[scene senza tempo] [libertà senza nome]

GO GO GO!!!

AHH. if only studying more automatically makes one look more bishie. UFUFUFU.

the super duper uber kyahh pics of yumehito that made me like him! and getting curious about ayabie and all! I'VE FOUND THEM!!!11!one!!!! please anticipate for new change of header images! UFUFUFU. just you wait until i finish murdering all my work. MUAHA. i already have a new desktop wallie. HOHOHO.

and peiling now knows how to sing the 1st word of Aitakute. which is 'Aitakute'. LOL. but still, im pleased. that's better than nothing wokays! UFUFUFU.

im fine now! :) live well! that's a new theme! other than the typical continuous ones such as 'getting stronger' and 'doing work faster'. kinda went figuring things abit. and thinking through things. think i need to treat myself better. drink lots more water. get decent sleep. sweat less. yes, literally. sweat less. i mean it. eat less, meaning eat a normal amount. am cutting down on rice intake since mother's cooking all the time in the holidays. cause i dont really need that much actually. i just take that much cause im used to taking that amount during the crazy school days. and once againn, i think i gave myself too much work for law presentation segregation. OTL but it's okays. cause im gonna be almost done. go ferly go. :))

getting my priorities all messed up and all cleared and straighten up againn. i want to get a good poly graduation result. play less. but still keep myself happy. understand myself better. slapp more discipline into myself when doing work. be more efficient and effective. save up money. laser off the annoying degrees in my eyes. go see a damn good determatologist. go and whiten all my teeth. hahahahs. okays, it's getting embarassing. i shall stop here. 1 last one! go Finland! maybe twice! 1st time i'd liek to go during the summer. for my birthday! *it's summer during june. :D* and go againn during winter at the year end november december that time! cause i wanna go experience the intense cold and blizzards and see mooses and see frozen lakes and idk maybe skate on the lake. XDD

okays, you probably really dont wanna hear me ramble on about it already. hahahs. last but not least, epic belated happy birthday to eileen kong. :)) hope you'll have a happy year ahead! *HUGGS*

im srsly nocturnal. i enjoy sleeping awayy the morning and sunshine in the day. venturing out for lunch and snoozing on. and only kickstart work in the late afternoon. and going to bed at 6.30am.

anyways, the pressure is on on on on ONNNNNN. is it just something wrong with me? or is it just others? ahhhhh. there are just these times when i cant see what's so good about being me.

you know you know! i always ALWAYS damnit have some sort of queer difficulty doing my law slides in the best way possible. cause it's always when i understand, idk how to explain it to the rest of the world the things ive learnt. maybe im not such an eloquent speaker afterall. DDDD:

anyways, orchard road got flooded today. :DD lucky me and keziaa didnt set wednesday as the date to go orchard and binge on sakae. :D but i still love the weather! :)) as long as my house is safe and sound. OHOHOHO. ahh, tmw might be all rainy againn! i should grabb my long black hoodie out with me. 8D maybe we'll have to go somewhere else. 8( but i wanna wanna visit uniqlo! ><"

and also, i cant seem to concentrate on my work at hand. ><" AHH. I SO MAGGOTSLY SUCKS. ><" and there's so much work. I SRSLY LOATHE PTM LAB FLEXISIM. "zhen de shi yi ge thanks lorhh"!! as quoted from jonathan! the few of us went back school yesterday for NUTHIN. cause the damn license had problem againn and we couldnt save. T______T and mr vinicent couldnt do anything about it also... DDD: aiyahh, teacher dont need do lahh! i dont feel liek ive learnt anything useful also. >_>

SRSLY SRSLY OF ALL SRSLYS. FERLY GO BACK AND DO YOUR WORK GOSHHH.

HI! OMG. I FEEL SO MAGGOTLY LAZY. :DD I HAVE BEEN PRETTY MUCH PROCRASTINATING FOR 3 DAYS STRAIGHT. SLAP ME PREASE. HAHAHAHS.

i dragged myself out of bed at 8am but still feel so damn nemui. :x made strong coffee! and i cooked curry maggi noodles + egg! and i did a good job! nothing sticking onto the pot base! (*A*) and mother joked that i've honed excellent skills. and i rolled back into bed for awhile while waiting for the water to fill up. and rolled to bath! and watched abit of tv! What's Good For You on okto! *i still liek to call it kids central actually* it's an Australian-based programme! they were talking about the cause of man-boobs (beef contains small amounts of estrogen btw. and Finland is the world's 3rd most country that consumes the most beef. with Switzerland as the 1st or 2nd, i cant remember. *bear in mind though that's statistics measured from which year idk since okto has the tendency to recycle shows and episodes*), how certain body shapes + composition best fit certain sports (i think mine falls into the marathon category. D:), and what's the transportation type that best keeps air pollution at its lowest (1st, train; 2nd, bus; 3rd, walking; 4th, car.)

tell me that you feel smarter and more well-informed about world issues by reading my blog. XDD

and i helped to chop up celery for mother. i think i cant cook for nuts. ><" other than anything that's supposedly instant. 8D and i was reading about this interning nurse person's 1st hand viewing experience of ECT [Electroconvulsive Therapy]. it's the shock therapy for mental/severe depression patients if you dont know what im talking about. sounds quite a tad scary from his recount. ><" and i was reading about a bean salad recipe too. 8D there was edamame in it too! (*A*) LOL. hahahahs. sorrys. i think i do too much random things. and i've read up quite a bit about Finland. (*A*) and some things are just so LOL! interesting and fascinating. (*3*) ANYTHING BUT DO WORK. D: UHH-OH. ;;A;;

see! im so going to hell. it's sunday now! ><" and i was thinking about all the yummy sakae food when going to sleep last night. :p

i dread mr ho's reply email. ><" cause he's a kinda nice teacher but still very strict and in conclusion still kinda scary. :x so it's scary. *nods* and i opened up my school mail after 2 weeks and it's filled with random junky mails againn. but there's mail of mr low asking whether we wanna go for prom. and im not too keen to go. hais. so i didnt vote. :x and there's this email talking about MS Office 2010. :D that, i wanna try out please. yes yes. :D

and twitter has been telling me loads of times tonight about overcapacity. T_____T it is not normal. D: and i have been filling in up on stale work. :x *SIGHS* so maggotly behind schedule. i srsly wonder what i have been doing for the past 7 weeks. ><" and im pretty sure i flunked my tests. :z dread getting the marks back. i need to update my schedule on ameba. ;;A;;

on a nicer note. the picture ive enclosed for this post is so so pretty! dont you think! very detailed with awesome colouring and lighting. and i just love the composition of the picture. :] and ive decided to name the classic pooh bear keziaa got me as my 19th birthday present, as Rufusu Yumehito [ルフス夢人]!! :DD pretty name! ahh, just that we are highly unlikely to name anyone yumehito in english or chinese. cause it sounds corny. D: btw, yumehito directly translates over to 'dream person'. :) so this bear shall serve as a reminder for me to work hard towards my dreams too. :] and and keziaa and even leeping agrees with me that yumehito from Ayabie is cuteeee. :DD hees. and i got myself a yumehito desktop background! remixed from 2 different backgrounds from deviations i found from deviantart. :) so cute can! :p seriously wonder how can japanese boys can get their hair to look so perfect. ><"

im kinda abit tired actually. ><" but i really wanna faster get some more urgent work out of the way. then 1 fine day sit down and reply all of idol's messages. ><" i am atrocious at managing my own time. :c please wait for my messages okays! ><"

i seriously think that ive got a long long long long to being independent and going to Finland.

i've been going around in circles for this post. sorrys. thoughts are currently quite disorganised now. ><" i'll go update my schedule this instant.

and also must inform idol of my birthday! cause i want her to say happy birthday to me! :D