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色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
その痛み知る君が震えずに水を注げた頃に
見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う
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Sunday, April 29, 2007
: 2:58:00 PM :
yes yes. im changing the featured song againn. its switching at a constant speed of about once every 3 days. anyways, this song is Innocent Days by Hitomi from the hit anime series by Sunrise [animators of Gundam Seed Destiny], Code Geass - Lelouch of the Rebellion~!! ^^ hahaa, its my favourite anime of all times now. XDD really rocks alot. cant wait for the 2nd series soming out in fall 2007. ^^
its kinda wordless mumbling and all the 'ahhs' and 'lala-s'.. the lyrics really do not seem to correspond to what she's singing. O_o okays, maybe she's singing in another language?! hurhur.
anyways, the translated lyrics:
The spring seethes and the river surges
Please watch over that deep sea
You soar up into the air with mysterious wings
Please guide that dark sky
The dawn rain freely
Moistens my cheeks
Like embracing a child
I’d like it to surround me tenderly
A glance that seems to burn
The power to pursue a beautiful dream
Please put on your heart and soul
And take me along to a sinless era
You soar up into the air with mysterious wings
Please guide that dark sky
Amen
blearghh. i shall go study my history after this..
hais, my poor blogg is ULU~!! ><
<33 study study study~!! we must study! no matter how much we dont lyk + dislike + despise + hate + loathe it.. you must jiayous!! i'll be there giving you mental support!! XDD
all hail mugging! vivo vivo!! study study!! banzai banzai! XDD
ARGHH, im already going madd liao..
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: 1:20:00 AM :
againn~!! ^^
DIRECTED CANDIDATES : SQUADMATES!!
Create your own Friend Test here
hees, i knew that squadmates couldnt do the last test.. cause it was all bout my new school life.. ='C sobs* ZOMG. missed you guys lyk madd. hahaa, anyways, who's up for rochers during my next visit back?? missed you guys lotsa lotsa lotsa~!! <3>double rochers for the top scorer~!! X] cant cant cant wait for the mid-year camp back at nanyang~!! YAY! squadmates die die + must + have to do a great job for camp cause the nice me is coming back! jiayous + study + mugg hardd for mid-years too k? huggles* ^^
p.s. : GAHH. dunno why. recently everytime i post a new post.. ther WILL be html coding problem de. wonder what's stoopid blogspot problem. HMPHH.
<33 you'd better be studying k. HHMMMPPHHH.
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Friday, April 27, 2007
: 5:08:00 PM :
Create your own Friend Test here
wooh~!! terrific day! lots of crazy laughter + tons of comical relief~!! XDD thank kew everyone who made my day today!! really appreciated it. ^^ my 2nd happiest school day ever. X] esp want to thank you~!! <33 huggles*
<33
<3
i will study/revise/mugg/chiong hard for midyears. im determined. everyone must jiayous k? esp you, you and you ARHH.
whoever is reading this, that is. ^^
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007
: 11:40:00 PM :
ahh! happy birthday XINMEI!! X] and many happy returns of the day! dont worry bahh, im sure it'll be a sweet sixteen for you overall. ^^
hmms, there are really alot of april babies~!! it's the first time i knew that so many ppl's birthday lands in april. anyways, here another round of well-wishing to all the april birthday peeps~!!
happy birthday and all the best for life~ daryl, joscelyn, christine, cheryl, xinmei! yawns* im so so so so tired. shall go sleep soon. and maybe another long post for this week's turn of events. arghh, im nodding off in front of the comp~ i will off the comp and go sleep. X_x
<33 ahh! you're missed every single day. ^^ take care and please please please study + mug + chiong for mid-years k? you're not worried, im worried for you hehh. jiayous!! we'll mugg hard together ne? XDD
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Sunday, April 22, 2007
: 4:43:00 PM :
btw, i'll changed a new song yet againn~ yes, its a nice song. Life Goes On, by Mika Arisaka, from Gundam Seed Destiny. its bout 4 mins long so it'll take some time to load, yeahh. i lyk the english portion of the songs. shall slant them for everyone's benefit. the translated lyrics!! here you go:
Every time I look up into the tear-filled sky,
A fickle wave of blue binds my chest.
If it's destiny, I will leave behind the days
That I've fought till the end of sorrow.
Life Goes On, passionately.
As long as I am alive,
Even if I were to lose sight of my real self,
Life Goes On, I want to protect it.
My heart was shattered,
And in these eyes that have seen true sorrow,
Love is overflowing.
The flowers that bloom in winter paints a misty landscape.
"Strength is tenderness" I sang.
For what and for who
Do you continue to fight for now?
Life Goes On, be reborn.
If we unknowing meet again,
I don't want to lose you a second time, but
Life Goes On. In this era,
As long as I am given life,
I catch it with these arms and this chest.
Believe in love.
I can feel your heart in motion, deep down in your mind and passion.
Life goes on and on, we love each other in the sadness of time.
Life Goes On, passionately.
As long as I am alive,
I want to share this light with you again someday.
Life Goes On, I want to protect it.
Send your prayers towards the sky.
In these eyes that have seen true sorrow,
Love is overflowing.
[lyrics credits animelyrics.tv]
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: 3:09:00 PM :
life goes on and on, will we love each other in the sadness of time?
i hope this is gonna be a long post. its been a long long long time since i update my blog regularly and with long posts. gonna blog bout yesterday and friday.
arghh. i was supposed to blog yesterday morning~!! actually i woke up at 6 thanks to the alarm from my 2 phones and plonked back for a 10 mins snooze de.. but mom woke me up at 6.30 am againn, accidentally. as dad had remembered the wrong time [i was supposed to be woken at 7am] and thus told mom the wrong time. therefore, i woke up at 6.30am, tadahh! -____-"' lala-ed around, packed my bag, went online and loaded some of my favourite anime songs into my thumbdrive for roufui. continued lala-ing till 6.45 am before i finally got out of the house. reached the msia customs at precisely 7 am. scanned round for rou fui but couldnt see any sight of her. called her and that silly girl said she was already at the spore customs. after we had agreed to meet at msia customs at 7 am on friday night's call.. -___-"' the bus lurbbs to be damn slow and the custom simply lurbbs to jam itself. okays, both were only slight. but it still delayed me. and the other passengers didnt make anything better by walking so darn slow right smack in the middle of the corridor. so sorrys, roufui. you had to wait for me for bout 20 mins with a 3.5 kg laptop on your shoulder. bows* hahaa, you finally agreed to round it down from 4kg to 3.5 kg. ^^ but come to think of it, i think its only 3.2 kg now. XDD
anyways, chiong-ed to kranji to buy breakfast + snacks to eat during the ss remedial. both of us drank chilled soyabean with pearls! bought fish fillet, a thingy wrapped with tofu skin + inside filled with fishcake + seaweed + crabstick each. oh yeahh, and i bought FISH BALLS! surprisingly made it to sch with bout 10 mins to spare, haha, i thought we would be late ehh, rou fui wasnt so bothered though. X] there werent lots of ppl yet though. but you kinda came after i reached. ^^ and you sat on top of the table diagonally left facing me!
ss remedial was BORING. simply xian-ed. i think i was more keen on eating than doing anything else. tsu han offered me a mint chewy and her yellow toblerone to me and others down the row~ also gave me a whole yellow toblerone! ^^ thanks! then started eating the snacks i bought. about to eat a FISH BALL, and suddenly phay said ' wahh! FISH BALL some more!' ahh! quite paiseh, quickly hid it when everyone started turning round. gave an innocent look and continued picnicking later~ yes, i only got 5 for the stoopid bloody hell lame test. phay is a total lamer. dots. but you got 7 ehh! ^^ good for you.
gave steffi, arlha, kezia and shanny sour chewy apple sweets. oh yeahh, gave joscelyn and rou fui too. no, i gave rou fui one, the 2nd one she reached into my skirt pocket on her own to take! so bu ke qi. tsk tsk. XDD i ate another one and there were none left~!! then remedial ended. me and rou fui swapped bags. she keeps insisting that it's heavy lahh! haha, dashed into the toilet yadahh yadahh. came out and when down to the bustop~ saw you outside when we came out of the toilet. ^^ with another bunch of boys, duhh. bit worried that you guys wont be heading down lyk we did. but luckily you guys did, went down by the sheltered corrider from the general office~
stopped at the bustop just outside to talk abit, bid goodbyes and to wait for ru suek. arghh, i got yelled at by ru suek for no reason~!! haha, cause she thought that i called her 'jie' againn. XDD poof. stoopid ru suek. gosh, luckily you didnt really hear~ i thought you were gonna take from that side, but you headed opposite! was happy, yeahh.
rou fui and me decided to head off to the opposite bustop first. cause ru suek looked lyk she was going to go lunching with lijun before heading back msia. but she came chasing after us all the same. XDD a 170 then passed by went we reached the traffic light there~ and she screamed so loudly lahh! wahh! to tell the truth, i was paiseh-ed okay. so uncivilised!! i mean you were there looking round, well kinda.. ahh! we all stopped at the traffic light~!! shuai dai le!! you were listening to your ipod, yeahh. but still!! X]
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to be continued~!! i shall resume tmw. but i die die have to blog it down~!! it was a really such a funn day! ^^
arghh. shit. im gonna get some beeg time scolding later. im sure of it. =C someone, be prepared to comfort me. sobs*
<33 miss you. take care and please study! oh and you look damn cuddly~!! huggles* X]
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Friday, April 20, 2007
: 10:31:00 PM :
HOEE~!! im so so so so [to the power of infinity] tired!! but i still feel lyk writing a major blog post ehh. mann, i shall wake up at 6 to talk to you. hahaa, single sided conversation. >< but i dont care!! i wanna talk. ^^
i hate mouth ulcers. they hurt lyk siao. so painful. sobs* my eyelids are really going to shut liao. but i havent bath yet! BAHH.
cant wait to see you tmw, btw. haha. XDD
LuRb. LuRbs. LuRb-ing!!
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Wednesday, April 18, 2007
: 9:12:00 PM :
haha. so diao. but yeahh, im a person who's driven by her daily mood. and now ive changed a new song~!! caused i feel lyk it. haha. yupps, seems that claymore's gonna be a berry promising series. cant wait for ep 3! ^^ hmms, one berry special thing is clare's voice. the seiyuu has such a nice, clear voice for her, slightly tinged with this aura of sadness and loneliness esp. must go and find out that seiyuu's name!!
anyways, this song is Danzai no Hana by Riyu Kosaka, from the anime Claymore [spring 2007]. danzai means guilty; hana means flower. so its translated to guilty flower. ^^
yupps, the translated lyrics:
my heart, still inside your memories.
my body, not worth searching for.
once again, someone will be crying somewhere today;
in order to live on with a cold smile on their faces.
hanging on to things tha i cannot lose,
i stand right here even now.
unwithering flowers are beautiful,
blossoming with determined thoughts inside them.
things that can't be cut; the guilty sky,
i embrace this never-ending grief.
[credits lyrics and the last song's one as well to Eclipse fansubs :)]
today was an okay day. yeahh. im tired, but cheerful and satisfied with life for the time being. miss you k? must jiayous hor. haha, take care and faster get better. ^^ even though seem to be anything but sick. XDD yes, and i know you're brilliant. but there's no need to suan me and say that im damn stoopid. poof. X]
see you tmw, anyways.
<33
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Monday, April 16, 2007
: 11:11:00 PM :
yes, once again i have changed the song. it's only 1 minute long. so the pros will be that it will load fast and therefore ppl will hear it. yes. ^^ but it's cause the full version of the song hasnt been released. anyways, it from the anime claymore [spring anime 2007], by nightmare, entitled Raison D’être. btw, what does the title mean?? O_o
here's the translated lyrics~
ahh, traversing over many nights,
frozen dreams and fading tears,
woe me, woe me, love me~
i cannot love anyone,
but i hate myself, too.
i still don't see the end after walking this far,
dragging along the memories of the past.
what colour will this body be tainted by?
i search for that answer.
btw, today is a really good day!! and im happy and cheerful! ^^ shall blog in depth bout it maybe tmw, hopefully. [if plans can proceed as planned!] =p
okays!! time to off the comp! have to go take out my badges and buttons from my u. wednesday still have to wear. then i shall go do my maths homework. =C BOO.
but i will still JUST DO IT. ^^
cheers!
p.s.: assumption choir peeps must jiayou lots lots and lots for syf~!! arlha, steffi, kezia and shanny! all the best and do your best k? ^^ i'll be giving you guys mental support!! hands out virtual sweets as well* XDD take care!
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Sunday, April 15, 2007
: 10:56:00 AM :
haha. so funny. or you can say lame. but i feel lyk answering all shinyi's questions on my tag. XDD yes, this is a post dedicated to dear shinyi~!! yeahh, haha. ^^
HELLOS SHINYI!! so nice of you to say that my blogskin is nice! beams* haha, yes i think the dark dark purple of this blogskin is nice too! yayy! i have super taste!! ^^ and as for why i ask so many ppl to tag my board is cause im kiasu!! and i simply LURBB to have my board FLOODED~!! XDD yeahh, and just lyk the rest of the human race, im simply afraid that i'll be forgotten.. esp by squadmates. its just that impending sense of doom and fear, you know??! hmms.. and sometimes im scared that i'll forget you guys too. but we'll be squadmates together forever rites? that's what i want. even after 10, 20, 30, 40, 50, 60 years and more, we'll still hold on to each other and always remember the good and badd times we had together. and i was bored terribly xian-ed and tidied up my blog links too. deleted the non-existant ones and updated links. =] i shall be further expanding my blog and go onto major re-vamps and linkage. ^^ somehow its just fun to spill your life on a blog. and low shinyi!! you spelt 'evaporate' worngly. tsk. fail english arhh? hahaa. btw, i dont lyk carrots. =C the taste weirdd, even when they'are fully cooked and edible. but i still eat them for the sake of my eyes. but they do do god for our teeth as well?! hees, i didnt know that.. yupps, i think ive been doing quite fine bahh. thanks for asking that twice. byebye shinyi~!! :) its really fun to have you drop by my taggy. ^^
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Friday, April 06, 2007
: 1:09:00 PM :
ELLOs! this is going to be such a random post~!! yes. the weather is freaking hot and stuffy and i just feel lyk slacking in front of the comp and go on an anime marathon. but i'll be regretting it later though.. =Z slept for 12 hours + last night!! ahh!! feel much energized but i still feel lyk going on sleeping till monday morning.. oh yes, today's joscelyn's birthday!! so yeahh, happy birthday!! ^^ oh, she's the ncc corps lead, yeahh. and also same class as me!! feels kinda peaceful now too~ cept my brother playing the flute now.. haha, but he plays quite well, so its still okay. ^^ jiayous for your syf onii-sama!! huggles* plugged in some music form the beeg desktop liao. actually im typing on onii-sama's laptop so his collection of anime songs bit different from mine.
and yes!! yayy!! i know how to skate le!! i mean roller blade, but the instructor said that its not really called roller blading/skating, its officially called in-line skating. oh wells~ now have the crazy urge to buy a pair of skates as well~!! but i think its kind of impossible, haha. seeing that i NEVER had the habit of saving anything, even my ang pao money is left with only $10+ only. pathetic. gahh, i hate being poor. anyways, decent blades cost bout $100+, so if there's any kind soul/souls out there.. haha. it's really fun blading ehh!! hahaa, i always plomp down onto the ground on the most unexpected timing!!~ and i'll be laughing away. X] and its always dangerous to skate near me! haha, cause i cant master immediate brakes!! i can only come to a slow stop! ^^ but its fun nevertheless!! and i feel that the unit has been unified quit abit more!! with the seniors who know how to skate helping the juniors with what they can and stuff. =] haha, im berry looking forward to the next 2 lessons. ^^
called eileen last night!! have quite okay conveersation over the damn phone. more specifically, eileen's damn housephone. poof, it'll suddenly cut off calls one!! then i'll be lyk talking happily to the air for 5 seconds before realizing that i got cut. -___________-"' and dear!! dont worry too much bout that k? everything will turn out fine after things all cool down abit. yeahh, that's from my experience. hmms, later i'll try calling jiayi!! hope that she's not working~ yes, she shouldnt be bahh. cause there'll be cca on normal fridays. ^^ yes, must thank her!! huggles both fishball and wee wee*
ps: happy birthday to drastic~!! even though its already 2 days liao.. hoped that you liked your present!! continue growing taller k? ^^ haha.
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-- HESITATING MEANS DEATH - the GazettE [Italian translation - angeldevil87@LJ]
[English translation - distressedcoma@LJ]
You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope the flowers that changed their colours will bloom someday
You, who know this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colourful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again