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色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
その痛み知る君が震えずに水を注げた頃に
見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う
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Thursday, May 29, 2008
: 7:32:00 PM :
hi! :)
CATS presentation today!! oh wells, it was quite hahas.. no no, i dont wanna comment. XDD not that great and not that badd either, hees. yihui was super nervous though!! me arhh, im kinda okays. =p i mean at least i know the content of what im talking about, for once during poly presentations!! ahems ahems* and we actually did managed to squeeze the report out! O_O okays, we're a bunch of geniuses. and yangmeng is a maths whiz that can draw really nicee cows and hats!! :DD he can really draw well! WAILS* im damn jealous! i think he doesnt need an eraser either hehhs! RAHH.
such a random post. pouts* blahh, i hate common tests. stoopid things. zzzz. im looking forward to holidays! =p should i go work?? but i wanna catch up on anime! pouts* shall worry bout that later.
either way, i suddenly have this huge urge to own a hani-senpai bunny. :DD and i think ryopi fits hushen's froggie! =p
bye bye. POUTS* arghh, feelin' so damnn lazy.
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Monday, May 26, 2008
: 8:57:00 PM :
I HATE HOMEWORK AND PW~!!! SCREAMS AND SCREAMS AND SCREAMS AND AHEMSAHEMS.. BASICALLY CONTINUES TO SCREAM*
SIGHS*
HOW CAN MISS FAITH DO THIS!!! I FINISH ALL 4 CHAPTERS OF BCA AND SHE EXTENDS THE DEADLINE!! RAWRRR. CURLS UP AND DIE*
RUNS OFF INTO A CORNER AND SQUATS THERE FOR GOODNESS KNOWS HOW LONG* (._________.)
get lost if you cant stand the waling. thanks kews for your kind cooperation.
PS: i think jielun rocks more than pipi and ryo-chan put together! wee!! :DD
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Saturday, May 24, 2008
: 2:50:00 PM :
RAWRR. POLY SUCKS!! I MEAN, IT HAS HELL LOTTA HOMEWORK. IT'S WORSE THAN SECONDARY SCHOOL! UWAHH!! DROWNS UNDERNEATH AN OLYMPIC -SIZED SWIMMING POOL OF WORK*
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Sunday, May 11, 2008
: 1:24:00 AM :
BOO! :DD ahahs, what do i know? im superb at wasting time lahh mann. whoops. slept for bout 14 hours straight on friday night. and mom called me a monster cause i didnt even wake up to use the bathroom! XDD
what else hehhs~~ hmms, oh yeahh! friday and thursday were kinda weirdd funny days this week. meet a few ppl by coincident. and im pretty good and memorising looks and what ppl wear. XDD
oh wells, i never knew jb was this small. wth, why dont i ever get to meet somebody else lyk bubbles on the streets? (._________.)
oh yeahh, and saw KEN KEN for the first time on friday! really glad i went to eat bak ku tehh with my dadd in the end, ahahs. anyways kezia, KEN KEN's actually a doggy. XDD but hen ke ai kays! :DD both the name and the dog itself!! it's chocolatey brown in colour! yes, exactly lyk a chocolate cookie~!!! ^^ not that kinda bigg sized dog, it's just berrie huggable sized. =p has a blue collar! with looks perfect on him btw, hahas. and to a certain extent reminds me of a teddy bear! oh, hahas!! must be brown colour hehhs. ^^
and pipi and ryo-chan are nice names. =p ahahs, the person itself is another story~~
ive finally figured out that i lyk the manga kaname and the anime zero. ahahs! :DD the anime zero really sounds damn poor thing kays! SOBS*
oh yes! and i havent gotten my embassador's results yet. after friday's lesson which ended at 11am, it still wasnt up. then eshlyn and me huang round abit and ate lunch at library againn! OMG, if anyone talks bout library nowadays, the 1st thing that will popp into my head will be FOOD!! :DD and bubble tea. =p ate the tuna and egg mayo sandwich. and got quite abit of a scare!! i mean after, you fold the bread into half, the height of the sandwich feels and looks taller than a bigmac ehh! O_O went to check for results againn, but it still wasnt up so both of us just went home. hmphh.
but i really do hope eshlyn and me will be chosen in the end! ^^
and last but not least, thank kews PEILING!! <33 for being a good listener to ferly's ranting and screamings. :) hahas, i'll try and get something for your coming bday! :DD
and i want a bigger vampire knight cosplay cast. WTHECK! uwahh~!! sobs* and dont worry, jocelyn! you'll have ferly here!! and dear kezia as well, hahas. ^^ you cant possibly be lonely.
oh and went to eat supper with kezia on thursday! =p and i ended up lyk eaitng so much stuff. the dessert was something not within my planning. XDD talking alot, yeahh! told kezia my interesting life stories, ahahs. =p
come to think of it, the only thing me and yuuki have in common is that we're both constantly LATE for lessons. (._________.)
i hate statistics. pray hardd that i do well for this friday's test. GLUPS* and KEZIA GET WELL SOON AND STOP FALLING SICK ONCE EVERY 2 MONTHS. and jiayous for poa test this tues! shanny too!! :)
and im feeling damn lazy now. pouts* FERLY! GET TO WORK!! UP UP UP! GET YOURSELF UP AND DO YOUR WORKKKK!!!!! and i was messing around with my hair this afternoon and it really kinda ended up looking perm-ed. O_O hahas!! ferly felt rather amused,
yes. and FISHY DEAR!! thanks UBER much for your JIAYOUS! :DD ferly will jiayous de! cause she seriously wants to faster get her workk all done and go out and PLAY. XDD EILEEN MUST JIAYOUS TOO KAYS! miss you alot!! :C and HUSHEN too! OMG, i want to go hushen's house againn! i dont think ive watched finish all jielun's mv's yet hehhs. =p
that's about all! everyone gear up and jiayous for another tough week! and as exams and rubbish test are drawing near, cut down on the fooling round and start STUDYING damnit. BOO, i hate it too. hais, but wth, excel's lyk 10 times more fun than statisitcs. continues going on and on.. whining* POUTS*
ps : i recently lyk this face alot hehhs! (._________.) it reminds me of those figurines that hushen has! that shelf-ful of different coloured keychains! and subsequently reminds me of hushen. XDD
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Sunday, May 04, 2008
: 2:42:00 AM :
OMG. i lead a lifeless life lahh! ZZZ, everyday is sch and home and piles of pw and homework. and feeling lyk my head's gonna snapp rightt off my shoulders due to fatigue. imagine waking up at 5.30am and you can still be late for a 9am. how can you afford to not feel blardy pissed off?? T______T hais, let's not go on about this topic. i'll just end up flaming everyone. =p which is a badd thing. nods and sighs*
arghh, can i say i dont care about work anymore? wahh!! it's only almost gonna be 1 month and im lyk already almost in the gonna-go-delinquent state. okays, BUCK UP FERLY. PLEASE. :) YOU SO DO NOT HAVE A CHOICE. YES, THAT'S THE SPECIAL THING ABOUT ME. :DD I ALWYS SAY THAT I WANNA GIVE UP, DONT WANNA CONTINUING DOING THIS SHITT BUT I ALWAYS END UP WALKING DOWN TO THE FINISH LINE. no? hahas. XDD
hahas, went for the crazy ambassadors games round with eshlyn. really scary!! so much for games round when they tell the item on the menu was debates. O_O hees, stuff such as that was quite expected, but oh wells.. i still get shocked went things really go down to it. and another one of their 'games' was to say something special about yourself. and my whole head when 'HUHH??!??!?!' uwahh! so shi bai cann!! =XX oh yeahh, eshlyn did pretty well, as expected. ^^ she's a ppl person hehh! :DD im happy for her. beams*
either way, the ambassadors ppl called me up that day and said there's still gonna be another interviewing round this tuesday. i think i got scared quite baddly this tuesday. think i might just heck care anyhow crash the interview. not that keen to get in suddenly. oh wells~~
cosplay meet this friday! had dinner with kezia and got baddly abused! let's see.. all the stuff she said during dinner~~ the really painful pinch that she gave me in the library!! O_O uwahh. SOBS* but i got her to pay for my lover fruit yoghurt ice blend and she gave me a takoyaki ball with only pathetic 1/3 prawn inside. XDD
yeahh, cosplay comprises alot of aspects of creativity and hands-on! O_O felt bit overwhelmed after the whole thing. woww, just hearing all the time + effort + MONEY needed. eyeball rolls out of socket* pardon me, real weak nerves lately due to lack of sleep. hmms.. let's see. feels lyk this to me; cosplay = MONEY + d&t + art + econs sewing + personal grooming + EFFORT + DEDICATION!! wahahahh! bit lyk o's art?! all the energy needed!!!! but this time you really truly get to show off your product kays! :DD gets excited and bit nervous* hehe, psst!! tell you what characters i have in mind for this moment.. no laughing~!!* yuuki from vampire knight and leenalee from d.gray man! =p runs away and hides inside hole* but lyk alot of anime/manga that i read have little prominent female characters hehh~~ just a side note, but it suddenly came to my mind that jac from my class would make a perfect perfect ruka from vampire knight!! :DD ahahs, no offense. ^^
ahh, i having problems with excel homework againn. although it's considered one of the happier subjects that i can actually catch up! oh wells, have to badger ppl or the teacher on how to do liao~~ subjects im really dying? practically the rest of all the subjects. O_O oh yeahh, ive kinda given up ever being able to sleep early on normal sch days, hehh.
tmw going out with cheryl!! :DD i will try not to be late.
in the meantime, just do your best to stay cheerful and jiayous all the way ferly!! same goes whoever's reading this!! ^^
cya next week! =p and once againn, IM SUPER SORRY FISHY. I WILL CALL SOONNN!! trust me! :)
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-- HESITATING MEANS DEATH - the GazettE [Italian translation - angeldevil87@LJ]
[English translation - distressedcoma@LJ]
You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope the flowers that changed their colours will bloom someday
You, who know this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colourful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again