憶 [something something Memories] 13 Kita no Chi to Hakugin no Ou 北の地と白銀の王 [The White Silver King of the Northern Lands?!] 14 Hateshinaki Tabiji 果てしなき旅路 [something something Traveller's Road?!] 15 Kyoujin na Chikara 強靭な力 [Strong something Power?!] 16 Kouya no Rakujitsu 荒野の落日 [Sunset of the Wilderness?!] 17 Kokoro no Kizuato 心の傷跡 [Scars of the Heart?!] 18 Shoukei 憧憬 [i know that they're chinese words! but no idea how to pronounce or what the mean..] [EDITED: okays, with help from dearest eileen!! :D she says it's chong1 jing3 = Expectations] 19 Machinami 街並み [Street somethingy?!] 20 Den'en to Ogawa 田園と小川 [Fields and Valleys?!] 21 Utsushiki Kariudotachi 美しき狩人たち [hahas, no idea..] 22 Youshiki Mono no Shukumei 妖しき者の宿命 [shakes head..] 23 Kusenshi 凶戦士 [Fearsome Warrior?!] 24 Kakugo he no Midare 覚醒への乱れ [Mess?! of Awakenblahh] 25 Souzetsu na Shitou 壮絶な死闘 [err.. Glorious Death??!] 26 Erabareshi Mono 選ばれし者 [..] 27 Haruka na Michinori 遥かな道程 [.. Long Journey?!] 28 Itoshisa to Nukumori 愛しさとぬくもり [..] 29 Chiheisen no Kanata 地平線の彼方 [Opposite Horizons?!] 30 Ishidzukuri no Yanami 石造りの家並み [Stone Made something Home?!] 31 Hito wo Omou Koto 人を想うこと [Human dunno Think dunno] 32 Fukaki Mori no Naka 深き森の中で [something within the Dark Forest..] __________________________________________________ oh yeahh, and i totally forgot all about that o's mother tongue results would be out next monday!! goodness me. haiyo, actually was too busy enjoying this 5 day break. =XZ and yes, i plan to finish the whole physics subject during these 5 days. and and i believe that i can do it de! cause im ferly!! :D and im bright! shiny and simply luminious! :) anyways, im not really berrie bothered bout the o's chinese result. just would lyk to chiong as much as i possibly can for prelims first. =XZ nopes, not really for the 3 months jc thing. for the sake of not getting killed by my parents more lyk. urghh, and of course, cannot let myself down. :] and i wish my freakking brother would just bloody hell stop playing the damn piano. cause it sounds horrible when he plays it. and my ears are hurting. and i cant hear my music. goddamnit! friggin irritating. ARGHH!! and my freaking dumb dad had to act idiotic and go off the comp main plug!! haiyo. so wtfh lahh. it;s so not the first time he did this kind of idiotic thing.. use comp also cannot use in peace. zzzz, so pissed. ultra badd day. not to mention my mom had to pick a fight with me. what's wrong with all these ppl??! seriously. i have alot to complain about. hais. but i dont think it's any entertaining to talk bout them. so i shall go off and do something else. ^^ and the beauty in wilted roses that grew up in the winding wilderness. :) 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた Monday, August 06, 2007 hellos! :) okays, quick one bout the claymore ost! :D it's really good. i mean i can almost recall hearing all those background music in the anime! meaning that the music does stands out enough for me to remember them = good ost! :D most of them share the same win trait, they have a rock solid beat behind as the main jie zou; coupled together with other unique sounds for the more action-packed scenes whereas the more saddening/peaceful/calm ones often have a softer beat accompanied with flute! yes, it's berrie fluty. :D but but i need someone to help me translate the kanji to english. :( i only get bits and chunks of each song title.. shall try looking round for any translations first. but if i cant find any. you'll probably know who i might go asking for help le. :D bye bye. and i feel lyk sleeping dear bloggy. pats bloggy* hahas, bloggy's so ke ai! :D 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた : 5:12:00 AM : :D wee~!! ZOMfrigginG~!! hahas. there're stars ALL over my head!! i managed to load the claymore ost at last~!! finally! yeahh, between 4-5 am. hahas, didnt sleep all night. but heck care!! gosh, im really so happy and energetic now! it is so freakking good! :) really serious kickass cool stuff. :D i mean ost. X]] doesnt mind if you didnt watch the anime. really. it's berrie good stuff~!! kyahh~!! :D :D :D :D :D am playing it kinda too loudly. but i didnt see anyone jumping out of their beds yet. cept dad, brother and me, hehe. oh oh and thank kews to my erjie who made egg mayo at lyk 1+ in the morning. X]] bye bye, gotta go wash up! :) 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた Saturday, August 04, 2007 oh yeahh, lately been quite addicted to songs by Jyukai! :) they're really nice songs!! yeahh, peaceful and melodious that you can go to sleep with. :) ive edited the music section! X]] oh yeahh! kezia!! i wanna ask you! what does 'a-ge-ru' mean?? riful kept ending her sentence with this 'ageru' word.. [eg: "..oshiete ageru.."] ano, you get what im trying to say/tell/ask?? it's probably some kinda slang thingy? or an attempt to zhuang ke ai. XDD bye bye!! look forward to sch on monday somehow. cause i really cant wait to see shanny or some any other human being. that i can bombard with maths questions and queries. sobs* i dont enjoy being a maths idiot. :( oh oh and i really lurrb is smiley alot! -> :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D EDITED: hahas. i know i know!! there will be someone out there who lurrbbs me for doing this! :D claymore ost DDL [MG] : http://www.megaupload.com/?d=KH96A2BO hahas. i think i should get all my posts tagged. seriously. hmms. oh yeahh, and i looked up that 'ageru' thingy le. wikipedia says it basically means give.. 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた : 8:47:00 PM : :D hellos! some anime updates first! zombie-loan 5 is out, so is code geass 24 & 25 by gg fansubs and also claymore 18. a beeg thanks to all fansubbers~!! :) okays, and i stayed back for self-study last friday with lijun! :] quite funn hehhs. had a good time chatting an talking in the art room. hahas, were supposed to do art de.. then lijun started doing maths geometry homework and i joined in too and and i helped her abit. hmms, gonna stay back together again on monday!! hope she wont fly any aeroplanes though. ^^ anyways, the new feature song is the latest song by High And Mighty Color!! Dreams - Darker Than Black ed 2. :D enjoy! translated lyrics : as if our hands are stuck together it won't separate, we'll always be together you were there when I noticed even if we've never confessed to each other let's go somewhere far in this endless summer, I love you until yesterday and from tomorrow was supposed to be the same the dream softly told us the funner it is, the end seems near isn't it weird how the separated hands drop it's as if we're lost, you're suddenly gone in the tilted hourglass the memories of us fall as if it's slipping through our overlapped hands they fall without making any sound the pinky promise from the distant summer waves sadly but until yesterday and from tomorrow I'm searching for you the dream softly told us the more innocent it is, it seems more fragile isn't it weird how that thank you seems like the end, you're suddenly gone we were going through the seasons in inverse order thinking that we'll meet again someday I simply believed that rather than running away from loneliness it's better to just end it even if it's a different interpretation from love even if it's a different relationship than two of us can become new I'll go on on high speed that's why I won't be why you won't cry that's why we won't cry when we say good bye to the two of us from that time and last but not least!! everyone please remember to smile every single day hor. better still smile 10 times before you go to bed. it's really good de-stressing activity. or you can watch claymore. lyk me. :) watching violent stuffs helps! :D 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた Thursday, August 02, 2007 hmms, burn out? i've kinda experienced it before. really. it was really berrie scary. and i dont ever wanna be reminded of it. or see things liddat repeating ever againn. so i'll always keep smiling and remember that the sun shines every day de. :) so ferly will continue to smile every single day and be overly zi high and enthusiastic and crazy and noisy and laugh alot. :) oh wells, that's me. hahas. crazy ferly. anyways, cheryl devised this personality equation for me.. but i cant remember. it's in my blue math tys.. shall post it tmw. hahas, today is a pretty madd day. cheryl was pretty madd. she kept doing + saying random things that kept making me laugh!! esp history lesson. practically laughing away throughout the whole history lesson. XDD tsk. both of us.. but thanks for making today so cheery hehhs! :] it's really a berrie enjoyable thing to sit with you in class. cause you lighten up the atmosphere alot!! X]] im so going to die for art. OUCH. and prelims. bye bye. :) :) :) :) :) 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた |
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CREDITS | -- HESITATING MEANS DEATH - the GazettE [Italian translation - angeldevil87@LJ] [English translation - distressedcoma@LJ] You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again You hope the flowers that changed their colours will bloom someday You, who know this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling The colourful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again |
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