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その痛み知る君はやがてまた此処に種を植えて 色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う その痛み知る君が震えずに水を注げた頃に 見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う |
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Saturday, September 29, 2007 HELLOS! :D nothing much, actually. just changing the featured song to Antoinette Blue by Kitade Nana, from D.Gray Man. :D hmms, come to think of it.. it was actually all the nice op and ed that drew me to watch on the show, haha. and lavi and tyki. btw, the exorcists uniform look quite cool too!! and and i hope that if vampire knight gets a shot to become anime, takuma can be voiced by Suzumura Kenichi. :D and i do greatly anticipate the new ed from episode 52 onwards, Anata ga Koko ni Iru Riyu by Rie Fu. Tsukiakari from Darker Than Black was sang by her and it was really nice. :D and there's the new op by Access, they sang the op for Code Geass ep 24 and 25, Hitomi no Tsubasa. but i wasnt really that nice, just basically passable. and i dont mind d.gray man spawning into some 100+ episode show ehh. cause i caught the show in the middle. as long as they dont turn the storyline too badly. :) gonna be loading shakugan no shana II afterall, cause ive manage to find the 1st series from eclipse. Antoinette Blue I saw a dream A frightening dream Pouring over that distancing back I started looking once again For the warmth that was supposed to be there In a night where i am exposed I couldn't find a place to escape to I was hesitating and once again I blamed myself So stay by my side Say you will forever Until you drown out the devils voice So that i wont lose you Ill softly make sure Even if important memories become mistakes Somehow they still seem beautiful A blue butterfly It's my favorite hair band I decorated it on the nape of my neck As it whirled in the wind You laughed that it looked like a specimen A whirlpool swallows the light But being too kind I was readying to pull the trigger To stop it So stay by my side Make sure to hold me Until I start melting in your hands The pleasure that makes my breath stop The dried up promise Leaves a keloid Because it is so dear So stay by my side Say you will forever Until you drown out the devils voice So that i wont lose youIll softly make sure Even if everything Someday becomes a mistake I wouldn't mind, because I'd still have love. dont mind if the lyrics look abit weirdd. think it was translated using a not too badd translator. but they wording still looks weirdd. at least, that's th gist of the song. :) and and it's a sweet song. :D and i think im starting to understand a tieeny bit better what they're talking bout in the vk drama cd liao, after listening to the thing for the 3rd time. XDD im not madd kays. haha, kanem said something lyk he's been wanting to see aido.. when sido popped into the kitchen. and at the start i think kaname says that he lyks to eat cake to takuma?! btw, my bro's comp conked out. thanks to my er jie. stoopid girl. dunno how she use de. thank godd i didnt delete claymore from my comp. cause i had a mind to do so. my bor's laptop has a copy of it anyway. and the D drive was so full with only lyk 1+ gb left, oops. but i think my comp has 2 hard disks?! an F drive and a D drive. however, things in the D drive will not disappear if the comp crashes and has to be refomatted. ja! :D EDITED: hahas, another round of funn. die odex!! XDD you're seriously in beeg trouble now. it's not just spore fans who will hate you, but worldwide anime fans. XDD so funn. http://www.animenewsnetwork.com/news/2007-09-28/singapore's-odex-subs-haruhi-with-similar-text-to-fansub came to know bout it, thanks to tan's msn nick. the comparison pics between afk subs and odex subs : http://www.odex.com.sg/forums/viewtopic.php?t=214 http://forums.hardwarezone.com/showthread.php?t=1736427&page=6&pp=15 [scroll down further for this link, it's near the end of the page.] these ones are the comparison for nanoha subs that they most probably took from another fansubs group. i mean, come on mann!! this is too much of a conincidence. even if the whole spore population of sec 4 students are do the same english summary for english compre o's, got the same correct points. there wont be a single script that's entirely indentical to the other one, would it? 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた Friday, September 28, 2007 whoah. school days's ending was really violent mann. it mainly consists of girl A stabbing her bf to death. and when girl B sees the boy's dead body, goes and hack off his head, stuffs in into a duffel bag. and using the boy's phone to message girl A to meet up together. and we have madd catfight, with girl A bringing a knife along and girl B whipping out a cleaver and proceeds to cleave off girl A's head too. and cleaving her open to check if she really was pregnant. and the end showed girl A hugging the boy's severed head. eeks!! it was said that this episode was quite censored during the television broadcast, lyk they didnt really show the guy's severed head in the duffel bag.. dont really watch school days but just read the summary cause it happens to publish on the same day as claymore at random curiousitiy. no wonder, they didnt want to screen this on the telly just right smack after the incident where a girl kills her dad with an axe. hmms, maybe i'll just load the last episode and watch for the funn of it. :D oh yeahh, i found the piece of thingy that tingju gave me le! :D it was tucked away in my maths tys. :) thank kews tingju! :D it's now in front compartment of pink pooh bear file, beside the piece of thank kew note kezia gave me! :D speaking of which, i think i need to write some jiayou postcards too. :) haha, hopefully i will have time to write any. take care everyone! drink more water. :) oh yeahh, and xinmei, take care of your ulcers. :D pats* ja! :D back back back to hell. :C 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた Thursday, September 27, 2007 HELLOS! :D actually claymore 26 wasnt that badd as i thought i was gonna be! or as cheesy as ppl said. though raki is err.. extra. ahh, but i teared when jeane died. :C kinda sadd. on the whole, the anime series is rather good and totally kickass. :D its episodes are always choked full of nicely-timed and fitting ost. claymore has ended!! well, that's all for my anime madness now. :) hmms, what's that takuma said, "... kaname wa heta kusou.." [sp??!] ?? [it's after takuma's cries of "beautiful!! great!! excellent!!" hahas, so ke ai takuma! :D] oh yeahh, and may i know what exactly did takuma said that made kaname throw knives at him?? and the knives got stuck to the wall. ooh, scary. XDD and it's weirdd to imagine kaname cooking.. ano, you know kaname chopping vegetables and everything. O_o and it sounds lyk they gave aido something not so good to eat, and he ended drinking lots of water. and screaming at them that he was sadd, and he asked them whether the both of them were trying to kill him. am i right?? o_o ___________________________________________________________________ btw, today was still quite good. english was only me and arlha. and i offered to help her to read through her essay. :D arghh, but sorry if i was a tad too harsh went i was correcting your essay. bows* i hope i did managed to retain your originality and idea of the essay. :) recess was funn. with shanny and rest and xinmei and tingju and hao hao. actually the funniest part came went we were walking back up to class. and xinmei started saying that somebody made her madd againn yesterday. and it was not a guy but a girl. and then she stared and me and said "i hate hypocrites." and i got quite shocked!! for a moment, i thought she was telling me that she hates me!! ="X haha, and she said no lahh, it wasnt me. sniffs* phew* but somehow, the way she treats me reminds of a certain someone who didnt happen to turn up today.. ahems ahems* why did chong give us soo much maths work?! i was too busy dozing/trying not to doze off during her lesson. T___T anyways, i sat with shanny for lessons today! :D :D :D happiness* and thanks kews so berrie much joscelyn for your sweets. :D pats* ja! :D i lyk fridays. and i hate fridays. 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた Wednesday, September 26, 2007 heys!! this was an email zijia squaddy sent me! :D quite cool, hehe. can go try it out. :) oh yeahh, and the microsoft creators couldnt explain why what happened. #1 an Indian discovered that nobody can create a folder anywhere on the computer which can be named as "con". #2 1.) open an empty notepad file 2.) type "Bush hid the facts" 3.) save it as whatever you want 4.) close it, and re-open it. #3 open microsoft word and type "=rand (200, 99)" and press enter. it was discovered by a brazilian. 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた : 3:42:00 PM : vk is so lurrbb!! :D minna-san~!! i present you with.. TADAHH!! vampire knight chapter 32 raw! :D go on, i know that im so made of win, hahas. XDD vk chapter 32 RAW : http://www.sendspace.com/file/y4gc7b havent read it yet. but i am going to later. so beware of blabbering spoilers tmw!! okays, maybe not that much, i scooped the link from the vampire knight lj. fancy me being such an idiot for forgetting that there's something call a vk lj in this world. ano, i have this badd misunderstanding that the vk scans site is the lj site. T___T btw, i saw atemu over at the vk lj too! waves happily* oh and can somebody please tell me what's okonomiyaki?? O_o anyway, this was posted by atemu/kanayuki. thanks kews! :D but but but translation please!! i desperately need a translation mann! i've listened to it a bit and i have a major problem of trying to differentiate out everyone's voices!! Lala October 2007 Treasure Drama CD Track 2: Vampire Knight: Night Class Cook Off : http://www.4shared.com/file/22738214/6a3d790/vk_dramaCD_oct2007.html anyways, the summary [courtesy of atemu/kanayuki as well :)]: "Started with Kaname and Takuma, possibly in the kitchen preparing okonomiyaki. Why? Cos the Chairman said that the food is Yuuki's favourite, and thus, Takuma and Kaname decided to make some. And they talked while making okonomiyaki. Then, Aidou entered the kitchen and asked what those two are doing. And Takuma/Kaname did mentioned Yuuki's name and Aidou snapped. And then, it all go on till the okonomiyaki itself finished. They tasted it, but I think it's more to Aidou who tasted it. And how Aidou's reaction. The okonomiyaki is so good. And yeah, it got all this craziness inside it. There's even a sound of knife being thrown to someone. Very funny indeed~~!" and i think the claymore anime ending is somewhat bit/kinda lame. someone made a good comment at the comment page of random curiousity.. how can a half-awakened clare defeat a fully awakened priscilla, one who is probably as strong as any of the abyssal ones?? T___T but animation wise is totally kickass i must say. :D EDITED : actually, basically.. i think vk chapter 32 is can be hugely summarise to this these sentences found in wiki's vk page. this one's under yuuki's profile "According to recent chapters, she is now officially Kaname's girlfriend/lover, to "prove she loves Kaname" and so he'll tell her about her past. " this one's under kaname's profile "Recent chapters show he knows about Yuuki's past and has agreed to tell her if she proved her love for him if she became his girlfriend/lover. " and and the drama cd!! scratch that, i totally know how to recognise voices. T___T just that i thought aidou was already in the kitchen at the start or something, and i could only hear 2 voices.. he came in much more later though. and i dont know. just start laughing at the part when he was tasting the okonomiyaki. XDD and okonomiyaki is pan-fried japanese dish cooked with various ingredients. ano, you know that some food courts in the mall have.. i know j8 has!! it's a bunch of stuff cooked on a heated flat metal surface, yeahh. the thingy that syoran and co were eating in volume 2 of tsuabasa resevoir chronicles!! :D kyahh~!! kaname is still as drop dead gorgeous as usual! :D ___________________________________________________________________ just came back from buying some materials for my black boards. and goodness!! dad is so kiddish! he insisted that we wants to eat nasi lemak. but the stall we usually visit was closed and he had to dragg me round with him to find nasi lemak. grr, waste my time arhh!! haiyos, tsk lahh. anyways, i lyk the papers i bought! hope they'll turn out nice. :D am going for the parchment-ish effect. :) oh yeahh, and by the time you read this. claymore 26 has hopefully probably released by eclipse. :) ja! back to hell now. :C 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた Tuesday, September 25, 2007 THE LIST : 1) really berrie sorry for dirtying the house, overturning the whole downstairs, causing everything to be covered with a layer of coloured dust and causing the floor to become sticky. bows* 2) totally sorry for breaking my word that i would meet dear fishy at kap on monday afternoon for tea. bows bows bows* reminder to call you later. 3) gomen for not returning the odynessy history textbook on monday, qiaoyang. bows* 4) happy birthday to atemu/kanayuki [18th sept] and owdee [24th sept]!! :D reminder to tag at their friendster profiles. and thanks alot for the guys at msian anime forum telling me to study hard. :) 5) finish my damnned piece of art by the end of this bloody week. arghh, goddamnnit!! i hate art~!! GGRRR. so ma fan! 6) thank kews so much to hao hao for offering to help me with the loose ends of my art pieces. :) and dont worry kays!! your final looks fine hehh. and thanks a bunch to the guys who said that my final was nice. and yeahh, thanks for the feedback too. i agree, it's kinda too plain. 7) apologies for forbidding and shouting a tad too loudly when i disallowed tingju and hidayah to touch/see my black boards. they're just really.. URGGHHH. but dont worry, i'll defiantely let you guys have a look when im done with them though. 8) totally study my ass off after im done with my art commitments. oh yeahh!! btw, i feel that nabil's final is one of the really nicest among everyone's work. :D i lyk that winged kitten and the rhino!! the rhino is really sugoii! berrie detailed body patterns. hehe, but i heard someone say that his mom helped him with it de. im blogging in a random wayy. brain was totally flat today. spent the whole morning being so so worried bout my art cann. godd. and i didnt even go and kacau anybody during recess. well, that's good cause i probably spared a few innocent lives. T____T and the physics thingy after school was kinda lame. but it was rather interesting hehhs! the magic tricks that is. and sitting with anelie and shanny for the 1st time was really rather shocking!! i mean one moment they were scribbling on each others paper and the next moment they were whacking each other! O_O but really quite a bundle of laughs and silly stuffs. and they were bit on the over-observational side. shanny suddenly leaned over and said 'ehh, look at the way he's holding the mike..' hahas, the baby finger was sticking out!!XDD and before that, i was telling shanny that the lecturer chew person [i forgot his first name T___T] talks in a weirdd voice, lyk he's talking with he's nose pinched. and she muttered that he looks gay. T___T oh well, but it was XDD. btw, the bending spoon trick rites!! i knew how it was done before he revealed the answer! hahas, it was explained in the anime Ghost Hunt!! :D but the characters didnt go round swinging spoons though. they just held the spoon at the neck and slowly slowly bent it, so that it looks lyk the spoon's bending due to physic power. :D :D :D :D :D oh yeahh, and i lyk the book magic trick he did!! so cool cann! :D ahh! bye bye, im off slaving to my art. :( oh and good luck for your clb exam kezia! :D though i doubt you'll be able to read this in time. and happy mid-autumn festival folks. :D EDITED: was reading through all the tags on my tagboard just now. somehow, i found myself smiling. thanks kews everyone. :] my doubts, apparent blinding chasing after the traces of warmth left by your absence back i ask myself why you never smiled running away from the darkness that's trying to claw me in 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた Wednesday, September 19, 2007 just wth is wrong??! my right eyebrow has been twitching since 6+ pm. ever since i went to buy dinner, sat on the plastic stool waiting for the uncle to cook my wan tan noodles. EEK. it was such a horribly beeg bowl lahh! i still fill full after bout almost 4 hours. i regret ordering such a beeg bowl. T___T btw, the eyebrow thingy, which eye was supposed to meant good luck or badd luck?! O_o ___________________________________________________________________ btw, claymore 25 is out!! eclipse is seriously the fastest and accurate fansubs ever. :D thank kews guys!! :) gonna wait for my brother to load it for me. my bitcomet is hopeless. seriously. hahaa, my er jie has her own utorrent and my bro has his own bitcomet as well. XDD oh and dont ask me why, but im loading shakugan no shana from eclipse now. just happened to chance upon it on the eclipse site. and so im hogging 24+ gb of hard disk space. er jie's gonna jump bout it, probably. oh yeahh, and they subbed fate/stay night before too hehhs! but i think they removed it le, caused if im not wrong, it's already a licensed series. :( boo. oh yeahh, the reason for loading d.gray man is to save the whole 52 episodes before any evill distributor licenses it. 1 more episode for claymore!! 1!!!! arghh, why cant they make it into a 52 or 100+ episode saga? i seriously wont mind hehh. :D ___________________________________________________________________ oh yeahh, and the new song is seriously kickass nice, hahas. :D Brightdown by Nami Tamaki - D.Gray Man 2nd op. though nami tamaki really isnt one of my favourite singers. but the lyrics of this songs are really great! and 'brightdown' is a cool-sounding word/song title. and more importantly, you need to see the 2nd op together with all the d.gray man action scenes~!! :D there's only the tv size lyrics translation that have been released. oh and notice her last name 'tamaki' . XDD next week. after next week, it'll all be over. i'll not come online anymore!! okays, maybe just sometiems. and i'll probably terminate my blog?! everyone's temporarily camping out from theirs. hahaa. dont know. i'll see first. btw, i really hope the school doesnt transfer the 4/1 classroom downstairs, lyk what kezia mentioned. glups* 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた : 6:08:00 PM : let's smile! :( arghh. got my ass totally kicked by prelim results. freakk. even my mom's betting that i wont pass maths papaer 2. and im sorry to say that i feel what she says is really true. but there's no use at all moping over what's over. rites? arghh, ate such a beeg bowl of noodles. and now i feel lyk puking. pukes* but the soup was nice! :D and i drank a rather beeg bag of grass jelly drink too. :D blame the crazy weather. anyways, i feel rather glad that fall anime is a badd season. meaning i wont be wathing any anime. i'd still load ghost hound, but i'll be wathing after o's. i swear!! anyways, read this!! http://mdn.mainichi-msn.co.jp/national/news/20070918p2a00m0na006000c.html http://mdn.mainichi-msn.co.jp/entertainment/archive/news/2007/09/20070919p2a00m0et021000c.html rather scary isnt it?? thank goodness though.. im still rather saint. at least im not running round with an axe trying to hack off anyone's head. XDD though i really would love too. but then againn, i doubt the prison in msia allows internet surfing or screening of anime shows. but i still lyk violent shows! :D cant wait for claymore 25!! then 1 more episode, and i'll locked my anime stuffs up. :D btw, bekkou-san looked so friggin cool in the last episode of zombie-loan!! and so shuai and all of a sudden!! O_O oh yeahh, and thank kews xinmei for the stars she gave me yesterday! :D really berrie ke ai!! btw, i think i was farr wayyy too inspirational in my last post. T__________T i think too much.. oh and kezia, im really berrie totally sorry that your spoon flew over the table edge and nearly wacked you in the face [but missed by probably a few inches] during lunch. bows bows* 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた Tuesday, September 18, 2007 this is simply sickening. why the hell is my head still spinning?! i feel lyk puking everything out. im only good at one thing. and one thing only, honestly. running away from reality. read xinmei's post. and im sure im one of those that did badly bahh. think ms phay will surely 100% agree one. doesnt she?! zzzz, always gloating for dunno what when ppl do baddly. oh yeahh, and when ppl cant finish. GRRR, so great then you demo do 1 paper in front of us lahh!! okays, sorrys. serious anger venting going on somwhere in me. any how, i dont want to see my results. cause i know i did baddly. not that much because i dont know how to do. but cause i didnt put in 101% effort. so end of story. i dont want to see my results!! bye bye. i shall not post anymore. okays, not not post at all. maybe only a few. the next major major post will be after o's on lj, hopefully. cant help it but.. 1 down, 48 more to go!! anyways, everyone, dont be disheartened no matter no matter no matter what results you got kays!! we're still 16 or for some of us maybe older. definately must not let ourselves be dragged down by this milestone! we've still got decades of life a long way ahead of us, zettai must hang in there. we'll all be able to make through all this one de!! o levels will be a challenge that we must hurdle over in order to level up in life. [ano, you know lyk you play maple or pokemon or something?!] and we're gonna have loads more of this kinda crazyy exams as we move on in life. anyhow, what im trying to say is, getting pathetic results for prelims is not the end of the world. there's still the ability to remedy things. as long as we're still breathing, still not willing to give up and we have the determination to change the future. we're still make it to where we all want to go. we'll survive. definately. mirai wa tooku ni kazashiteru [the future is still way over our heads] kiseki wa kanau hazu "even if i am frustrated it must be the same for everybody we've no choice but to advance forward even if i am puzzled and troubled it's how we make progress i will break down this anxiety that hinders me i will smash it with my hands tightly clenched i will carve this pain and jump over it until i can grap this endless dream" sounds nice, doesnt it? though i doubt i'll still be this motivational tmw.. 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた Saturday, September 15, 2007 WHHAHHHAATTTTTTTTTT?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they're gonna do an ANIMATION OF MAPLE STORY??!??!???!?!??!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!??!?!? okays, mann. this is seriously ROLF. XDD all this kinda mmorpgs mostly tend to end up in disasters, i heard. lyk ragnarok the animation. and why in the world is stuff lyk Moyasimon even doing there?! the summary is - “Moyashimon” is about a college student who can see bacteria/fungus with his naked eyes. He enters Tokyo Agriculture College and enjoys a campus life with strange professors and friends. Bacterias are very cute and manga is filled with facts/knowledge about bacteria (Mainly about fermentation - like how alcohols are made). - this is so crazy!!?!! XDD it is crazy to talk to bacteria cann!! no wayy.. the fall 2007 season looks really badd mann. glomps* decent preview's for fall 2007!! :D http://that.animeblogger.net/2007/08/26/thats-preview-to-the-coming-fall-season-anime/ shakugan no shana II looks pretty decent , but ive enever watched the 1st series before, hmms. and the tsubasa resevoir chronicles ova and stuff lyk clannad and ef that quite a bunch of ppl are highlighting. but i think i'll just settle for ghost hound. and aquarion. if anyone subs it, that is. oh it's a movie. :) looks rather nice, the graphics and mecha stuffys. XDD - http://doanimation.wordpress.com/2007/04/12/must-see-anime-fall-2007/ it's the 2nd one, btw. ja! shall stay away from the comp for the rest of the weekedn le! :D 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた : 4:41:00 PM : i always dunno what to put for the titles.. my parents are just really wayy ZZZZZZZZZZZZ.... they have this weirdd unexplainable fear to allow their kids to go buy our own clothes. and they want us to cut coconut style heads forever. just what the hell is freakking so wrong about them?! well, basically everything. hmms, my er jie now having a quarrel with my mom bout the buying clothes thingy. they're just wayy too over paranoid mann. control freakks. i support my er jie!! why the hell cant we buy our own clothes and shoes?! we're gonna wear them what, no you. T___T i hate control feakks. urghh. anyways, i found a new anime that looks kinda interesting! saw the trailer on animesuki. it's call Ghost Houndby Production I.G that made all the ghost in the shell animation yadahh yadahh. story sypnosis - http://www.productionig.com/contents/works_sp/60_/ oh yeahh, and the art style.. it's done by the same person who did jigoku shoujo. nothing impressive. :( but the title and the story sounds rather interesting. hope it doesnt end up lyk wathing another boorring episode of jigoku shoujo. T___T oh and and you know yesterday, while re-reading for funn againn a certain chapter of vampire knight [it's the part where kaname and yuuki were at the vampire party, in that room with no windows that one].. i noticed that the kidd that stole her human energy, it's mentioned there that the kidd has different coloured eyes!! ahh! so that means that kuran rido has already met yuuki rites rites!! yes. i think im right. :D arghh!! whyy~!! i still cant find the pic from the d.gray man 1st op that i badly want.. 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた : 2:54:00 PM : wishes!! :D HELLOS! :D did berrie little work yesterday. :( well, sorta. anyways!! there's the Danzai no Hana ~Guilty Sky~ Ballad Style out on gendou! :D it's nice kays!! wonder if there's an instrumental version available for it! message that person to ask le. :) ahh! nice! :D oh yeahh, and i went to do my ez-link this morning le. and invalidated the old one le. and i'll be getting my refund in 5 days!! meaning next fri. mms. oh yeahh, and a list of birthday wishes!! happy birthday to steffi this thursday! :D and the madd amount of ppl on 14th Sept!! celestine ma'am, dear jiayi and dear dear ang ang! and shawn too!! haha, he announced his birthday was tmw went i met him at the bustop on thursday after sch. XDD oh yeahh, and guilty look* i forgot jiayi and ang ang's birthday really. forgot whether it was october or september. ouch* hais, maybe i should message her! :D feel bit mean to abandon her. well, not really. there was nothing to abandon in the begining. T___T but she's really nice hehh~!! oh yeahh, and i was smiling lyk an idiot even after when i got off the comp on thursday. was really happy that day. that kind of 'will smile to yourself for no apparent logical reason de'. hahaa, it's been a long time since i did smile lyk that!! it use to be only her who could make me smile lyk that! XDD anyways, best wishes ppl! :D im really dying, waiting for someone to do the highlights of this new season's anime. all my current anime are all ending le!! btw, what's the next season?! last one was spring? or izzit summer?! no, i think it was fall. so it's winter now!!!! :D i think. ahems* really bored!! nothing to do~!! ja! bye bye!! :D :D :D :D :D 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた Thursday, September 13, 2007 HELLOS! :D im kinda fine despite the fact that my wallet is lost. :( it's a purple phone pouch actually, with a zipper that kind de. the last location that i remembered that i left was probably 4/1 classroom. hais, but suan le lahh. i doubt it'll ever come back cann. ="( the 20 bucks donation money and the $27.50 in my ez-link also bye bye le. HAIS. that means have to go find money to make ez-linka dn pay mr lee for the donation. T___T this is a really sick joke mann. hope whoever that blarrddy is that took my stuff will flunk his exams and get knocked down by a car and lots of nasty things. HMPHH. i hate dishonest ppl , dont you? oh yeahh, and kezia gave me something today~!! isnt that just wonderful?? incredible if you ask me! ^^ hahaa, im so happy!! :D :D :D :D :D thank kews!! really appreciate it! :) it's been kinda long time since anybody gave me stuff lyk this!! haha, uber happy! :D ahems!! and im not kiddish kays!! it's perfectly normal to be happy cause of a piece of paper! :D more imptly, it made me felt better for the day bout my disappearing wallet. :) thank kews~!! pats pats pats* another lovable thing just lyk my 13 postcards by dear jiayi! :D speaking of jiayi, i should ring her up tmw. :) and ring eileen up as well. :) but i'll probably see her online. :) the paper thank kew card was hidden beneath the styrofoam lid and on top of the ice cream box!! haha, actually i would have never gone and opened it till i was home.. but cheryl, being extremely curious, happily went ahead and opened the box up. and tadahh~!! haha, but silly me ended up fogetting to bring the box home. T___T but i did bring the pic home in my file! :D anyway, i'll show you the pic!! :D ![]() ![]() that's the original pic. :) oh yeahh, and i think i've said before bout sharing nice artwork done entirely by me!! yes, no help from others at all!! :) ano, they're for my art paper 1's coursework sketches de. :) and the theme is damaged. and and no laughing allowed!!
![]() ![]() havent finished yet! but i really lyk the way how the 3 pillars at the far back turned out. :D ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() okays, gotta go le!! go do abit of physics then later shall watch d.gray man! :) they're getting to the part of krory arystar. bout 18 episodes le, whoah. i wonder if arts central will catch up with the screening in japan, currently bout 46+ episodes liddat. ja! :D oh and good luck to those who are re-taking their mother tongue prelims tmw! :) 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた Tuesday, September 11, 2007 today is okay but im in a badd mood. i hate my new seat that's right smack in the middle of the class. and that wobbly desk. T___T and worst still, you can hear every single idiot blabbering loudly away from all 4 corners of the classroom. adding on my lack of sleep, and was trying to sleep during the geography free period but kept getting awaken by all the yakking noise. and ended up really pissed and felt lyk slapping eveyone and left the classroom for some fresh air instead. see, i really have a foul temper. esp when im suffering from a severe lack of sleep. and i can be unbelievably rude and mean. im a person who behaves and treats ppl according to my mood. berrie undesirable behavior rites? and dad chided me on the car for being incredibly rude + disrecpectful, etc, etc.. but sorrys, im just so not interested to get to know your ex-student cann. she's your ex-student then ex-student lahh. none of my damn business hehhs. i just wanna get home and eat and sleep. feeling all cranky now. cant parents just shut up once in a while and hold their tongue. and why the hell do they always think that they're the ones who're suffering the hardest and the only one who's allowed to be tired at the end of the day. bloody hell why do i even need to live up to the expectations of idiots. and it's not lyk they did live up to mine. that was rude, haha. anyways, i feel silly for being so friggin worried over a slice of cake. T___T but thanks tingju, qiaoyang and xinmei for the reassurance. haha, chatted with xinmei at 5+ am this morning btw. :D for 15 mins on msn, then went off for sch. btw, so many ppl ponned history remedial!! hais, i feel so bad for mr chiu cann!! and he had wanted to begin the last chapter of the 2nd history book de. he even brought the visualiser all the way up to class lahh! ppl are sometimes just really that hard to figure out. but it turned out to a rather funn session lahh. nice to know that that last chapter and few others are similiar to ss chapters. but that also means that it's equally boorring. X_X art's gonna be really trying for me. 3 boards in 1 month!! godd. regret soo muchh for dragging and dragging them lahh!! not to add on still got prep work. glups* but i hope they turn out well! it always makes me happy when ppl comment that my drawings are nice!! :D shall go eat dinner! btw, did i say that i bought another oreo cheese cake for me today? :) oh yeahh, and guys who are having a hard time by teachers cause of prelims results, esp physics. hmms, mr lee arhh, just let him go on and on bahh. but do gear up and dont be too worried or stressed cause of the madd pushing and screaming. :) hao hao looked rather worried on mon, hidayah mentioned bout being worried too and wen jie didnt look very okay today. so just cheers kays everyone? :D for all the subjects. for more motivation, can go read up arlha's brownie story!! it's meaningful hehhs! :D and thanks!! cause i never knew specifically much bout brownies. :D and i changed the song back to Ketsui no Asa ni by Aqua Timez - Brave Story [2006] movie. why? cause it sounds encouraging. it's an encouraging song, of course! :D uhh, mom bought an okay but still not fufilling dinner for me againn. hais, nvm. still have cake. :D 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた Sunday, September 09, 2007 HELLOS!! :D school's gonna start tmw! oh noes~!! BOO. :C i dont lyk going to sch. rather useless and tiring. arghh, i dun really lyk holidays either!! then the crazy side of me will just snap and go around doing totally crazy things which only involved a teeny weeny bit of studying. T___T or just plainly no studying at all. HAIS. see so failure! i have lyk totally zero stamina and discipline. arghh. i dont feel lyk caring. HMPHH. T___T BOO. AHH!! IM SO INCREDIBLY BOORRED! BOORED LYK MAD. SO REALLY BOORRREEDDDD. btw, i had a really weirdd dream last night!! firstly, i must say i dont mean to offend anyone, haha. XDD and apologies first to xinmei. haha, cause you know what? last night i dreamt that xinmei was suddenly [dunno why] at my house, sitting on floor of the 2nd floor living room, somewhere near the stair way.. and i [dunno why~??!] but her hair was all perm up lyk maggi noodles and they were dyed a shade of orange that slowly fades to yellow~!!! and she asked me whether it was nice anot??!! okays, i didnt laugh or anything. but i was really in a state of shock. O_O yeahh. ahh!! but i really dreamt of this~!! XDD once again! im sorry~!! but i always tend to dream of the weirddiest stuffs once in a while. T___T ![]() another one!! odex's justification for being eevill~!! EEKS. now i know where all the horrendous atrocious scary malay dubbed anime came about to be screened on msia tv stations. glomps* and also; NO. i SO DO NOT AGREE WITH THE ACTIONS TAKEN BY ODEX. pulls out atomic bomb* XDD [article from malaysia's The Star, Star Mag, Otakuzone of 7th Septemeber 2007] 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた Friday, September 07, 2007 HELLOS! :D nothing much to blog bout.. watched sola till episode 4 this morning. and watched claymore 23 yesterday night. :D now i know why it was released so fast!! it's all fighting and all the crazy action~!! yayy! :D so not much words, you see. berserk clare is scary. esp till the end when she really went pass her limit. and raki is unbearable as usual. and we got to see a glimpse of isley's awakened form! :) though not the whole full pic, sadly. anyways, kudos to madhouse! really great animation of this episode. :D and my brother is studying lyk really hardd all of a sudden. his prelims are coming!! good luck, tots! :D anyways, happy birthday to kezia and tingju! :D best wishes and many happy returns, yadahh yadahh~!! :] hehe, and new song!! Mellow Melody by Ceui, from Sola's 1st ed. hmms, they should change the song name hehhs! sounds a tiny tad cheesy, hehe. but i really lurrb the 1st paragraph! :D The memories recorded on faded pages Come back to life when I close my eyes. May this innocent girl’s prayers Take flight for the skies of hope. I sighed, but time resumes its flow before long, Even though I stood my ground, alone. I hum a tune that protects dreams. When people enter dreamland, Their desire to see each other again someday Gets woven into threads of love. The bedtime stories which bring out kindness in people Are those I heard from you. Let us softly return – to the memories from back then. Picking up the courage to step out, Let’s head off into the wind. If your heart should get lost, Seek out the melody the girl sings as she sets forth. I’ll call out in a voice so warm That it would melt even the ice. The dawn of melting snow is too dazzling. Turning around, I see your smiling face. The day we’ll meet again Is definitely not far off, right? If sorrow could turn into stars someday, Please grant me the wishes that have taken root in my heart, So that their radiance might descend onto the Earth. I hum a tune that protects dreams. In the depths of this emotion of peace Is a soft thread of love which leads to happiness. The bedtime stories which tell of fondness Are those I learnt from you. Let us softly return – to the memories from back then. 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた Thursday, September 06, 2007 HELLOS! :D proceed down for normal posts. :D the top one's an anime rant. :) hehe, i finished another new manga! :) okays, not really. it has 9 volumes. and i could only find online translations till volume 8's 2nd chapter. BOO. :( and i think it's great! good artwork and quirky characters! XDD haha. anyways, my favourite character is still fuoron/foron. it supposedly means fire dragon btw. whatever way you prefer to have his romanized. and at first i kept mixing him up with fuuron! that one's wind dragon. anyways, fuoron rocks! his lyk the only saint person in the whole story can! haha, oh and he has good style. even when he cross-dresses. XDD oh yeahh, and does a kind soul have the vk scanalated and translated version of vampire knight chapter 31? the one on mangatraders was horrible compared to the ones done by the vk team. :D onegai! :) happiness hehhs! claymore 23 and zombie-loan 10 are all out le! :D cant believe it! claymore's gonna end pretty soon. :( and there's rumours that zombie-loan's gonna be 11 episodes only.. so wth cann! no! and and i really lurrbb Pride of Tomorrow by June, from D.Grayman. :D ahh! d.grayman always has nice ed's!! and lovely op motion scenes. :) and also still pics for ed's. but i lyk the still pics from the 2nd ed better! and you know what's the whole point of watching d.grayman??! cause Kenichi Suzumura's voicing lavi~!! :D and lavi is lyk uber cool cann! red hair + eyepatch = shuai dai le! :D oh yeahh, and his hammer hen ke ai! XDD anyways, if you still have no idea what im talking about. that guy is hikaru hitachiin's seiyuu and akatsuki chika's. :D oh and im still kinda waiting for Tyki Mikk to debut! he's the first character to attract my attetion in the op scenes kays! cause he looks pretty gorgeous ehh. oh yeahh and flesh eating butterflies! XDD ___________________________________________________________________ mms, another thing! i found an answer, well sorta answer. i do admit it's a happy facade. :D haha, but i dont know why i act the way i do! anyways, really thank kews! hug* thanks so much for your concern for me. :D kinda surprised to receive your message but really thanks for the care. really felt it dear! :] oh yeahh, the answer thingy~!! it came from the channel 8's 7 o'clock show, the qing you ke yuan! yes, i watch it. it's nice hehh! and it's made and shot in msia de hor!! oh yeahh, the wang lizhe person said on the beach one; 'wherever there's sunlight, there'll be shadows too. it's just that some of us hide those shadows well.' oh wells, that'll be my answer! so dont be stunned le! and im okay! not depressed kays, dear! :D oh yeahh, and dear jiayi! im so sorry to tell you that i lost your house number again! arghh!! moral of story : never gimme phone numbers over the msn chat. T__T but i do do hope you're really feeling better kays! and the next time we meet, maybe i can treat you something clean, nice and hygenic if im economically well. :D really miss you uber maddly lots dear! take care! pats lotsa* oh yeah, and lotsa hugs too!* but you know what? i miss the feeling of living and being truly alive. and the feeling of freedom. but just what really is freedom and living? 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた Tuesday, September 04, 2007 ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ the old man and the old woman had a major damn quarrel tonight. urghh. anyways, lyk i care. had forseen this ending since lyk i was ermm, a kidd?! yeahh. then i maybe leave this stoopid damn household for good. and just take an allowance from both sides and go camp off somewhere. haha. anyways, some tips for a good marriage + family: 1. dont ever marry a teacher/principal. 2. stop at 2! seriously. regardless of sex, yeahh. 3. ano.. dont marry an idiot that has absolutely no idea of saving up. 4. dont marry a guy that doesnt know how to cook and clean properly. 5. dont be too fussy about the state of cleanliness/neatness of the house. 6. train your kidds since young to lurrb house work and make them know to perform them with satisfaction as well. 7. dont ever stop upgrading and arming yourself with the latest technology knowledge. 8. dont push your kids to do well so hard. 9. constant encouragement and watching over is lovely. but not screamings day and night and stalkers. 10. give our kids a beeger allowance for god's sake. 11. cant think of any, anymore. ermms, become a rich tai tai?! seriously badd day. but i've found a new manga that i really baddly wanna read! :D 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた : 12:35:00 AM : BOO! :D HELLOS. :D IM DYING TO RE-WATCH BRAVE STORY. =Z AND I WANNA AN LJ ACCOUNT! :D AND AND MY BITCOMET DESPERATELY NEEDS TO BE UPGRADED TO V0.91/0.92. =X AND AND I WILL RE-JOIN THE GENDOU FORUM WORLD AFTER O'S AND TRY MY BEST NOT TO BE DETECTED AND BANNED ONCE AGAIN BY DUMB GENDOU. BYE BYE. :D OH YEAHH, AND IVE FINISHED DN ANGEL LE! SHALL RUN THE COMMENTARY TMW. :D oh oh and this looks fun! coped it from kezia's blog. btw, how exactly do you calculate the grand total?! O.o In your bedroom you have: [i dont technically have my own room. so wth. eeks.] [ ] a television (living room) [x] vcds (all strewn around upstairs) [x] dvds (all strewn round upstairs) [ ] Cd player (it's ancinet and it doesnt work anymore!) [ ] ps2 (nopes, dont even own one) [ ] radio (ancient too. it's in da jie's room) [ ] computer (living room) [ ] laptop (it follows my brother everywhere.. well, almost everywhere he goes) [ ] fridge (kitchen!) [ ] bathroom (da jie's room) [ ] picture frames (it's one of the most useless things on earth!!) TOTAL: 2 You are allowed to: (technically, it's a beeg fat NO to everthing below hehhs. but i'll just tick the ones that i do..) [ ] party [x] go to mall with friends [x] eat unhealthy stuff [ ] stay out till past midnight [ ] have ur own curfew [ ] pick ur own school [x] buy ur own stuff [ ] drive anywhere if you know how [ ] drink liquor [x] curse TOTAL: 4 Have you ever? [x] talk back to ur parents (my favourite hobby, yadahh) [ ] sneak out at night [x] been "told" not "scolded" [x] been out of the country [ ] shopped till u drop [ ] been given more money than u needed [x] felt u were heavily guarded (more lyk stalked and sneaked on upon..) [ ] spent thousands in one store only [x] made ur parent(s) cry [ ] yelled at ur maid (dont even have one to begin with!) TOTAL: 5 DO YOU [ ] have what u need [ ] get what u want [ ] travel a lot [ ] have a maid [ ] have a driver (does your retired dad count?!) [ ] get a high allowance [ ] do whatever u want [ ] have branded clothing [ ] have a credit card [ ] eat whenever u want TOTAL: O (haha, i think i drew the line way too high up le. so ignore me lahh) DO YOUR PARENT(S) [x] ever scold you not following your curfew [ ] give u EVERYTHING u want [ ] trust you [ ] buy you things for the sake of buying them [ ] give you "extra cash" when you're out somewhere [ ] think u should have the best and only the best [ ] want you to be happy [ ] help you [ ] love you [x] pay for the mess you've made TOTAL: 2 ( NO. DONT comment. cause you dont know anything. afterall. :)) arghh, heck care with the grand total anyway now. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz mitsuru ashikawa is still is shuai dai le! :D oh yeahh, ligardes too! :D dont you think so? of course not. =X cause you're not ME. :D oh oh and the new song is Ketsui no Asa ni by Aqua Timez - Brave Story (2006) movie Ending Theme. :D it's so sweet! :) oh and apologies that i cant seem to find the english translation for this song. BOO. :C 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた Sunday, September 02, 2007 hellos! watched bit of dn angel and chatted awhile and slept at 5 am yesterday and woke up with a shock at 3 pm today. had luch and bathed. :) and i swear that im gonna get down to some serious work tonight. article here. :) hope you guys might be interested. it was published on msia's The Star paper's Otakuzone and it's regarding the illegal anime downloaders crackdown thing that was going round a while ago and still going on. the company that initiated the crack down is named Odex btw. [article from malaysia's The Star, Star Mag, Otakuzone of 2nd Septemeber 2007] ![]() scanned the article and pieced it back together using powerpoint. :D copy and pasted 3 portions of the pic and shifted them accordingly. and lastly! grouped them together. oh yeahh, the left corner is just an advertisement, so i just left it liddat. and it turned out quite okay didint it? oh yeahh, and auto-corrected the image with the picture manager, so that it's whiter. :D haha. kinda proud of myself! im weirdd. im proud of myself for weirdd things. :D harhar, serves odex right. evil company. :D but i admit im kinda surprised that singnet and starhub gave in to odex's demands, to reveal their customers privacy and most probably, ip addresses. i thought you need some kinda police warrant or something liddat if you're intruding on stuff such as consumers' policy yadahh yadahh. or it'll be illegal as well. so looks lyk Odex will have to stop it's madd sue-ing of ppl. and if the court's ruling is really according to what that was stated in the article, then singnet, starhub, pacnet and whatever internet providers in spore would have a good excuse to reject odex's silly demands. if they had previously thought that odex had some dunno exclusive rights. T___T oh yeahh, and i had no idea that 9-year-olds knew how to download anime. really?! ja! :D
愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた : 2:21:00 AM : the rainbow that will melt one day. :) i really think i have some sort of personality disorder, as a result from a too overly-dynamic personality. i do hate ppl. and i do lyk ppl. and i sometimes do have this crazy urge to slap ppl in the face. i do think some ppl are nice. and i think i usually act differently in front of everybody. okays, maybe that's cause half of me's wearing some iron mask. but the other half just seems to myself to somewhat according to the personality of the other party. or not that accordingly afterall. haha, but really. i dont have any idea why i act that way. lyk i dont know why i have this tamaki talking style when conversing with kezia. and she'll have the haruhi's T___T expression every now and then. and i act kinda kiddish in front of tingju. and etc, etc. anyway, i feel kinda fake in front of everyone. something lyk only i know myself best. and who im really am. oh yeahh, as a side note. i dont lyk taking photos. ano, they're rather meaningless. i feel. cause if you do really cherish something/somebody. you'll remember till the time you chose to let go. :) and why am i writing this?! no idea. btw, sometimes dont you just feel lyk being an anime character? that's lyk so much funn and happiness and less misery. i mean even if you do. your misery will definately be resolved at the end of 30 mins, an episode, an arc, a series, or if not, the 2nd series?? or better still, lyk the way how team rocket from pokemon always, pops out during each episode and get blasted off into the air 10 mins before the show ends. XDD if it's possible, i'd lyk to remain as a kidd forever. where everything is so much more crystal, more clear, more innocent. and less sinister. :) where everything is possible. :) oh yeah, im not depressed. T___T it seems as though ive had enough of playing alone trying to bury the things that ive lost but im going to take it back with my own two hands nobody decides my goals the road doesn't end here im running because i want to become stronger than anyone else. mms. nites. 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた Saturday, September 01, 2007 hellos hellos! went poking round youtube and sent a few mails here and there already. hope that they'll reply me and give me some links or clues or something as to where to load a good subtitiled version of brave story. :D and also a few links! Brave Story Trailer [subbed by Loli-Subs] - you'll get to see aishikawa more up close! :D http://youtube.com/watch?v=xGh3Z8qJlDI&mode=related&search= longer version of trailer! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1bem5SZNkNc&mode=related&search= spoilers. spoilers. SPOILERS. [MAD] BRAVE STORY - this one runs through the whole story. no talking though. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lh1zH3hyJf4&NR=1 this mad is high quality! :) more and more aishikawa~!! :D http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zTYcA85oYMA&mode=related&search= another mad + the ending! :D but no subs lahh. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mDbDfeRLLts&mode=related&search= goes through story with conversations one. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0gQQSHW5nMU&mode=related&search= ahh!! i finally figured out who ashikawa is alike with! the first impression he gave me!! his kinda lyk kaname from vampire knight!! they both dont smile! have the act cool face!! and they're strong! :D haha, maybe he's a sub mixture of kaname and takuma?! btw, my erjie fell sick! haiyo, she's pretty pathetic hehh! stay at home mostly still can fall sick de. weirdd. but anyways, pats* and she suddenly said to me during lunch in front of the tv, "since there's nothing nice to watch , let's watch Borne Ultimatum!!" and i gave her the T___T look. haha, my home really has alot of illegally downloaded shows. anime by me and my brother. he loaded less though.. and movies by my erjie! oh yeah, and ive successfully clinched a deal with jiayi! :D she would watch 1 episode of claymore after her eoys! :D hard work for me kays! she refused to watch anything that's not naruto. arghh, what's so nice bout naruto??! O.o so many fillers.. and i think i can finally upgrade me bittorrent le! after i finish dn angel and sola ep 12 gets done. and i dont think i might go re-download DN angel again. 4.44 GB is so beeg and im lazy to go search for the link again. T___T and the animation is weirdd! i mean i know it's made in lyk 2003, but i get the 19's feeling. ahems* but daisuke is really entertaining. XDD and im gonna go grocery shopping with my dajie later! :D and i shall go study later. cause i didnt this afternoon. ja! 愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた |
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