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色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
その痛み知る君が震えずに水を注げた頃に
見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う
redberrie
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04-06-1991
NP - BA - ISCM - 3S01
ex-assumptionknight
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Saturday, March 31, 2007
: 2:36:00 AM :
ouch. suddenly i feel so tired. so blank. i dont want anything that doesnt come in a complete package, i dont. that other side of you that seems dark. maybe you really are so slow as a rock, stone, diamond, whatever. GAHH. why am i talking lyk this? blearghh. maybe i really dont want anything else other than to not ever see you againn after this year. im so NOT your cup of tea. okays, actually the most realistic thing i want is just at least an hour beside you only. that's all. okays, yes, that's right, i suppose. that's what i have wanted. its me being too optimistic liao. think too much le. shall stop thinking. or else i might just go snowballing down the path of carnage, ive already rolled down once.. it's really tiring and draining. no, i dont lyk to feel that feeling of loving somebody till the point that i feel lyk pulling the trigger. surpresses killer instinct* nopes, im not gonna run back to ang ang for comfort or something crazy, haha. im far too old for that. im old enough to know what im doing. what are my principles, my goals, my priorities. doesnt matter even if.. or even if.. haha, yes, its just plain .....
shi jie shang jue dui mei you zhe me hao de dong xi, ruo you, ye da da da duo bu hui shu yu wo de.
na me, wo you shi zai wei shen me, wei shui ku qi?
not that happy afterall, but just satisfied.
satisfied with what i now have.
愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた
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-- HESITATING MEANS DEATH - the GazettE [Italian translation - angeldevil87@LJ]
[English translation - distressedcoma@LJ]
You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope the flowers that changed their colours will bloom someday
You, who know this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colourful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again