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色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
その痛み知る君が震えずに水を注げた頃に
見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う
redberrie
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Monday, October 26, 2009
: 12:08:00 PM :
1st thing in the morning i see is the damn ridiculous long bus queue which snaked all the way from the bottom level bus concourse to the upper level beside the passport counters. *SIGHS* how can my energy level not drop to the point of you-can-round-it-up-to zero? really quite madd. and i left the house at pretty promptly 7am. sometimes just really hate going to school. hate the bus queue. hate the carbon monoxide. hate the sleepless days. and i love to complain. it's free. and it's addictive. arghh, whatever. cant wait to go home. :C
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Saturday, October 24, 2009
: 11:23:00 PM :
WHATAWANDUHFOOLWORLD. :p
yeahh, i really need to become happier. :) feel happy and live everyday in a happier mood. :) rather than lyk everday cursing the 1st person in front of me who walks too slow when im trying to fly to school on time within 90 minutes. :) eileen's latest post made me feel that way. :)
and YES! "the more i type, the more :DD i get, HAHA." :p HOHOHO.
and i didnt do anything yet today! :) other than update my avg anti-virus to version 9. :] and play more bejeweled.. :) and im drinking milo + coffee now. ^^ something that jitsiong re-commend to me during last sem's exam period.. i used to do that when i was younger.. and me and siblings went to call it a MOCHA. :) saw him on his bus on the 1st day of school! XDD and i was sitting at the bustop and in quite a daze.. dunno whether to wave or not cause i wasnt all that sure it was him. X] and thanks for the late night mugging accompanying during last sem's exam period. :)
and i shall proceed and do something profitable. :)
and i saw 11 : 11 today. :) and i still remember eileen's story about it! :) and im gonna call eileen up tmw! :) because i miss her terribly! :) *HUGGS*
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: 12:16:00 AM :
HALLOSWORLD! :DD
i think life at school is getting a little slightly weeny bit better. ><" and im having really horrible muscle aches at the shoulder and the upper arm. :C gosh. it feels lyk ive gotten myself blue blacks and contusions at those areas. :C thanks to all those Engineering Economy books that i hauled over to school. ><" but thanks classmates for the prompt payment this time round. :) and caiyi and shihui for helping me carry them from the bustop onwards to class. :))
and i keep feeling lyk there's so much to be done. homework and all those art responsibilities that ive taken up! ><" must faster clear them. planning to dedicate this weekend to 'commissions'. lessons have been so-so; except for Risk Management.. which sounded lyk OMGIDKsomekindaphilosophyliterature thingy to me.. the way mr ng teaches and the way he puts it. ><" and Engineering Economy looks HARD.. :C oh goshh, maths.. :C and i love thursdays! :DD the timetable is happy and friendly! :]
and i'd lyk to try complete my chibi sephiroth trial draft this weekend if possible! ^^ it was drawn to shut up a certain person that i didnt give birthday present to, but still went to his party anyway. XDD and he's a total serah farron fan now.. recustomize a serah wallpaper for him too. isnt that more than enough presents? :DD im nice. :)
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Thursday, October 22, 2009
: 4:00:00 AM :
i went from calculating the costs for Enginering Economy books to trying to do assignment that is required to be handed in tmw.. and running off to draw stuff. ><" which leaves my assignment still unfinished.. DD: and now i have run back to my assignment or risk having no sleep. ><"
anyways, trying my 1st time at drawing a chibi.. ><" hope you can figure out who he is! :p
btw, the shading is OMG horrible on the real paper itself.. but it doesnt show on the lousy lappy webcam.. ><" and because it's not completed yet and that it's a trial run chibi and also due to the unearthly hour that it is; i didnt scan it properly. :) and and i feel satisfied about my chibi! seeing that it's a 1st time attempt. :p it makes me feel abit better.. :]
i need to feel distracted so that i dont get annoyed by all those things. drawing helps. and doing work helps. and there's MDE grad mag meet on friday and i think it's gonna be an all nighter on thurs night. ><"
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009
: 11:14:00 PM :
it's horrible. seriously. still cant seem to cheer up. and it's lyk, i've got no drive to do anything.
"Their interests, likes and personalities were completely different, but sometimes an external closeness matters more than an internal one."
gonna sleep early.
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Sunday, October 18, 2009
: 10:16:00 AM :
><" tired. ><" watched half of Flags of Our Fathers last night. and went on reading on wiki more about it.. and still abit annoyed. because ppl have been comoing up to me and telling me stoopid things. T______T the next one that does that might just get a punch.
heading out for a haircut later. :) hope it's gonna be good. a nice new look. well maybe not exactly new. and i'll shop around alone. ^^ hopefully can find some new sandals for daily wear to school. and i just wrote my name on my 3 new books of notes. :) gonna try and do better this sem. :))
but i think it's gonna be a messy start. hopefully things will straighten up soon. i need them to straighten up. really do.
gonna catch Letters from Iwo Jima tonight on okto. :)
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Saturday, October 17, 2009
: 5:10:00 PM :
still in a badd mood from yesterday. woke up this morning and my right arm hurts from carting my notes home from school.
and i still feel asdlksdflknBADMOODsfdlghalkbgkjfds.
and i dont look forward to school anymore.
and im sick of acting all nice and friendly and nice and friendly and nice.
and i might just punch someone in the face one day.
ouch.
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Monday, October 12, 2009
: 1:58:00 AM :
HALLOSWORLD!:DD
wuhan peeps are coming back tmw! :p safe trip home ppl! ^^
and i just downloaded the Tae Wang Sa Shin Gi [The Legend] ost! :DD cause i happened to hear this certain song whose chorus felt damn nice, fitting and touching for that certain scene when i was randomly watching channel U's re-broadcast of the show. ^^ ahh, i'd wanna watch the series if i could have the opportunity againn~ :) btw, the song's Approval by Jun Seo, and it's track 14 in the ost! :)) nice! ^^ love how almost the entire ost stays ravelled around a certain main melody.. :] feels quite rare for osts to do this, to me. :)
and i read the FF XIII Episode Zero translations today! all full 7 chapters of goodness! ^^ and we kinda discover how Serah got marked as a L'Cie. :p and thanks so much for the uber translations Lissah! :DD hope you'll continue translating all the way till the end! :DD
oh and speaking of which, sometime ago i helped the finalfantasy-xiii.net peeps translate another series spread of chinese famitsu scans. :DD 17 pages! ><" thank goodness me, entrydenied and astro split the work. :p they're from spore too btw! ^^ and we got some gifts! XDD
and i feel super itchy mouth lately! keep feeling lyk eating! and eat! EAT! :DD
and i am turning in NOW! ><" goshh. kick the habit ferly. ><" it's 3.01 am now! ><"
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Sunday, October 11, 2009
: 3:12:00 AM :
><" my shitty mood was cheered up by Droneguard's new emote! ^^ and the other day, my URGHH mood was cheered by fibreciment's pretty photo that felt brimming with hope. :) deviantart = love! X] and i went emote crazy and started faving tons of cute and funny and LOL emotes. :DD ported over a couple to my msn. :p arghh, but there's this one real cute one with 3 emotes holding hands and bouncing that couldnt fit into msn.. DD: feeling slightly sore about it. ><" and i can never have enough determination to drag myself away from the comp before the wee hours of night. ><" and if you're epic uber free and looking for something for your brain to warm up before school starts
it's damn hard! ><" and i havent solved! and i strongly STRONGLY recommend you to zoom in your window to 200% to play. ><" before you go blind with trying.. :p
EDIT: i got OUT! ><" but i couldnt get the princess! nor the cookie! :C
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Saturday, October 10, 2009
: 10:26:00 PM :
this is a terribly angsty blog.
seriously dont give a damn.
PARENTS = DISGUSTING HYPOCRITES.
i feel mentally unstable. ><"
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Friday, October 09, 2009
: 6:05:00 PM :
as usual, everyone in the goddamn family is being insane and ridiculously bloody annoying. esp that stupid bitch. can someone just KILL HER OFF?!??! and freakking bias parents. WTH is wrong with the world?! ZZZZZZZZ. yes, damn bad mood now. and angsty. so no smilies.
and i finally got photoshop cs4! and cloudy with a chance of meatballs was a good movie! though we missed abit of the front part. and i have a slight itch of eating sakae! classmates!!! let's go eat againn! sometime when all the wuhan ppl come back. and i ate shilin's chicken yesterday. and me and leeping later met up with peter and xiangyu. chatted outside far east's mogu mogu there.
and the highlight for something useful in this post, is that our sch notes will be available for sale starting from next friday. gonna go get mine on friday too, since im going to be back in school for some lscmss dinner meeting blahh blahh.
and i wish that money would just rain down from the sky.
and also that yesterday's rainy day reminded me of someone and their umbrella.
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Wednesday, October 07, 2009
: 6:02:00 AM :
HALLOS WORLD! :p
i changed another skin! :p hahas, actually it's just the background image.
and once againn, I LOVE DEVIANTART! :p PHOTOBUCKET SUCKS BIG TIME. T______T they have a limit of image size, which the system will auto resize your stuff when it's bigger than 1024 in width. T_____T zzzz, waste my time fiddling with it lahh!! TSK. ended up uploading the pic onto deviantart instead. :) it's not in my gallery.. but placed under storage.. so dont bother looking for it. :)
btw, comments are berrie welcomed about the new background! ^^ is it too distracting? overwhelming? *points at the 2 pics on the right* should the background just feature the horsey + the globe logo? o_O ohh, and if you cant view the image at all [!!!!], do give me a scream as well. :p
good day to you. :]
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Tuesday, October 06, 2009
: 11:24:00 PM :
and i have not much idea why ppl are telling me that the previous 2 magazine spreads i designed are nice. ><" i dont really lyk them alot. i mean, im not that proud of my work. i can be better. and had expected myself to be better. ><" *sighs*
GO FERLY! :DD must work harder with mastering the not-so-nice program. :C gonna farm for my cs4 package of stuffs. ><" i so wanna blow the rest of the world away with my next magazine design spread. ^^
in the meantime! im quite proud to announce that ive received 100+ FAVS in deviantart! :DD THANKS SO SO MUCH TO EVERYONE FOR YOUR KIND SUPPORT / VISIT / FAV / COMMENT. :p cant tell you how happy and beamy i am! X] and yeapps, my favs are still constantly rising on a daily basis. :DD
and thanks to buddy jonna for his invitation to his birthday party @ chervons on 25th sept. :) and thanks to jacq and jave [sp?! ><"], peter and kaining, and leeping who went down with me. ^^ really quite a cool experience. :p and buddy was a pretty good host to us, keeping company and chatting to those of us who werent interested in gambling. :] oh and cedric also! :)) he was being real nice too. :p thanks for handing my bag to me. ^^ oh and thanks for handing buddy water when he looked real pink. ><" and i drank diluted vodka for the 1st time! :DD leeping too! we drank 1 sip from jacq's cup. :) hehe. but it was damn bitter, tasted lyk real badd cough syrup.. DD: the iced lemon tea that i was drinking halfway couldnt cover the bitter aftertaste i had in the back of my mouth.. had to chug down another can of coke. ><" but then againn, me and leeping drank so many other drinks that night! :p and we two have yet to get a present for jonna.. but he said no need, and that us being down there at his party was a good enough present, hahas. :) hehe, never knew buddy was such a sentimental guy. XDD anyways, have a safe trip buddy! ^^ he's flying off to shanghai tmw, coming back on sunday night.
thursday having another classmates outing! ^^ intending to watch Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs! :DD and sakae-ing againn by the request of peter. T_____T eeps, but i feel lyk damn broke.. ><" DD: and i havent found out the showtimes yet! ><" i dont they are out yet?! ><"
anyways, gotta get cracking with the stoopid mag designs. :)) btw, deviantart is LOVE! im looking through samples of some mag design interfaces there for ideas about how to style the grad mag.. so that it doesnt end up looking lyk some primary school kiddy did it. T____T sophisticated style! that's what im aiming for, for the mag spreads that i do! ^^
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Saturday, October 03, 2009
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-- HESITATING MEANS DEATH - the GazettE [Italian translation - angeldevil87@LJ]
[English translation - distressedcoma@LJ]
You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope the flowers that changed their colours will bloom someday
You, who know this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colourful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again