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色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
その痛み知る君が震えずに水を注げた頃に
見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う
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Sunday, March 23, 2008
: 1:15:00 AM :
HELLOS!! :DD
pretty good mood for yesterday and today. ^^ hees, broke my record againn today!! sold 12 simpacks! OMG. feels lyk alot! :) i have sold bout 60 simpacks already, i think. ^^ no problem hitting even 80 simpacks kays!! if only i didnt take soo muchh leave. XDD but busy lyk crazy these 2 days~!! totally alone in charge of the shop. =XX so far no problems! :) hees, im seriously getting pretty good at staying calm at the counter even when there's customers waiting to be served left right and center. okays, the shop literally has a left right and center counter, cause it's a corner shop. but heckk, the pulling/sliding doors [whatdoyoucallthat?!] are still insanely heavy. T.T
1st thing tmw when i have free time is to call eileen, i guess. saw her beeg post liao, hahas. :DD looking forward to tuesday~!! :DD rahh, but oh noes. i havent packed yet. pouts* havent even checked whether i dont have anything that's not on the list. arghh. oh, im talking bout the orientation camp btw. it's from 26th till 29th.
yawns*
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Wednesday, March 19, 2008
: 11:19:00 PM :
hellos. :)
was in a real upset mood those few days. but seriously feeling better now. esp after watching d.gray man anime, hahas. yeahh, i caught up liao. but watching 5 episodes all in 1 go feels real good. X] kanda's so kickass! whoots!! XDD allen too, not badd. ^^ is it me, or lavi's fighitng ability seems really badd compared to the rest? o_O
oh and im going for the oritentation camp liao. got convinced by someone. thanks for the talking to with me. really got me thinking. and determined to do well for these 3 years.
hwahh!! ferly jiaoyous jiayous!! :) funnily, i got quite addicted to jielun's huang jin jia!! :DD okies, i get a good impression of whatever song the pirated vcd shop plays alot. but im really really sick of the song apologize. T.T swear ive heard it for bout 50 times up till now. that reminds me that i havent watched any of jielun's concert videos. should do that sometimes ehh. ferly has plenty of comments for purple suits and the like. XDD
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Monday, March 17, 2008
: 1:32:00 AM :
heys dear bloggy!! =p
xinying came by to visit this friday! :DD and she said something really super nice. :) hees, thanks so much. really made my day that day! and still does. hahas, really motivate to take better care of my face. beams*
and ferly's such a saint. she has promised her boss to work till the 1st week of april due to manpower shortage. actually truth be told, i'd lyk to work till 12th april.. wonder whether boss would lyk me to do that mahh. must remember to ask da jie tmw. take note ferly!! hais, lack of hands at work has lead me to work every single day without fail since the last week. urghh. i wanna go out!! wails* go walk walk! do something bout my hair!! go hushen's house againn, if she doesnt mind! catch up with my d.gray man! read more books!!
but the plus side is definately more commission from simpacks. nods* the total amount of simpacks sold by ferly has already hit 40 today, within half a month; with current record of 8 simpacks in one day. ^^ definite improvement ehh. aiming for 55-60 in total for this month. jiayous! :)
just for reader's info :
<40 simpacks in a month ~ 1 simpack = RM1
>40 simpacks in 1 month ~ 1 simpack = RM2
oh yeahh!! went hushen's house for the 1st time that time! :DD lovely house hehhs!! ^^ very decorated. esp hushen's room of course! pink in colour [cant be helped, hushen said she didnt chose that colour =p], cosy and with tons of jieluns. psst! check underneath the bed~!! XDD and the rack with the (.____.) figurines + coloured jelly glass marbles bottles are really really ke ai kays! huge urge to steal them.. ahemsahems* and the wu gui's are fascinating. they have a good sense of curiousity. keep staring at my fingers. do they look lyk food? o_O they probably have good appetites' too. lyk ferly. XDD
and the rest of the day just camped round and watched lotsa lotsa jielun mvs!! :DD yupps! watch jielun mvs. that's my agenda for going. but didnt manage to finish every single one ehh. he has so many mvs~!! that's why feel lyk going a 2nd time, hees. ^^ and hushen is a good host! =p feel so pampered at her house. free medication!! [was down with fever that day, btw] she even cooked char mee for me! :DD it's really nice kays! weirdd things always happen to the char mee i cook. O_O ferly's better at cooking those with soup involved. nods* all in all~!! thanks so much for letting me visit your dear home hushen! =p really enjoyed my visit, even though i was horribly sick. ^^
oh and im not going for my poly's freshman orientation camp. firstly, not enuf ppl at work. and secondly; if i go, my pay's gonna get docked AGAINN. thirdly; i dont mind not going that much, actually. not berrie a ppl person, me. feel jittery if im immediately pushed to camp with a bunch of total complete strangers?! O_O the past uniform group camps with ppl from various sch joining had time for everyone to bond abit before the camp itself, hmms. arghh, okies. the main thing is still bout my pay getting docked. i hate it. incredibly money-face. but dont care. money's impt! extremely. either way, to kezia and shanny~!! please take extra care during camp kays! look out for one another~!! and dont get yourselves majorly injured. thanks kews for your kind co-operation.
yawns* that's all for now.
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Saturday, March 15, 2008
: 2:40:00 AM :
rawrr. crabby mood. not done with enrolment YET. so troublesome lahh. why need a guardian that die die lives in spore? zzzz, not lyk im gonna die there suddenly.
RANTS* RANTS~ RANTS.. RANTS!
and the chinese pop group, fei lun hai, ABSOLUTELY CANNOT sing lahh. tsk!! their vocals are really the FLAT-EST vocals ive ever heard. ~_~'" totally spoil the whole feel of the song tiamo. T.T but the female singer in that song does have a powerful voice. ^^ oh yeahh, and there's this certain person from fei lun hai that keeps attempting to raise + drag the note he sings.. wahseh, it hurts my ears to hear just that. er jie says the whole band sings out of tune. XDD urghh. why do we have so many ppl who cant sing and just insist on doing it publicly.
what a pointless lame post. bye bye.
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Thursday, March 13, 2008
: 1:03:00 AM :
mezamashi ga naru maeni okite toki wo tomeru
omoida seruno wa mou nantonaku dakedo kimi no koto
ichiokubun no kimi ni aeta kiseki nankamo
itsunomanika wasure chaukana
wasureta koto sae mo kitto wasurete shimauno
heavenly days
mune no pocket no heya
kimi no kieta nukumori wo sagasu yo
mou nido to kimi wo omou koto wa nakutemo
mada sugoshi atatakai ano hibi ni kagi wo kakete
aruki tsukarete suwarikon de tohou ni kurete
kanawanai yume 'unmei' toka futari nara ieta
kaisatsuguchi de ienakatta iitakatta
'arigatou' tte kotoba wa tabun
'sayonara' yorimo kanashii kotoba ni omouno
heavenly days
umaku waraeteta kana
saigo no kiss scene furueru kimi no te mo
nigi renakatta namida sae ochi nakatta
hitori pocchi ni nari imasara afuredasuyo
heavenly days
mune no pocket no heya
kimi no kieta nukumori wo sagasu yo
mou nido to kimi wo omou koto wa nakutemo
te wo nobashite mitemo koko ni wa mou inai yo
atarashii hikari no shita aruki da su yo
I turn off the time to wake up before the alarm clock sounds again
I don't know why but I can already remember you
I wonder if, before I know it, I'll forget
even the miracle of being able to meet you for one hundred minutes
Will I end up forgetting even that I've forgotten?
Heavenly days
in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there's no way to feel you ever again,
I'm locking up those days that are still a bit warm
Tired of walking, I sat down and was at a loss, if you were with me
We could have talked about something like our unbearable dream's fate
I couldn't say it by the ticket barrier, I wanted to say
That I feel 'Thank you' are maybe words
much sadder than 'goodbye'
Heavenly days
I wonder if I could smile properly
At the scene of our last kiss, I couldn't even
grasp your shivering hands, not even my tears fell
Now that it's too late, they overflow when I'm alone
Heavenly days
in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there's no way to feel you ever again
Even if I stretch out my hands, you're not here anymore
I'll walk on under a new light
koizora novel [chinese translation] : http://www.029dy.com/go.php/category/42/
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Saturday, March 08, 2008
: 3:00:00 AM :
OMG! ahahas!! :DD you've really gotta love the L in the movies~!! :) i mean after watching all 3 films, now the manga L feels pretty stiff and abit dead lahh. XDD kyahh~!! :DD
[NOTE! spoilers in extreme weeny font!!]
L, change the world is a really awesome movie for a spin-off. ^^ good script writer + storyboard writer and whoever designs the plot, hees. this movie's gonna make you love L even more, hahas. the only unbelievable thing is probably 'L jumping on the plane. it's too much an un-L-ish behaviour..' the rest is actually pretty logical for me. esp the part bout the earth's ecosystem being heavily damaged by humans, really struck a cord bout all the crazy global warming stuffs splashed 'cross the news. and the thing bout rich organizations/governments pouring in money to develop viruses for bio warfare kinda idea. glups* the movie has a really good realistic touch, admirable cg effects. hees, you'll understand when you watch a certain scene~~ and i lyk the kuma-chan!! :DD and there were some parts of the movie that i felt that i really laughed wayy too loud. eeps! ><>
hahas, sorrys to say this isnt a helpful review. afterall, im a fanatic for japanese movies, no? esp animation/manga-adapted. okies, and japanese sounds to me lyk a lovely language. :DD yayy! thanks hushen! beams* and sorrys abit, over-high to see you at the start. XDD oh and while eating at vivo's food republic, i noticed that they affixed lotsa old wooden doors above this certain row of food stalls! it's for decoration, apparently; but it reminds me of the noah's ark in d.gray man. doors that lead to everywhere, hees. went to the open space out there and looked at the sky and the pretty cloud formations. :) hushen took pictures!
and and while visiting causeway point today before meeting up with hushen, i saw this movie poster on the pillar when leaving the mall which really caught my eye!! hehe, it's a jap movie! [lian4 kong1]/koizora/sky of love. oh and guess why it caught my eye? cause the male lead had white hair!! :DD silly reason, but successfully eye-catching. hees, i feel lyk watching~!! it's supposed to be a super sadd film which aims to bring lotsa tears to the viewers! ahh!! im tearing a little even when watching the trailer.. mumbles* hais, so easy to bring ferly to tears. T.T - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xc_bPEsHpig
oh yeah.. and i quite a fanatic for white-haired male leads. runs away* but not allen. nods* lavi's definately more kyahh. X]
rawrr. money's gonna disappear againn.. =p oh yeahh, think cathay's the only company that shows koizora.
oh shoot, gotta sleep. dead tired~!! X_X forget the spelling mistakes. im totally drunk with fatigue.
come tmw? please??
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Wednesday, March 05, 2008
: 9:54:00 AM :
HAIS. the poly enrolment things are confusing. eeks. see? technology kills. knocks a pile of healthy brain cells outta your brain. T______T zzz, dizzy. sleep sleep sleep~~ i wanna sleep! slept at 4am yesterday. doing all the random stuff = reading manga. XDD okays, but i did look through stuffs on the poly enrol website. er jie coming home to help me dissect the paperwork needed. :DD geez, thanks kays. ^^ ferly jiayous today too! poof. slouches off to prepare for work*
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Tuesday, March 04, 2008
: 1:12:00 AM :
boring day today againn, hahs. if my day isnt boring, it's probably a badd one. snorts* okays, but i really jiayou-ed for today!! 7 simpacks for the day! record-breaking kays! :DD even better than the cny season! hahas. ^^
and a customer promised that he's gonna come find me tmw to open a postpaid line! ^^ hees, he says he'll feel badd if the commission for opening his line isnt paid to me, after all the saliva ive wasted. XDD first customer to be so appreaciative ehh. :) but i didnt really do anything.. shrugs* just the usual reciting of the call rates and stuff. and he asked twice for my name lahh!! o_O i avoid giving customers my name. it's just weirdd. and slightly risky, no? nicked a register form and practised filing it in with da jie just now. :) thanks da jie! and who the hell asks for the date at the end of a trading day!!!! ridiculous. rolls eyes* and irah fly our aeroplane today againn. zzz. she'd better come tmw~!! wails* there's no way i can solo tmw! unless hacking ferly into half is an ideal option.
okays, but it's great to a certain extent. :DD rawrr. you should turn up every single day!! :) you've got the magic that makes me smile, for no apparent reason.
ahh, oh no. i think the ppl from the nokia booth must think that im crazy too, no? oh shoot. >.<> have less kidds. it seriously salvages your pocket. i admire my mom most for all her financial handling skills. :) grits teeth* shall throughly decipher the handbook contents tmw. ._____.
random note! da jie said the merry xmas song is nice too~!! :DD but the person on imeem hasnt sent me yet hehh. should really send a message directly. comments dont work. T_____T
breathes in and out deeply* jiayous for tmw againn! and please please dont screw up!! keep your calm at all times!!
and and take a look at this! :) really sweet, hees. taken from the blog entry of an old primary sch friend. - http://www.wretch.cc/blog/gan1991&article_id=7106699
trespassing into a palace of amethyst dreams;
wondering into a place of lavender memories.
the bluebirds call out dismally
a bolt of blue skidding across heaven
shatters this intricately carved yearning
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Sunday, March 02, 2008
: 12:06:00 AM :
freaking boring day today. feel so dead everyday lahh. rahh. but still i sold 5 simpacks today! great job, ferly! :) jiayous for tmw then.
hais, everytime i listen to this song [points up*], it gets more and more beautiful.
new msn theme colour's orange!! :DD lovely. esp with my new orange icon. :)
with my back faced;
in a pyrite sunset landscape.
silently, i strode off..
where the glittering gamma rays rage the skies
and golden chrysanthemums lay crushed under my feet.
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Saturday, March 01, 2008
: 2:13:00 AM :
oh shoot. i need to padlock my brain. it keeps wandering off to the wrong things lahh. omg omg. wahh~!! runs away* this is so super wrong. hello brain. please co-operate. thank kews. yours sincerely, ferly.
went out today to jurong point! bustling place. nods* bought a bag for my da jie. ^^ and i refused to tell her the price, hahs. :DD told her to take it as ferly's 16 years worth of birthday presents to her. :) yayy! and im really brokee. hahas, no ringgit left liao. and no spore dollars either. hais, pathetic. ferly!! "eat less, save more!" but this slogan never ever does seem to work for me. travelled all the way to plaza singapura to eat the QQ rice. :DD it's really yummy! lurrb it. ^^ and so much more healthy than yoshi, no? laughs* i mean just look at the way i add the soy sauce and chili flakes. defintely not healthy at all. costs $3.90 for a oval-shaped fan tuan [rice ball] where you can pick 5 types of fillings!! 30 cents for every addittional filling. and a dollar for a drink or pudding, when you buy together with a fan tuan. ^^ yum!! i could eat that every day, hahas. :DD $4.90 for rice + 5 dishes + drink/desert. that's better than a macs student meal worth almost the same price. :)
ferly must jiayou for work tmw! sighs*
omg omg, but i feel lyk seeing you tmw. runs away againn*
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-- HESITATING MEANS DEATH - the GazettE [Italian translation - angeldevil87@LJ]
[English translation - distressedcoma@LJ]
You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope the flowers that changed their colours will bloom someday
You, who know this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colourful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again