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色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
その痛み知る君が震えずに水を注げた頃に
見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う
redberrie
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04-06-1991
NP - BA - ISCM - 3S01
ex-assumptionknight
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Wednesday, August 26, 2009
: 4:23:00 PM :
mother's on a cooking frenzy lately. im not a fussy eater. SERIOUSLY. :DD i eat everything. cept for innards and fats. but please stop cooking omelette stuffs. quite sick to eat it lyk everyday. ><" actually. i prefer her not to cook. da pao is easier. and ppl will stop screaming at me to CLEAR THE TABLE. and easier to carry around the platter of food.
freedom after tmw! :DD gosh, got lyk so many things planned to do. :DD will maybe list down so that i can spare time out to meet old friends too. :))
but still feel so not ready for MM. ><" OMGOSHH. better study harder. not gonna sleep tonight probably. cause i slept so much yesterday! ><" and cause you said it's the LAST LAP. so must hang in there. and i dont wanna imagine mr HOHOHO's face when he marks my script. ><"
and FFVII AC OST is a good study buddy. :DD
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Sunday, August 23, 2009
: 12:25:00 AM :
ahh. feels so damn good. :) after watching FFVII AC. :] feeling so refreshed. rejuvenated! :DD hahas, dont know why. but. it's lyk. feeling. so at peace. with the world now. :) hehe. maybe cause. my head's in the clouds. currently. hahas. :]
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Saturday, August 22, 2009
: 3:41:00 PM :
" if i could leave this lonely world behind.. fly like a bubble through the loneliness and frustration. "
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Friday, August 21, 2009
: 4:02:00 PM :
i dont feel lyk STUDYING! ><" it's such a BOREE! boringboringboring! most uncreative thing on earth. :C BORING! ><"
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Thursday, August 20, 2009
: 11:34:00 PM :
"It's as if im the only one alive in this fantasy. The rest of them are the undead. All of them. They are the enemies. I am.. alone. Whichever world i am in. I need to survive."
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Friday, August 14, 2009
: 6:12:00 AM :
hallos.
lately im lyk covering quite abit of work for some others in certain projects.
and yet againn, im doing less for certain projects.
equivalent exchange?
arghh, feel so messed up.
listening to Harmony by Kokia quite alot. X] it's a perfect song for fantasy trailers. :) got to know it through youtube. :DD ahh, by any chance you do listen to it.. which you SHOULD, great vocals. :) it's fully a japanese song. just that the latter 3 quarts of the song lyrics are expressed in mirrored japananese. :DD yeapps! quite ingenious! :DD but then againn, i wonder how does she even remember the lyrics.. O_O but will check out the other songs during holidays. :]
and yes, i love love gaming cinematics. X] they look so ridiculously EPIC and COOL. X] watched a couple of Lineage II cinematics MVs on youtube as well. :DD looks COOL too! :DD the characters' clothing, patterning and accessories look incredibly detailed! OMG, the person who did it might have spent a whole load of time doing it. berrie peifu. :) admirable. :)) ahh, but no idea bout the names of the characters! maybe gonna do some research during holidays and my favourtie parts would be the ones where the lady elf VS the dark lady elf, the scene where the dark elf guy stands still there with his sword while the surrounding armies are charging towards the battle front, and also the part where Renn [sp?!] rushes back into the fortress-like thingy back to find the lady elf. ^^
and my bitcomet is officially SCREWED. seriously dont know what happened. :C now everytime i close it off, the entire task list will disappear. ><" leaving them half-loaded in my lappy. then i have to go and open them one by one and allocate them to the correct folder where they were half-saved, in order to resume to my download.. :C sucks big time. :C
and i signed up for the YAKULT factory trip! :) and trip to NAVY base! :DD and going to the spore ZOO! X] and also signed up for MDE grad mag design team. cause they said. gonna provide software.
and i have 1 more thing i wanna mention. but i cant remember it. ><"
all i can see, feel and breathe is the fantasy within my mind.
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Wednesday, August 12, 2009
: 11:15:00 AM :
"Love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or conceited or proud; love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable; love does not keep a record of wrongs; love is not happy with evil, but is happy with the truth. Love never gives up; and its faith, hope and patience never fails. :)"
message from lim xin jie eshlyn last night. X] *HUGGS*
but the problem is.
where the hell do you go and find it?
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Sunday, August 09, 2009
: 2:12:00 PM :
hallos god,
where the hell does the life of lam ferly feels so blardy sucky and damn hard to survive while the rest of the world seem to be breezing through difficulties? :C
yours not-all-that-so-truly-faithful,
lam ferly from the insane planet earth.
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Thursday, August 06, 2009
: 11:46:00 PM :
:C
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Monday, August 03, 2009
: 1:40:00 AM :
why cant the world just leave me and my stuffs alone?
i really really really hate this world.
WTH.
there are too many people who dont deserve what they get and what they have.
so you better jolly well shut up as well.
cause you dont have any idea all these feels like.
and get out of my sight. thanks.
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Sunday, August 02, 2009
: 4:54:00 PM :
OH CRAPP.
i really dont understand Business Finance. and the physics part of PEL.. calculate dunno what crazy force. T_____T RAWRR.
i just drank coffee. so i dont feel so depressed. feel kinda high.
so i should make full use of the ENERGY NOW and try to EXTERMINATE ALL THE ACCUMULATED WORK.
and i think i added too much anime to download on my bitcomet. it's totally slowing my internet speed when i on it and try to surf around at the same time. ><"
and currently rather addicted to the song Crush by David Archuleta! :DD it's lyk damn nice! :) heard it when i was watching this FFVersusXIII MV. :p and also the Requiem of Raggs by Noria that came with the 07 Ghost ED. X]
next week's a totally GG week. X_____X 2 tests and 3 presentations.
oh and i trimmed my fingernails. :DD
totally random i know. :)
but i feel HAPPY NOW. thanks to COFFEE. :DD
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-- HESITATING MEANS DEATH - the GazettE [Italian translation - angeldevil87@LJ]
[English translation - distressedcoma@LJ]
You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope the flowers that changed their colours will bloom someday
You, who know this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colourful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again