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Friday, February 29, 2008
: 1:36:00 AM :
sighs* i feel lyk a stoopid kidd that's still learning the badd and good surprises of life. thankfully, not ONLY starting to learn.. hahs.
and ive calmed down ALOT. but the meeting with boss on tuesday morning still felt rather useless. it obviously didnt and wouldnt solve anything! T_____T but she did re-enforced some impt basic things. and the most impressionable one would be : once you step behind the counter, you're gonna be in charge of the money and sales; and that anything would fall on your shoulders and become your responsibility. :) simple and basic. but ppl do tend to forget the most plain impt things. and thanks jason for sorta trying to calm me down a little.. XDD and prevent me from literally jumping across the table and murdering anyone. and the talk later with traynie was really effective. nods* snapped me out of lala land. hais, was too busy being self-centred bout that whole incident. and our problem was a small piece of fry compared to theirs. thank kews traynie! ^^ hees, but im still a really stubborn person with a filthy temper.
rawrr! today was a horribly embarassing day! O_O i'll never forget it. urghh. all xinying's fault. T_____T how could she~!! wails* omg omg. and in front of that very same person some more!! really felt lyk digging a hole on the ground and burying myself in. runs away* okays, but i forgave her. didnt drag guo qiang out from popular lyk i swear i would. XDD after all, it's her last day working here, hahas. must be nice. =p but what she did was still pure evill kays. sighs* i'll miss her. pouts* and marlyreen's leaving too! tmw's her last day.. :C arghh, working will be such a bore now. =L
seems lyk lotsa ppl are off to camp now, no? kezia. hushen.. and who else?? hmms. rawrr. my plans to watch L, change the world, have gone down the silly drain. rahhh! btw, any comments bout the movie "The Leap Years"? the instrumental song that they played during the trailer really left me with a strong impression! nods nods* and the storyline seems pretty intriguing, and i lyk the fact that the story plays on time and the date, 29th feb. ^^ i mean it would be really fun if someone was born that day, hees. :DD
EDITED: i found the pretty piece of music! :DD it's titled 'Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence', published in 1984 by Ryuichi Sakamoto. together with the movie that has the same title. ive stickered it on my blogskin. :)
hmms, this feels super cliche.. but why does it feel lyk i get scolded by my parents no matter what i do? T_____T use comp kena blast. go out they also not happy. buy book and read they also yak. geez, what do they want me to do, seriously?! blearghh. ><
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Monday, February 25, 2008
: 10:06:00 PM :
1. Does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes? YES. hahs, he probably wont even be my bf then, in the 1st place.
2. How about drinking? NO. better not. ppl tend to do crazy things when they're drunk, no?
3. Do you want someone you cant have? how do you define that? O_o
4. If someone liked you right now, would u want them to tell u? if he's not someone i consider idiotic. XDD
5. Whats your favorite sport? none. mentally running round aimlessly, maybe..
6. Its saturday night, you're home alone.. what do you do? use the comp!!
8. Can you do the splits? used to.
9. Do you like roller coasters? no idea, never been on one before. XDD but yes, i suppose.
10. When's the perfect time to have a boyfriend/girlfriend? i dunno how to explain my answer. pouts*
11. If you could date any celebrity, who would it be? no one!! :DD
12. Whats your favorite band? none. :)
13. What are you doing this weekend? trying not murder anyone. damn idiots.
14. Whats your favorite restaurant?? yoshinoya~!! :DD long john's too! macs and shilin and old chang kee and lots more! :DD
15. Do you usually fall for the right or wrong girl/boy? hahas, wrong. all of them are wrong~~ XDD
16. Have you ever hugged someone? yupps.
17. Ever kissed someone you werent attracted to? nahh.
18. Do you like anyone right now? hahs, dont tell you. =p
21. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? hair! clothes! shoes! appearance, basically. and the facial expression. and where/which direction the person looks at, probably.
23. Which do you prefer, beach or the mountains? mountains!! have never really been on a mountain before. ^^ and beach = swimming. ferly cant swim well. =XX
24. What kind of phone do you have? nokia 1110 and nokia 3310 [not sure bout what this model is]. ancient treasures, arent they? XDD
26. Computer or laptop? comp! the screen's bigger. more anime-watching-friendly. XDD
27. What is your favorite store? none.
28. Jeans or sweats? what's sweats?? o_O \ jeans, i suppose.
29. Which year has been the best so far? primary sch years, i guess. the one's when little studying was required to hit the top. XDD
30. How old are you gonna be on your next birthday? mentally 12. physically 17.
31. What should you be doing right now? bathing.
32. What is your favorite tv show? animes!! :DD and supernatural. ghost whisperer. heroes. XDD
33. Color? it changes almost everyday. i lyk all clours. ^^
34. Are you attracted to girls/guys that smoke? oh, that's hard to say though~~ what a contradicting person i am.
35. Would you want a chilled laid back gf/bf or a party animal? abit of both.
36. Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people? no idea.
37. Explain your dream car: ermms, canary yellow porsche? :DD the same one that alice has in eclipse. ^^
38. What do you do when you're at home? eat, sleep, use the comp.. what else? o_O
39. Whats your favorite subject? english literature. XDD
40. Where do you want to go to college? raises eyebrow*
41. Do you like to go to concerts? mms! provided that the tickets are free, hahas. XDD
42. Favorite type of music? japanese songs, few chinese and english songs. as long as the songs are nice!! :)
43. What side of the bed do you sleep on? ermms, not too sure how to answer this.. but i always always have the habit of covering my head under the blanket in order to fall asleep. =p
44. Scariest thing you've ever done? o level maths papers. nods* O_O
45. Whats the best feature about you would say? height's definately not a feature. XDD
46. What annoys you? dumb, idiotic, stoopid, irresponsible ppl. oh yeahh, and proud ppl and loves to pick on others.
47. If you had one super power, what would it be? 10 metres mind-reading radius.
48. Ever gone to saturday school? nahh, cept for remedials.
49. Been kicked out of class? starting from secondary school.
50. If you could say anything to anyone? DAMN YOU! WTH!! WHY SHOULD I PAY FOR SOMETHING YOU LOST! FREAKING LUMP OF IDIOT. STOOPID GLOB OF GLUE. RAHHH!
51. What are some of your favorite quotes? im not that crazy. it's just what i think~~ 'you, yourself; is the only most trustable person that you can ever trust.' no? oh, and 'dont depend/take for granted too much on others. no one's that reliable as yourself.' what else.. 'the world is full of deception and dumb dumbs; dont take too much of what ppl appear to be' and and 'there's no such rubbish as "forever" '
52. Are you jealous person? extremely, just that im extra careful not to show it. ^^
53. Are you friends with people that you shouldnt be friends with? no idea.
54. What is your deepest fear? failure. and losing things lyk money. =XX
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Saturday, February 23, 2008
: 3:40:00 AM :
quick post! it's 4 am now!! and ive got work tmw still~!! O_O
just read vk ch37~!! btw, if im not wrong, it says that the vk anime will start showing on april 7th, midnight 1 am! :DD and i still think the anime characters turned out weirdd. the single one person that looks righhtt is senri. :) hees.
and yuuki looks really beautifully vampirish in this chap's cover with dear kaname!! hot! :DD and kaname's wearing nicee clothing for this chap. ^^ hot~!! XDD and i definately lyk yuuki with long hair. suits her better. gives her a more serious look. oh yeahh, and imptly [i think] they're finally gonna say bout why twins born to hunters are considered a badd omen.. hmms, i lyk twins. kinda nice, isnt it? so what's so badd~~ bout it.. oh yeahh, and did i remember to mention that there's this really nice looking zero pic at the end of this chap?? nopes, 2 zeroes; they both have the same zero hair style!! okies, i mean, was matsuri hino trying to draw zero and ichiru? hmms, then what happened to ichiru's hair? O_O
oh, and i did a little something for today!! hees, hopefully, it'll be done by tmw. only left a little bit. ^^ and hahas, mom's absolutely rightt. i cant draw well actually. XDD colouring's okay. colour pencils, soft pastels or shading. pouts* anyways, im kinda terribly excited to show someone else. :DD other than family. i mean, nobody among the family even bothered to look at it properly and give a nice feedback lahh. they just nod their heads.. "mms" or "arhh". =L rawrr, ignore them!! HMPHH.
ferly jiayous for work tmw~!! must get your fighting spirit UPP!! try not to get pissed that easily! control control!! O_O oh yeahh, and it's decided, im quitting work in mid march. =XX arghh, no income. im brokee. i already broke. 14 more days till feb's pay. :C and i want my commision fast fast fast~!! oh yeahh, and something weirdd happened last thursday. really a bolt of blue. is ferly imagining things againn? O_o
ja! i really need to go sleep now. and kezia, there's really a jutting corner hehhs!! next time i send you a screenshot of my view of my blogskin. =Z and do your homework arhh girl!
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Tuesday, February 19, 2008
: 1:01:00 AM :
oh no! oh no!!! ive got so much crazy random miniscule things to blog bout!! XDD i'll go by the date! starting from last tuesday~!! :)
tuesday [12th feb]
hmms, im sorry bout what happened irah. but ive already done my part to help. the rest is up to you already.
wednesday [13th feb]
yupps!! patnered with marlyreen that day!! and we're NOT evil to take advantage of others when they treat us food. XDD french fries from stonegrill!! :DD it's really worth it! nods nods* their fries is those kind of mos burger fries; the thick ones! ^^ imagine a polystyrene dabao box filled up with thick hot fries and lotsa chili sauce for only RM 4.49. :DD yumm rites? hees, the tom yum's really nice too!! and they dont charge extra for re-filling soup even if you filled twice. :DD
thursday [14th feb]
nothing much!! missed marlyreen! =XX and tan fell sick and took mc!! but he's alot better now. only me and irah that day. learnt how to mail to reports to the various heads.
friday [15th feb]
leave day!! woke up in the afternoon! vacuumed both floors! ate lunch while watching brother play dota for abit. then scrambled off to mop both floors. mom bought un-yummy dinner again. =C but she said 'thank you' for mopping the floor. grins* played a little X hero siege, under supervision of brother, of course!! :DD im a terrible player, hahs. help mom type some stuffs. watched supernatural!! :) i lyk dean better than sam. cause dean sounds better than sam. and dean has a better haircut than sam too. XDD re-watched goong!
saturday [16th feb]
the whole world felt incredibly stoopid and idiotic that day. bad mood day = mentally 'rahh-ing + rawrr-ing' away. =L nothing much as well, either that or i cant remember anything. hahs. oh yeahh, very little ppl out in the mall. =Z
sunday [17th feb]
screwed up platinum's cashbills. OMG omg omg. im so super sorry, tan and marlyreen for causing the crazy delay. bows.* was already 10.17 pm when i got on mom's car! for a better picture, think of the plaza with all elevators shut down, lifts locked [so that ppl can only reached the car park basements]. hahas, but the lift lock is kinda silly. XDD they just bolt this rack lyk thingy over the buttons and slip a piece of metal [with holes for the basement floors] between the rack and buttons. so that a person supposedly cant press the 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th and 5th floors. but all you gotta do is to slip your finger beneath the metal piece [it's bit spacy ^^] and press '1'!! and you'll faster run down the corridor and sneak out through coffeebean while spluttering numerous 'sorrys' to the coffeebean staff. laughs* btw, did you know my workplace has 5 lifts~!!!
monday [18th feb]
scary day yet againn. these 4 indonesian teenagers bought 11 simpacks!! O_O they were buying for their friends too ehh. marlyreen must have been real happy, hahas. XDD and they kept laughing when they saw both our rather incredulous looking faces. XDD but the sight was really funny, esp when marlyreen was teaching them how to activate their simpacks. XDD and they kept bombarding us with questions! and there's this 1 guy that kept mimicking when we spoke chinese, hahs. but silly ferly screwed up another cashbill. damn!! RAHH. obviously, i do NOT qualify to work as an emergency medic. i'll just turn into a headless chicken~!! O_O and the bunch of ppl laughed again when they knew that i opened a wrong cashbill. rawrrr!!! so mean lahh! and they tou pai-ed [sneakily snapped photos] us!! wails* but marlyreen happily posed. T_____T well, she's shuai dai le.. mumbles mumbles* btw, they told marlyreen that they're here on a badminton competition!! O_O hmms, good luck to them!! ^^ tan went off for dealer's cny dinner at 6pm!! sneaked into msn, chatted with kezia abit!! :DD as a result ferly didnt finish her work. pouts* 2 s/n lists still watiting for me to do~!! hahas, but not in any hurry, so it's fine. did closing with marlyreen! ^^ zui jia da dang!! :) got everything done at 9.41 pm! yes, less one night of sneaking out through coffeebean. oops. =XX btw, i think there's gonna be a fencing competition at the mainsquare of plaza i work at~!! i mean i saw ppl practising at the comp area this morning!! O_O cool!!
btw!! does anyone have any wonky idea how to check for our course selection results?? O_o nice enuf to tell me? thanks in advance~!! :DD
ja! :DD good day to you!
EDITED: oh frigg. i forgot to post some major stuffs. XDD such as how ferly got marlyreen started on the deathnote manga~!! yayy! she's an L supporter too! beams* feeling a good sense of accomplishment now, hahas. XDD she's on volume 3 now!! but psst! she reads rather slow, lyk me, hahs. and yes, she commented that dn has alot of words. hees, im re-reading the series too! :DD and i got quite a shock yesterday when i discovered that my old primary sch classmate is actually marlyreen's cousin~!! O_O totally never ever crossed my mind kays! incredible.. the world can be that big and this small! and marlyreen's going kuala lumpur at the end of this month! :C meaning she's quitting. sobs* hope we can still keep in contact and be good friends. :) gotta get something nice for her! take note~!!
oh yeahh, and i think i should NOT leave my lj account rotting away. maybe i'll start using it for more in depth thinking thoughts that are swirling round ferly's mind. :) of course, i'll announce the url when there's actually a post or something for ppl to read and bicker bout. XDD
and and kezia? if you're free.. or maybe the next time i see you online, could you examine my blogskin code? :C there's this weirdd weirdd weirdd angle/corner jutting out above the 'beams*' font!! O_O
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Tuesday, February 12, 2008
: 1:53:00 AM :
heys!! :DD changed song! hahas, this is a nice song discovered by accident hehhs. ^^ Taiyou no Namida by NEWS. and this rip's of pretty serious good quality, i must say!! O_O so you might or might not have guessed what i did, hahas. XDD anyways, hope the instrumental/karaoke version's gonna be good!! lyk the fluty instrument and this stringy instrument that was played in the music. :DD but obviously zero music knowledge of what it is, hahs.
tired! eyelids bit droopy. =XX and i still have 101 things that i want to talk about. but havent figured how to lay them down. anyway, let's talk a little bloggy. think sometimes i scare myself a little with all these changes that have happened to me. btw, mom's screaming and scolding me for using the comp againn. how silly. arghh, who cares? pouts*
wish the whole world would just shut up and stop trying to be all nice and sweet. even more so, it's actrocious to give others empty promises. will kena strike by lightning one okies. and frankly i dont trust you anymore. you always lie to me!! sighs* just get out of my sight and live on your carefree, brainless, immature life that centres on you forever whallowing in self pity.
no seriously, i wont end up dead even if the whole world's forgotten bout my existence. thank kews.
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Saturday, February 09, 2008
: 2:16:00 AM :
heelllooosss~!! :DD felling kinda drunk = eye-drooping-ness + happy + feeling full. :)
woke up at 1.30pm +!! slept at 5.30am the nite before! whole family had left for muar liao, cept da jie and me! :DD and da jie was using comp. so i helped fold clothes and went to play dota [vs comp, not humans ehh] using my bro's comp. and i seriously swear i will get a high blood pressure! either i kept dieing or my side will lose the whole game. pouts* RAHH. im just not cut out for these kinda stuff. but im that kind of 'die die now and then will still insist on playing' one. T_____T
and zuojin talked to me again tonight!! :DD best conversation we have had yet! :) yeahh, so happy that i spilted my 100plus on the floor. XDDD crzy ferly. lalala~~ =p
that's all for today!! and i wanna watch gong fu guan lan! :DD hushen, if you're reading this, are you free this sunday? ^^ and sorrys i never reply!! cause my phone the validity expire liao. =XX
oh yeahh, and kezia.. when do you come online?? scratches head* morning? noon?? nite?? midnight? dusk? i'll try to be online when you're online during this cny holiday.. and see what ferly can do to help!! mms! ^^
ja! :DD
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Friday, February 08, 2008
: 1:30:00 AM :
[We're doing it.]
I look around me,
But all I seem to see,
Is people going nowhere,
Expecting sympathy.
It's like we're going through the motions,
Of a scripted destiny.
Tell me where's our inspiration,
If life wont wait,
I guess it's up to me.
[Chorus:]
Whoahh!!
No, we're not gonna waste another moment in this town.
Whoahh!!
And we won't come back, the world is calling out.
Whoahh!!
We'll leave the past in the past,
Gonna find the future.
If misery loves company well,
So long, you'll miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
Procrastination, running circles in my head.
While you sit there contemplating,
You wound up left for dead [left for dead)]
Life is what happens while you're busy making your excuses.
Another day, another casualty.
And that won't happen to me.
[Chorus]
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
When I'm gone~~!!
[Let's go!]
Won't look back,
When I say goodbye.
I'm gonna leave this a hole behind me,
Gonna take what's mine tonight.
Because every wasted, becomes a wasted chance.
You're gonna wake up feeling sorry,
Because life wont wait,
I guess it's up to you.
[Chorus]
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
whoots~!! isnt this rare!! im actually being a little addicted to this english song, hahs. yeahh, cause the neighbouring [diagonally right] pirated vcd shop near my workplace kept blasting this song last few weeks ago, and it sorta got stuck in my head! esp the words 'you're gonna miss me when im gone'. :3 just no idea what the song name is.. till i saw the simple plan ad on tv today hehh. :DD hmms, after looking at the lyrics, i really lyk 'We'll leave the past in the past, Gonna find the future.' !! ^^ and on the whole, the song gives me a 'let's get moving and move on' kinda feel. :) which is lovely hehs. beams*
btw, im spared from going back for relatives' reunion tmw. kinda 'bribed' my parents.. grins* and work starts again on monday!! but im already missing work-mates liao. hahas, more specifically partner, marlyreen. laughs* last day of work, wednesday, was with marlyreen ehh!! :) and please dont worry bout the extra 20 bucks kays!! and im glad bout wednesday, really. beams* and please, im really not a guai tai okays~!! but then againn i might be. im sorry, but i dont know the answer to that question. yet.
oh yeahh, and we ate 2 days of steamboat. :) thanks kews for the meal, mom. and da jie said i would definitely win for qiang3 chi1. [fighting for food] XDD
btw, my favourite character from d.gray man is lavi~!! of course, hahs!!! :DD but my favourite weapon is leenalee's dark boots. ^^ i know this is random, but i just feel lyk saying it. oh oh and my bro got this book on charles darwin's theory for his birthday~!! O_O gotta put it in my book list, mms!! i mean, it's fascinating!!! :DD
ja!! :DD
i dont know what we are hehhs.
and i wonder if you could tell me.
or would you even know.
EDITED: OMG OMG~!! omg! kyahh~!! i saw jielun on television! glomps* and prceeds to run around screaming* how rare!!! i think it's the 1st time or 2nd time i saw him on tv!! at 3.20+ am, channel 8, feb 8th. it was a china tv station new year show, so it's a encore telecast. or did everyone saw it last last nite already liao? O_O either way, he sang qing hua ci!! wearing all black; black leather jacket + black pants + black shoes and with a shy shy look on his face hehh, haha. oh and tapping his right foot lightly to the beat of the song. wails* but i only caught half the performance!! :C mom said she called me twice, but i ignored her, cause i was watching the video on kezia's lj!!! which was actually rather intriguing, so i didnt really heard her when she called me to look at the tv TWICE!! arghhh! hees, actually kinda had a hunch + hope that jielun, might might might turn up on this show.. but almost till the end of the show still never see him!! and i kinda thought he wont turn up!! but he turned up 30 mins before the end of the show!! whooh! this is soo incredible! laughs*
bye bye, im off to finish watching the video!! :DD
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Wednesday, February 06, 2008
: 1:46:00 AM :
whoots~!! heelllosss!! :DD and happy slightly belated birthday big brother~!! ^^ lotsa love, haha. :)
today was a pretty good day!! i yelled 'SHUT UP LAHH, MAN!!!!' at this damned bastard who was making hell lotta noise talking to irah. not that irah's noisy.. well, she is a little. but the guy was smoking too hehh!! and laughing and talking lyk the counter is his own home. zzz, super irritationg lahh! ill-mannered and dumb. no common sense is it? who smokes in an air-con room?? unless you cant wait to die of poisonous fumes or something. TCHH. anyways, it was really that noisy that i couldnt even hear myself talking over the shop's phone, much less my da jie's, whom i was talking to bout impt work stuff. and i had been patient for lyk 15 mins kays. hmphh. oh yeahh, and the guy immediately took flight away, and irah kinda gave me a blank look of shock. XDD must have been quite nasty from the normal sugar-high smiley ferly. laughs* but marlyreen got my point of anger, hahas. :]
either way, today passed incredibly fast!! didnt even had time to day-dream, hahs. was busy staring at the comp and plenty of numbers, doing the reload coupon s/n list, mms. but i still think i could have done things faster if i wasnt feeling so jiggly and nervous, hehe. hmms, tmw need to do another new list liao. =L hq added stock twice for today. =XX but that means that we would be able to say less 'no's' to the customers. :) and today's sales was really greatt!! :DD
oh yeahh, and ive been incredibly slack nowadays. XDD not online-ing as usual. cause im usually tired. =X come home and bath and usually topple to sleep or watch tv or huang around abit. XDD which also means i've not been upbeat bout my anime. im only loading d.gray man nowadays. or at least till i finish watching some from the pc. and we can have some more space.
but working in shopping centre is really rather funn ehh. :) and i still lyk being patnered with marlyreen BEST!! beams* and she would have a really damn cool and hott guy if she was a male. XDD whoots! :DD
oh oh and our boss gave each of us a crate of gan! mandarin oranges!! :) that's really nice of her. thank kews!! though i dont really fancy them that much, hehe. but lately have been having guava cravings.. guava + salt. :DD
but there's gonna be alot of FOOD tmw for dinner!! :D yum. :) and hopefully nobody will upset my temper, hmms.
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Friday, February 01, 2008
: 11:20:00 PM :
| What Lam Ferly Means |
 You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings. You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun. Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. |
| What Your Handwriting Says About You |
 You are highly energetic. You are a passionate, intense, vigorous person. You are somewhat outgoing, but you're not a natural extrovert. You think first before you act. You tend to be independent, rational, and logical. You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others. You need a lot of space in your life, and it's easy for you to feel stifled. You avoid commitment and responsibility whenever you can. You are a free thinker. You are unique, open minded, and artistic. You don't care what other people think. You are a good communicator. You work hard to get your ideas across effectively. |
| What Your Soul Really Looks Like |
 You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it. For you, falling in love is all about the adventure and uncertainty. You can only fall in love with someone who keeps you guessing. |
| You are Agnostic |
 You're not sure if God exists, and you don't care. For you, there's no true way to figure out the divine. You rather focus on what you can control - your own life. And you tend to resent when others "sell" religion to you. |
| You Are 41% Grown Up, 59% Kid |
 You've grown up a good bit, but you still have a way to go before you're emotionally mature. You have the skills to control your emotions, you just have to use them. |
| Your Life is Better Than 28% of All People |
 Your life can be a bummer at times, but you're on the right track. You may need new friends, a new place to live in, or a new job... But most of all, you need a new outlook. You are your own worst enemy. Start being thankful for what you have - and start working for what you don't. |
| What Your Pizza Reveals |
 You have a hearty appetite. You are likely to complain if a restaurant has small portions. You consider pizza to be bread... very good bread. You fit in best in the Midwest part of the US. You like food that's traditional and well crafted. You aren't impressed with "gourmet" foods. You are generous, outgoing, and considerate with your choices. You are cultured and intellectual. You should consider traveling to Vienna. The stereotype that best fits you is stoner. You're a little wacky in the head, even if you don't touch drugs. |
| Your Dosha is Pitta |
 You have a quick mind, a gift for persuasion, and a sharp sense of humor. You have both the drive and people skills to be a very successful leader. Argumentative and a bit stubborn, you have been known to be a little too set in your ways. But while you may be biased toward your own point of view, you are always honest, fair, and ethical. With friends: You are outgoing and open to anyone who might want to talk to you In love: You are picky but passionate To achieve more balance: Be less judgmental of those around you, and take cool walks in the moonlight. |
| Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 70% |
 Your Intrapersonal Intelligence is High You have a great understanding of who you are, and your place in the world. You know what path you're on. And you are excited about your future. You're always deepening your inner knowledge and introspection. And enjoying it every step of the way. |
| You Are 32% Intuitive |
 You're definitely an intuitive person, but you never go on your gut alone. You tend to be more analytical than intuitive - possibly because your intuition has failed you in the past. When you don't have enough facts to make a decision, you don't mind listening to your gut to figure out what to do. |
| You Should Date A Japanese Guy! |
 You're an interesting blend of traditional and modern And a Japanese guy is likely to be on your wavelength Maybe you'll show your love by dying your hair the same color Or get married in a traditional white kimono! |
[hahs, no surprise there for a person who picked miso soup for breakfast and japan for holidaying. XDD]
| Your Quirk Factor: 71% |
 You're so quirky, it's hard for you to tell the difference between quirky and normal. No doubt about it, there's little about you that's "normal" or "average." |
| You Are 58% Perfectionist |
 No one would call you a perfectionist, but you definitely have a side of you that strives to be perfect. Try to see your mistakes as learning experiences, and don't be so hard on yourself when you screw up! |
| You Should Paint Your Room Purple |
 Sophisticated and exotic, purple can also be a deeply comforting color. Your purple room will inspire you to trust yourself more and go with your intuition. Purple has also been known to facilitate healing and a feeling of protection. |
| You Are 65% Manic |
 You're so energetic, it's almost like you have a superpower. If you can dream it, you can do it. And without stopping for sleep. Just make sure you harness your energy for good - not evil! |
| You Should Be a Film Writer |
 You don't just create compelling stories, you see them as clearly as a movie in your mind. You have a knack for details and dialogue. You can really make a character come to life. Chances are, you enjoy creating all types of stories. The joy is in the storytelling. And nothing would please you more than millions of people seeing your story on the big screen! |
| You Mostly Have Your Emotions in Check |
 Sometimes your emotions get out of control, but you usually are a pretty stable person. You can find a lot to be happy about, as long as things are going your way. But if a few bad things happen to you, you tend to go in a bit of a downward spiral. Luckily, you usually come out of it okay and no worse for the wear. |
| You Sometimes Hold a Grudge |
 You aren't exactly vengeful, but you're not going to forget when someone wrongs you. And while you'll forgive the small things, you don't hand out too many second chances to people who really screw up. |
| Your Dominant Thinking Style: Exploring |
 You thrive on the unknown and unpredictable. Novelty is your middle name. You are a challenger. You tend to challenge common assumptions and beliefs. An expert inventor and problem solver, you approach everything from new angles. You show people how to question their models of the world. |
| You Are Adventurous... Sometimes |
 You like an adrenaline rush as much as the next person. You like your thrills in small doses. You're generally pretty calm and level headed. But sometimes you have to go wild and have a crazy adventure. |
| You Are a Pretty Good Liar |
 Your lies are somewhat believable, but sometimes you get caught. Work on keeping your body language and emotions calm. And you'll be a better liar in no time! |
| Your Brain is Purple |
 Of all the brain types, yours is the most idealistic. You tend to think wild, amazing thoughts. Your dreams and fantasies are intense. Your thoughts are creative, inventive, and without boundaries. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking of fictional people and places - or a very different life for yourself. |
those in green are mostly the stuff that i agree with. *
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-- HESITATING MEANS DEATH - the GazettE [Italian translation - angeldevil87@LJ]
[English translation - distressedcoma@LJ]
You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope the flowers that changed their colours will bloom someday
You, who know this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colourful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again