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色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
その痛み知る君が震えずに水を注げた頃に
見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う
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Tuesday, October 30, 2007
: 8:51:00 PM :
| Your Deadly Sins |
 Wrath: 80% Envy: 60% Greed: 60% Gluttony: 40% Sloth: 40% Pride: 20% Lust: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 43% You will die, after conquering the world as an evil dictator. |
correct.
| How You Life Your Life |
 You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside. You say whatever is on your mind. Other people's reactions don't phase you. You're open to new people and friends, which makes you a pretty popular person. You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable. |
mm.
| You Are 67% Angry |
 You're a pretty angry person, although you might not describe yourself that way. But if you think about it, you probably feel annoyed, frustrated, and disappointed often. All of the emotions above are classic signs of anger. And if these angry feelings are controlling your life, you may need help. |
| You Are 40% Happy |
 You're not miserable, but you could stand to be a lot happier. Focus on what's right in the world, and you'll be happier than you ever thought possible. |
| You Are Somewhat Mature |
 You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart. While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later. |
| The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy |
 In your life, things are so twisted that you just have to laugh. You may end up insane, but you'll have fun on the way to the asylum. Your best movie matches: Being John Malkovich, The Royal Tenenbaums, American Psycho |
| Your Wrath Quotient: 46% |
 Ouch! You've got a bit of a temper going on there, don't you? Just make sure to keep your revenge fantasies just that... fantasies only! |
| People Envy Your Compassion |
 You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them. |
愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた
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Monday, October 22, 2007
: 2:31:00 AM :
Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?
We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin' and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day
Breathing in the distance
As if I've become transparent
It seemed to be the dark
But I was merely blindfolded
I offer my prayers
And wait for a new day
To the end of the sea
That shines vividly
Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong
People's hearts move
And want to slip out
The moon in its new cycle
Brings along boats again
And every time I see your face
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars
And soon I can see the shore
Oh, I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?
I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong
The journey is still continuing
On the calm days, too
The moon in its new cycle
Begins to shine on boats again
I offer my prayers
And wait for a new day
To the end of the sea
That shines vividly
And every time I see your face
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars
And soon I can see the shore
Rowing the boat of destiny
The waves assault us
One after the next
But that's a wonderful journey, too
Any one of them is a wonderful journey
dedicated to every person taking o's. :D
rie fu's songs rock. they're always so lovely. :)
urghh, im currently in long term war with that woman. she's just so really that irksome!!
emelyne called me up today! was rather shocked. hahas. but thanks so much for your jiayou. though i was in a crappy mood and was having dinner at that time. that was really berrie meaningful. :)
good luck everyone for o's! study hard!!
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Sunday, October 21, 2007
: 4:26:00 AM :
my mood just got trashed real badd againn. by that woman. DUHH. she just put me down again. hais, i'll try to be civil here. so no badd nasty sounding words. musnt let her pollute my blog. but if you've really got nothing better to say. you should just seriously shut up. and stop putting me down. stop calling me a failure. im not a specimen in a lab. and i seriously dont give a damn if you think the experiment failed. and i dont give a bloody inkling to whatever failure you call me. that should be the spirit!! must jiayou jiayou jiayous! mustnt let her put me down! :D must keep going till the last breathe. and i cant afford to screw up anymore.
ive still gotta thank you for cheering me up so much earlier today. :D study hard too hor! thanks pui pui too!! rather good to know how you were lately. :) cheers! and you take care too kays! and a really great big thank kew to everyone who expressed confidence in me and jiayou-ed for me! :D that was nice. really.
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Friday, October 19, 2007
: 1:39:00 AM :
| You Are Danishes |
 Indulgent and a bit greedy, you eat whatever you feel like eating... nutrition be damned. You have a total sweet tooth, and you pretty much give into it whenever you feel like it. While it treating yourself is nice occasionally, try eating a vegetable every once and a while. Lay off the donuts and muffins, unless you want to be sporting a "muffin top" of your own! |
hahas. this is nonsenically funn. i lyk to do food related quizzes! :D and as inferred from above, i have totally zero discipline. sighs*
| You Are Fish |
 You have a well formed palate and a daring appetite. If it's served to you, you'll at least try it. People are pretty scared of your exotic ways. But once they get a taste of you, they're addicted! |
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Thursday, October 18, 2007
: 3:41:00 PM :
blearghh. lab was really badd.
felt lyk crying after it ended.
damn the blardy chem prac.
wth!
shakes head* i really think i got not more than 5 marks.
arghh, so demoralising!
1st paper and im already screwing things up!!
waves bye bye to even an a2*
that just means ive gotta do blardy well for the written paper.
and i feel im gonna die for humanities.
and math.
and i took a look at anelie's o's exam timetable.
and it's definately looks nicer than mine.
but that means that ferly will have to stuff all the stoopid exam rubbish into her head at the speed of light.
eeks* but i cant give up now rites?
not much choice anymore.
gambette ferly lam lam.
oh and pats anelie*
oh yeahh, i bought an oreo cheesecake today. :)
it makes me better just staring at it.
cause it just looks so perfect. :)
| You Are a Marble Cake |
 Eclectic, inventive, and peaceful. You are never willing to accept what's "normal." You live to push the envelope. You find it hard to make up your mind. You prefer to have everything you want, right away! |
i dont lyk marble cake. eeks.
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Wednesday, October 17, 2007
: 2:44:00 AM :
| You Are Strawberries with Cream |
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ahh! that's so funn!! strawberries and cream doesnt sound badd! im not fresh and uncomplicated though. well, depends on how much the person reading this knows bout me. the 2nd part of the sentence is a big yes. at least that's how i feel. basically means you're constantly living the life of a recycled piece of plastic. always recycled and moving here and there, all around the place. plastic cause i find it hard to give up no matter how much i get trodden over. rather fine with who i am. cept that im a big slacker. and facades can NEVER make anybody feel better about anything. but ppl just dont learn, do they? it's hard, yeahh.
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: 1:50:00 AM :
noah must have been a great saint of humane and morals to be spared by god.
"maybe.. just maybe.. he may be the child who is loved by god"
the one and only true apostle of god ?
these invisible judas..
rapidly apparating.
and the reason why for the things that have happened?
whom and when is the 2nd ark going to be built?
for whose sake?
to the successors?
or the fallen ones.
愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた
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Sunday, October 14, 2007
: 1:32:00 PM :
Doubt and Trust [full version] by Access - D.Gray Man
http://www.4shared.com/file/26409543/6d38ebfb/Doubt__Trust.html
credits kresiana. ^^ thanks so muchh! :D hahas, she replied fast!
the lyrics translation are rather bit different from shinsen's.. but nvm, the main gist of the song is there! :D oh wells, might as well copy the whole message she sent me. :) ano, but i dont think everyone can view the kanji. XDD nvm though. nobody understands it here anyways.
Doubt and Trust [full version] lyrics
Kanji
i終わりも見えず 走り抜ける
安らぎは遠く 姿も無く
孤独を封じ込めて
鎖しかける眼差し
羽ばたくモノを 迎えるソラ
支配されるのを恐れやしない
憧れる眩さは
全てを変えるために
誰も許さずに
どこへ行けるだろう？
*光のモト 闇は生まれ
真実は偽りに揺れる
心をツキサス
触れた夜を 凍らせても
「夢」という 欲望の影を
呼び続ける
君の罪と痛みを
信じていく
全部欲しいと囁く声
無くしてく事に追いつけずに
先まで求める指
冷たさに気付かない
愛を残すなら
とめた唇に
光だけが 闇を生んで
ぬくもりは疑い重ねて
辿りつく想い
交わす胸に 誓うものが
永遠の傷でかまわない
刻み付けて
時が築く狭間に
消える前に
*Repeat
Romaji
Owari mo miezu hashiri nukeru
Yasuragi wa tooku sugata mo naku
Kodoku wo fuujikomete
Tozashikakeru manazahi
Habataku mono wo mukaeru sora
Shihaisareru no wo osoreyashinai
Akogareru mabayusa wa
Subete wo kaeru tame ni
Dare mo yurusazu ni
Doko he yukeru darou?
*Hikari no moto
Yami wa umare
Shinjitsu wa itsuwari ni yureru
Kokoro wo tsukisasu
Fureta yoru wo
Koorasete mo"Yume" to iu
Yokubou no kage wo
Yobitsudukeru
Kimi no tsumi to itami wo
Shinjite iku
Zenbu hoshii to sasayaku koe
Nakushiteku koto ni oitsukezu ni
Saki made motomeru yubi
Tsumetasa ni kitsukanai
Ai wo nokosu nara
Tometa kuchibiru ni
Hikari dake ga
Yami wo unde
Nukumori wa utagai kasanete
Tadoritsuku omoi
Kawasu mune ni
Chikau mono wo
Eien no kizu de kamawanai
Kizami tsukete
Toki ni kizuku hazama ni
Kieru made
*Repeat
English
Running on without even seeing the end
Rest is far away, not even showing its form
Sealing loneliness inside,the gaze that cast a lock on itself
Welcoming those who fly, the sky
Is not afraid of being dominated
The much desired brilliance
Is for the sake of changing everything
Without forgiving anyone,where are you going?
*At the roots of light, darkness is born
Truth is wavered by lies
Piercing through my heart
Even if the night freezes at my touch
I'll continue calling out forth
The shadow of the desire called "Dream"
I'll believe
In your sins and pained sadness
The voice that whispered “I want everything”
Without even bothering to regain what is lost
The finger that is reaching forward
Didn’t notice the cold
If love is to be left
Let it be left on your frozen lips
Only light can give birth to darkness
Warmth is – overlapping with suspicion
The feelings that you’ve come to face
The promises we’ve made in our connected hearts
Don’t care about the wound of eternity
And leaves their mark
Before they disappear in the crack constructed by time
*Repeat
Credits : http://community.livejournal.com/dgray_man/632629.html#cutid1
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: 12:33:00 PM :
HELLOS! :D i think someone should shoot me. yes.
d.gray man ep 52 is out and ive watched it. not to mention the terrific subs, timing and wordings for the new op and ed! :D ahh! shinsen is terrific!! thanks so much! :D the new op still rocks!! but the melody isnt actually that rock when i listened it from the real episode itself. ahems, maybe youtube's just not so good quality.
oh and i just read kresiana's message that she sent me~!! kyahh~!! and she said that she has the full version of Doubt and Trust by access! yes yes!! of course i want it! thanks so much kays! :D oh, hahas and she told me that she stumbled onto my blog when she ano.. you know what happens when you type keywords into the search engine~~ ahahas, it's true lehh! i tried it just now! really got my blog there~!! hahas, so amusing. XDD
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and i havent done anything bout the post cards cept written the names and borders. not to mention i destroyed 2 precious pieces of post cards!! gahh. why do i always do things liddat?! sobs* actually, if you ask me.. i dont know what to write for them!! and i watched goong s last night! okays, i seriously had no idea that it was gonna be 2 hours! and the characters werent that drop dead gorgeous as from the previous goong. the most lovable thing bout the whole 1st episode? jiang xu's ringtone! :D it'll go "ge ge, ni dian zha jiang mian le mahh~!!" and on and on~!! so ke ai! and berrie funny. XDD but i wouldnt watch tonight. cause the main chracter's just gonna slip out of the palace and have a few cups of drinks with his friends or something.. T___T and i havent finish doing my postcards and revision. and im meeting fishy tmw!! :D to ask her for some help and eat macs together after dunno how many centuries. and thanks yeelin for helping and giving me some ideas bout art! :D had a nice mini consultation session yesterday! thanks!! :)
oh and happy birthday to shanny~!! best wishes and luck! :D pats*
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007
: 9:28:00 PM :
Anata ga Koko ni Iru Riyuu [full version] by Rie Fu - D.Gray Man
http://www.4shared.com/file/26058855/7e5546df/Rie_fu_-_Anata_ga_Koko_ni_Iru_Riyuu.html
credits to kresiana! thanks alot! :D
愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた
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Tuesday, October 09, 2007
: 11:14:00 PM :
err, hi.
im so not supposed to be here. and i dont think that i can ever finish my revision. godd, somebody should just kill me~!! grahh~!!
watched clannad during lunch! :D and it was really good okays! :D ahaha. i cant remeber anyone's names though. but i'll just give a brief highlight and good points bout this 1st episode, which is good in my opinion. cause it has managed to change my opinion of it quite alot.
to start off, the main male character has a really good rather deep nice voice, smexy in my opinion. XDD which adds to the appeal of the art. the characters are drawn in that kind of simple art style. ermms, meaning not that kind of vampire knight art style with crazy details to hair and such. ahh, but the eyes!! the colouring style of the chracters' eyes are really great. berrie 3D and they just easily make it the most 'popping' feature on their faces. the female lead has soft voice actually, but still cute in a way, haha. (: the male lead's friend is really funny. XDD kinda idiotic?!
overall, the 1st episode covers alot for a 1st episode for me. and alot of comic relief. :D the story is narrated in the male lead's pov. and that means we can hear him talking in his head. kinda amusing. XDD and notice the tone that he uses when he talks to others and to his own brain is a rather entertainting difference. :D and he's just a really intriguing guy and whoohs! :D the op is ermms, not ear-catching. the pictures are mainly character slideshows with names basically. ahh! but the ed is really good! absolutely kawaii~!! hahas, in fact, it's just lyk a random kidd-ish song!! :D bout dango. :D it's a japanese rice dumpling made from rice flour. kinda lyk mochi. :D oh oh and another cute part is when the female lead asked the male lead "what's this hand for?", when the guy patted her head, and he replied "no real reason." ahh!! that scene was so so ke ai cann! :D
and shinsen-subs is madd. they're subbing alot of the shows im gonna watch. dragonaut, rental magica and.. wait!! where the hell is my d.gray man ep 52~!! waahh. :(
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Friday, October 05, 2007
: 11:59:00 PM :
i know i really shouldnt be doing this but..
d.gray man ep 51 is out!!
finally! after lyk how many zillions years. thank kews shinsen subs~!! and now please please plaese, faster faster faster do ep 52 kays!! cant wait to know what the op and ed lyrics actually meant. :D yes, this just really made my day! :) as well as clearing up the misunderstanding of the week.
and also, im sorry if i really annoyed/freaked anyone out at sch due to my unrestrainable hyped up crazyy incoherent chatter. gomen. bows*
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: 12:48:00 PM :
EEEKKK. just what's the beeg deal bout clannad?? why's everyone going clannad clannad clannad~!!? it's getting too much attention liao larhh. but nevertheless, i'll follow the flow and at least give it a shot.
will be loading Dragonaut -The Resonance- too. it looked good. (: kinda reminds me of darker than black actually. not that the 2 plotlines have anything to do with each othe, but due to the fact their original animation. it's by gonzo though. ano, i think some ppl have gonzo phobia, so yeahh.
Rental Magica looks good too! haha, okays okays. more due to the fact fukuyama jun's the seiyuu for the main character. :D he did a totally great job for lelouch kays! and and the main character has a 'legendary demon eye' that's glowing red. seriously reminds me of lelouch + allen all rolled into one. XDD
Prism Ark has a not badd plotline, it seems.. with all the knights and mages kinda stuff. but.. i.. really.. dont.. lyk.. the.. artstyle.. X.x eeeks. looks too way over-blown-up.
ano, so current list will be
Shakugan no Shana II
Dragonaut -The Resonance-
Rental Magica
Clannad
and shinsen-subs!! where where where is my d.gray man ep 51 and 52!!??! no offense guys. breathes in and out* oh yeahh, i keep forgetting to say this, if you're interested, random curiousity has published it's fall seaon preview ages ago..
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Wednesday, October 03, 2007
: 11:27:00 PM :
ahaha, i had completely no idea that kezia planned to watch d. gray man!! XDD hmms, i've never touched the manga before.. planning to do that after o's though. and the claymore manga as well. :D
i mean, haha, it was a kinda/sort of typical shonen "fight the eevviill baddy and save the world thingy" story. that was my initial impression hehh. and had obviously dismissed it, cause i was also rather preoccupied with my death note craze. but still, ive gotta say that all the akuma stuff and especially the noah family and the exorcists background stories were particulary interesting. gahh, we still dont know much bout kanda's past!! haha, he's really looking hotter!! :D esp in the new uniform!! and wielding 2 katana + kicking skin's ass! simply awesome, i predict, haha. and the whole story is a rather good pace for me. but the fillers must have been totally unbearble for the hard-core fans who had followed the weekly releases during that time. :( but the series is getting back on track with the manga! :D cheers!! :D :D :D :D :D surprsingly, allen doesnt strike me with anything. O.o im gravitating from the typical "main character = favourite character" mentality. XDD and leenalee is reasonably seriously fine. :D at least she's not disgustingly whiny or friggin weak. on the whole, they're all likable characters! (:
anyways, the main point of this post? this sentence from wiki's d.gray man page, "A second season has recently been announced in Japan to be showed on December 2007 as with Singapore. [citation needed]" ano, what's citation needed? backup evidence needed? anyway, it suddenly struck me, who's handling the d.gray man releases from art central?? O.o not odex please. back to what i was saying, it's probably going to be quite a beeg first for such a thing to happen on normal local tv stations. cause not lyk it's animax or something. all in all, either way, iof that's true, it's gonna be cool. :D but sorry, i'll be using the net to load the episodes. yeahh, as of today, no need to hang round tv to watch d. gray man le!
bye bye. ja! back back back to hell. :C
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: 1:03:00 PM :
seriously cool stuff. :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i-j-ZXoiZqo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W-j92GAqVaw
shant be updating much anymore. if yes, then maybe just some anime related stuffs.
btw, d.gray man has been extended to 64 episodes and if im not wrong, there're rumours that the 2nd season will air straight after the 1st. but there's quite a good confirmation that there'll be a 2nd season. hahas, i think i forsee the 100+ episodes coming. XDD the new op is terrific!! access really did well!! Doubt and Trust is a nice song name in the first place, and the song sounds action-packed, and somewhat has the song/melody style of brightdown. :D :D :D and the new op is full of spoilers!! kyahh~!! we must have more lavi, tyki and kanda. :D :D :D and cross too! :D and it looks lyk the exorcists uniforms got a new upgrade or something, looks sleek and neat though. (: and much more practical for crayy intense chaotic battles! :D really lurbb the animation!! the ed doesnt pull off that much of an impression though. :C arghh, rie fu!! that was disappointing!
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Monday, October 01, 2007
: 4:22:00 AM :
i fear.
i fear my own incompetence.
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-- HESITATING MEANS DEATH - the GazettE [Italian translation - angeldevil87@LJ]
[English translation - distressedcoma@LJ]
You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope the flowers that changed their colours will bloom someday
You, who know this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colourful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again