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色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
その痛み知る君が震えずに水を注げた頃に
見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う
redberrie
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04-06-1991
NP - BA - ISCM - 3S01
ex-assumptionknight
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Wednesday, December 31, 2008
: 9:30:00 PM :
OMG. homework. homework. so dead lahh.
arghh.
oh and this is super random!
Micky from TVXQ has the same birthday as me! :)
ahahas.
oh wells, JIAYOUS ferly. ><"
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: 12:10:00 AM :
OMG! hahas, i am so so so uber happy today! despite the fact that my legs are kinda aching. ><" cant stop smiling, sheesh! X] thanks jiayi so uber much alot! ahh, im tiredd too! bye! :))
P.S. : i think im going to have permanent purple shirt phobia. as well as
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Thursday, December 25, 2008
: 11:14:00 PM :
:C
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Tuesday, December 16, 2008
: 12:47:00 AM :
Tagged by NG XIN MEI :),
According to your age, list down the number of things that most people don't know about you. And then tag 5 people.
1. i used to be a delinquent.
2. i have been expelled out of school before.
3. i have a "malfunctioning" nose since little. [this one is SAME as xinmei! therefore, im not really sensitive to smells..]
4. i miss my primary school p5 & 6 deskmate alot alot. [but i dont really dare to contact him! =XX abit lyk so awkward..]
5. i love to wash my hands alot. [despise the eeky feel..]
6. i hate ppl throwing the words 'love', 'hate', 'dont lyk'; casually around..
7. i kinda only read english books and dont think ive decently read a proper chinese book before. however, i prefer chinese / jap / korean songs than english ones.
8. i dont particularly lyk anything in any category group. [as in i dont have things lyk favourite singers, celebrities or favourite colours..]
9. i absolutely do not go to ktv / karaoke to sing.. ><"
10. i value personal self-preservation above alot of things. [that means im a pretty selfish brat, btw]
11. i lyk to give ppl useful things lyk mugs and japanense-ish chopsticks for ppl's birthday.
12. i dont eat while watching movies in the cinema. candy and drinks are okays though. [absolutely will not buy popcorn, unless my partner buys.. then i will cope. :)]
13. my bathing time is half-an-hour. :] i love long baths. they help to relax. :]
14. im not a berrie forgiving person. maybe i will forgive, but i will remember clearly.
15. i dont really lyk to play any sports other than jogging / running around aimlessly.
16. i love my poly class! X]
17. my name actually means shining pearl, lyk peter calls me 'pearly'. :)
not tagging anyone! do if you'd lyk so funn and kill time. X]
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Thursday, December 11, 2008
: 11:33:00 AM :
I step forth from my tranquility
towards the scenery of love I've yet to see.
I want to believe in this pain, going beyond the night.
You touched my chest, and there on it lies a single, gentle wound.
The tears I've kept hidden until now fall into a pool of crimson.
Petals of light land on my cold skin.
I am right here, singing of my happiness.
Is my dream going to end so soon
as the stardust fades away?
Hey, wont you embrace me and show me that you know I'm alive?
After being born out of tranquility,
I still know not what warmth is.
I merely want to reach life beyond the night.
The reminiscent summer rain bids me farewell
so that I can cry as I go
to the beginning that we both believe in.
I want to treasure deeply both joy and sadness.
I am right here with you, in the remnants of my happiness.
As the stardust fades away
in the light, I now see for the first time.
With those eyes of yours, with a kiss,
let me have the remnants of our love.
I want to experience crying, as the experience of life tranverses my being.
I step forth from my tranquility
towards the far-off daybreak I've yet to see.
I merely want to fulfill my wish beyond the night.
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Sunday, December 07, 2008
: 2:06:00 AM :
my friday went down the drain entertaining. and i kept pangsehh-ing leeping. sorrys. BOWS* :C :C :C was kinda irritated throughout that whole day. cause of a message. and cause my study plan went down the drain. sheesh. im still irked by it, frankly speaking. ZZZZ. but was berrie happy to see hushen againn. :] and today was not berrie productive. i feel that im heading for deep trouble with my current state of study habits.
SCM test was uber screwed. ahh, well.. that was kinda expected. =XX DGCH was okays. thanks to studying with leeping. im kinda convinced that she has this special aura that makes ppl around her STUDY. :) hahas.
pretty weirdd this week. practically never see buddy jonathan this week. ><" and never spent as much time with classmates and as a result i keep having this weirdd weirdd feeling.
and something stoopid happened in the library bout the 3rd floor painting [the one with the farmer and the straw that one]. i will remember it every time i walk pass it now. XDD
and i just thought of a great plan. i should grabb a couple of ppl and book rooms in library for tuesday and wednesday for studying. :]
i dont lyk you anymore too. honestly. you piss me off.
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Wednesday, December 03, 2008
: 12:19:00 AM :
behold my module preference ranking!
1) Basic Conversational Japanense
2) Business Etiquette and Image
3) Exploring Art and Design
4) Speaking with Impact
not in a terrific mood to blogg. my tummy.. is having alot of grumbles right now. arghhh! i need to stop being sick. and i need my strength back! totally feel lyk a piecce of tofu now. ><" and my appetite's horrible. my waking hours have a dream-like quality to it. :C :C :C and i feel constantly sleepy. =Z and im blardy hell worried scared of SCM re-test on thursday. =XX
thanks to all who were so concerned bout me. :) thanks so much for the support. :] cant tell you guys how much i'd appreciated it. :))
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CREDITS |
-- HESITATING MEANS DEATH - the GazettE [Italian translation - angeldevil87@LJ]
[English translation - distressedcoma@LJ]
You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope the flowers that changed their colours will bloom someday
You, who know this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colourful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again