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色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
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見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
: 1:35:00 AM :
HAIS. jellyfish!! can you please help help help me. no. help her more lyk. shucks. i so hate this. im lyk starting to go over the line already. thanks for offering to share jielun with me, thank kews! ^^ and i change my mind le, i want HALF. not a quarter le. afterall, it's free de. so why not take moree? X]] i dont dont dont want this kind of crazyy thing to go on. sighs* and seriously, the last thing i want to do is to totally fall apart and get into moree ridiculous shitt with all this mountain of workk. i dont want to solve anything. OUCH.
and i dont get it. ppl who have a chance to go tuition should go happily can. you havent met ppl who want tuition but cant afford lorhh. these ppl zhen de shi sheng zai fu zhong bu zhi fu ARHH. i want maths tution. can somebody teach me everything againn from the start?? =Z
yeahh, i should just not think about it. afterall, yue xiang zhi hui yue bu shuang. blearghh. =XX i dont understand why why why. zzzzzzzz.... think about jielun instead??! O.o wahahaa. this is so diao. btw, harry's hair in the order of the pheonix is atrocious. glups* ron's okay, better compared to the goblet of fire. and hermione's grown prettier. ^^ and the only surf's up characters that are truly cutee! are the baby penguins~!! esp the one that kept drowning de! X]] so silly lahh.
and i look forward to friday! should i go back and visit instead?? i believe it's st. john's day right?? yupps, i lurrb parades. do a zai job hor, nysjab. ^^ jiayou! zai zehhs!! hahaa. reminds me of sock. XDD
p.s. : jiayi and jielun rhyme with jiayou! X]]
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Sunday, June 24, 2007
: 6:10:00 PM :
I HATE HOMEWORK. =XX AND I LURRB ANIME / MANGA AND I WANT TO SIT IN FRONT OF THE COMP FOREVER DOING THINGS CONCERNING ANIME /MANGA. X]]
hahaa, what an unrealistic dream/goal. OH OH OH AND I LYK VAMPIRES. ^^
btw, thank kews atemu~!! muaha, links to download Vampire Knight c29 and c30, raws. take note. RAWS only kays. whooh~!! spoilers* KANAME VS ZERO! [kaname x zero??!] XDD so shuai can!! both of them!! and i still think that takuma hen ke ai. ^^ huggs*
vk c29 RAW - http://www.4shared.com/file/16503602/567b9412/vampire_knight_ch29_jp_RAW.html
vk c30 RAW -
http://www.4shared.com/file/18473751/9a842f32/vampire_knight_ch30_jp.html
oh yeahh and she made us a new forum ^^ - http://msiaanimelovers.invisionplus.net/
cause the friendster one REALLY SUCKS. HAHA, TYPING IN CAPS IS FUN FUN FUNN. AND I DONT FEEL LYK GOING TO SCHOOL TMW. I WANT TO SPEND THE DAY SLEEPING SLEEPING SLEEPING! MMS.
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Saturday, June 23, 2007
: 4:22:00 PM :
HAIS. guess what. i dont know what to say to yOu anymore. yeahh, i dont nee to say anything. you dont need me lahh can. pleasee. i feel so cheated. lyk an idiot. RAHH. i shall do work. do work. work. btw, hushen, thanks for your crazyy encouragements! :] as well, as jiayi's endless insistence that i do work. X]]
byebye! and i dont look forward to school. cause i havent done FINISH my work. and phay better mark me really high for my ss holiday sbqs. i spent alot of xin si doing them lorhh can. =XX
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007
: 5:19:00 PM :
heys!! summer is coming!! which brings about new supply of anime shows~!! ^^ yes yes, random curiousity has already given a brief preview already - http://randomc.animeblogger.net/2007/06/18/summer-2007-preview/ anyways, confirmed ones that im gonna watch would be Zombie-Loan and Baccano!. hmms, and maybe Mushi-Uta.. weirdd names, i know. XDD but not my fault hehh, i didnt named them de!! but let's see how madd and crazyy my schedule is by that time first. particulary interested in Zombie-Loan, cause the original story was by peach-pit hehhs. rozen maiden was by them too. ^^ but it's promo doesnt really contain anything.. so just skip it. Baccano!'s promo video is out on the official site le, can click under 'theatre' and click on the last icon that says 'something something movie 01>>'. oh and the gunshot sounded quite real ehhs, i jumped just a little when i heard it. Mushi-Uta's storyline sounds a little teeny weeny bit lyk code geass hehh, some runaway girl from some experiment facilty and meets boy and they get rolled up in government and resistence group events. XDD but the major drawback is well, i lyk the preview writer, have never heard of that animation studio before.. so i'll just see see look look first.
was pondering over Nanatsuiro Drops de, but the more i look at it and after visiting the official site.. the more it looks lyk a cardcaptor sakura made alike theme. =XX complete with talking stuffed animal. =Z zzzz. so xian, and the artwork doesnt look as good as clamp's one. DUHH.
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okays, i feel that i got bullied alot today. zzz, fine.. ying liao. i shant complain. but i know that i seriously need to get work done. HAIS. i hate the english homework. it's so hardd and esp the last passage, the news report bout mediacorp that one arhh!! so many damn weirdd errors lahh can. blearghh. i hate work.
i want to go see sunsets, sunrise and rainbows instead. :]
well, cant cant wait for claymore ep 12!! clare be meeting ophelia in the next episode, hehe. and darker than black ep 11 is interesting. and we're probably gonna see what's hei and bai's relation in ep 12.
well, bye bye then. hugs bloggy*
i finally figured out the right words to the how i feel. that im probably lyk.. the least person yOu'll need and miss in yOur life. and know what? i feel lyk letting go and ignoring yOu for goodness-knows-how-long. till the day you wake up and learn to cherish friends more? uh huh, NO. i highly doubt that you'll ever wake up and quit doing things liddat. SHE's right. there's something very wrong with yOu. and i hate the way yOu gang up with others to bully hEr. please lahh. why dont yOu just bloody hell damnit stop it. stop pointing fingers at others and take a good look at yOurself first. yOu are full of holes. big wide gaping holes. i told yOu before that shE trashes ppl, but come to think of it.. yOu're the one. shE hasn't changed. okays, maybe she did change abit, but that's fine. she's still acting herself, overall. but yOu're lyk possesed already. totally another person. enough is enough. im sick and tired of hearing yOu going emo over something so crazily unrealistic and doing things liddat. why cant yOu just be normal and act yOurself? be yourself. that's all im asking for. since yOu always said that i dont understand and nvm and whatever.. then why the hell are yOu still telling me all these things every single time?? why dont yOu instead, go run off to somebody else who, you feel, understands?? the yOu i know will never treat me lyk this, never trash friends into the recycle bin de and never act lyk yOu'll the most perfect human being on earth.
ni bian le. wo bu ren shi ni le.
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Monday, June 18, 2007
: 10:26:00 AM :
"things that dont change, they become extinct."
and i'd rather they go into extinction.
haiyos, no no, not that im angry.
why should i even be angry??
i dont have the right to be angry.
even if im angry, you probably wont be giving a damn de what.
wo zhen de yao fang shou le.
before i sink into another worse worse state of despair.
ce ce di di de zi ba.
thank kews for your nice-ness.
they're gonna be turning into memories now.
yeahh, seriously.
bye bye. =]
yet another person's vanishing into the thin thin air.
let it vanish then.
let this be peaceful.
let these bu she de,
whatever sadness turn into the strength of tmw.
xiang xin ni hui huo de hao hao de.
DUHH.
oh and i dont hate You. :]
just that we're different lahh.
who cant tell?! -_____-"'
it'll just be left with admiration.
zai jian.
okays!! im free le!! well, sort of. im a determined person de. so it'll be fine de. dont worry. mms. let's channel all my energy to studying + chionging art / work, from today onwards. btw, mommy's gonna take me to cut hair today if she hopefully has time this afternoon.
squadmates~!! hoee, you guys all at camp le!! i feel so lonely lahh can. =[ anyways, tmw bbq nite.. shucks, and i havent asked me mom yet. =XX okays, pray pray pray really hardd that she'll be in a good mood today. oh and the invitation email from steffi, did it state the starting time??! =Z cant wait to look at stars together. ^^ and FOODD. XDD
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Sunday, June 17, 2007
: 8:15:00 PM :
hehe, met up with aiced, akuro, kanayuki, owdee and atelier on friendster already~!! yayy! and we created another forum for ourselves hehh. ^^ but seriously, friendster forums suck. eek. =XX the server is always jamming.. -_____-"' still, im quite happy hehh. ^^ kinda missed them. hahaa, is it even possible to miss ppl whom you're never spoke + met in real life before?? only chatted online in forums.. O.o i find it bit weirdd too. but nahhs, we're known each other for about 1 year le~!! ^^ RAHH. gendou, you pigg.
oh oh and Tamachi Hibiki / Tamayura by Katakiri Rekka seriously rocks~!! really addictive song. ^^ it comes from some japanese game de. blearghh, but i couldnt find the lyrics anywhere.. =C arghh, i MUST learn japanese after o's. mms. but now, seriously thinking nothing but my studies. ^^ must lahh rites? im off to do work le~!!
ni mei you ta shi gan. zhe yang zhi mi bu wu, ye mei you ta shi gan. wo yao zi ba.
zi ba. mms.
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Saturday, June 16, 2007
: 12:09:00 AM :
tadahh~!! full version of the op for Code Geass ep 24 and 25! Hitomi no Tsubasa by AXS, the single is coming out on 4th july. but i dont know how this person got it de. but to tell the truth, i feel that the song doesnt really seem to be making a berrie strong impression lehhh. maybe it's due to the no so good music quality and lack of images?! hmms. but anyways, there's a rip for it le - http://www.sendspace.com/file/ztoukt
check out this madd amv kays~!! its a terrifically made one. code geass de! ^^ hehe, there's no major spoilers, dont worry~!! just watch for the enchanced speed of the video. so cool lahh can!! makes me wanna watch geass all over again.. which i better dont. glups sadly* btw, the song is Baby Tears [DDR, dance dance revolution] version by Riyu Kosaka. yeahh, she's the one who sang Danzai no Hana ~Guilty Sky~, from the anime Claymore. the original Baby Tears version, from the anime Sky Girls, is available on gendou but not this one. =[ but somebody on the comments said that they have!! and i have messaged that person le. hope he does indeed have the full version de. ^^
shall post more videos~!! X]
terrifc song, Web of Night by TM Revolution!! ^^
heck~!! this is so damn good!! wouldnt mind if it's the official op, seriously. ^^ Colors of the Heart by Uverworld~!! X]
this one is not badd hehh. ^^
the dubbing is fake one de~!! XDD hahaa, i still remember that i got such a beeg shock when i first saw it.. cause i thought it was really liddat de. =Z
X] okays, this is pure crack ehhs. there's a sequel too. T_T hahaa, but i think the first one was nicer and the song was cuter hehh.
tadahh!! the official site released this lately!! the promo video for the code geass vcds. ^^ terrifc kays? X]
hahaa, no lahh!!!! it's another madd op. and the most original and bestest madd!! ^^ hehe, and it seems to make animationa and graphics become a really tempting subject in poly liao?! XDD
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Friday, June 15, 2007
: 4:17:00 AM :
ZOMG. what an another terrific chapter!! kyaa~!! kaname's a human magnet~!! ermms, okays. maybe not so human. but he sure has a vampire-nation wide fanbase ehh. heck, i bet his harem will be lyk dunno how may times of lulu's one. XDD yupps, and i agree with qiao yang's comment!! the front page is so so cute can. ^^ but kaname looks bit girl girl when he was young. ouch, dont kill me. but it's still cute hehh!! ^^ wahahaa, and lookie~!! takuma ichijou is so so so so infinitely kawaii when he go and grab/hug kanma can~!! zomg. so ke ai~!! so ke ai~!! yayy! this has defintely made me lyk takuma more and more and more! and i lyk his name takuma. ^^ btw, what does it stand/mean?? kezia, any idea? O.o wahahaa. X] and aido is such an ego kiddo lahh. and i think ruka is a stalker-type of fan. =XX she's probably obsessed with kaname. "as if little by little, he was turned to POISON"; ooh, scary sentence. reminds me of lelouch hehh. psycho ppl. mms. let's hope that we wont have kaname creating some terrorist group and going against the genrouin.. XDD so crazy lahh. but that sentence really seems to be putting lulu and kaname into the same ranks. btw, takuma's grandfather seems to be keeping kaname as a political prisoner?! and wait, if i read correctly, takuma's parents are dead also?! wth~!! so does that mean that both their parents are killed by the same person?? is kaname plotting for revenge for his dead parents?? [shucks, this remind me of code geass's storyline againn.. X]] wahahahaa, this post is so so madd. but i think takuma is really shuai dai le, too kays~!!
now back to my sttopid art.. ='C
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: 3:25:00 AM :
red is the most comfy colour to the eyes. ^^
arghh, badd morning. why is the vampire knight chapter 28 download link dieing on me? why is the torrent dieing on me as well?? i want my vk c28~!! and claymore ep 11~!! blearghh. >< wth. anyways, you can get the c28 at mangatraders.com as well, kezia. ^^ woo!! that site rocks~!! lalaa~!!
met jiayi at the sch bustop this morning to pass me back my sketches. stoopid woman help me put inside her bag first and then never return me that day. =C treated her a chocolate filled cupcake + tart thingy. whatever that thing is called anyway. discovered that she didnt lyk peppermint milk tea too. X] sat there for lyk 20+ mins but we didnt see what i wanted to see. and only when i got on the bus home saw a glimpse. zzzz. arghh, i feel so cheated. pooff. come to think of it, might be my own fault for always being late for things. =Z i think i shall go early to sch tmw. cause it's the last day that im returning this holiday. btw, jiayi had to really drag me to the sch gate and throw me into sch. cause i dont feel lyk doing my art. so no drive / motivation / inspiration to do it. and there's nobody friendly to chat with. =XX but thanks for your encouraging words dear~!! yeahh, couldnt resist calling her went i got home. X] and i just realised that nysjab camp is lyk so so near le. O_O
and i hate art~!! wth wth wth.
but i enjoy playing + fooling round with soft pastels. XDD
p.s.: YAYY!! the vk c28 link stopped spaming liao. whooh and the download's done le~!! BYE!!
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Wednesday, June 13, 2007
: 7:16:00 PM :
You are The Lovers
Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.
The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.
Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.
What Tarot Card are You?
hehe, this quiz is correct one de. well, sorta, i can tell you. and the vital question is the one that asks for your horoscope de. cause the major arcana, 21 cards each represent a star = horoscopes + planets. and gemini - the lovers. ^^ and let's bet that qiao yang's a scorpio, hehe. should i post up the whole list hingy from that tarot card handbook that i have?? hmms, read the book halfway le, twice. but always stopped reading halfway. cause i read and digest chinese explainations too slowly. =X but nvm, after im done with mocking bird, i shall resume reading it. ^^ and let's hope my divinations will be right. and the bold words? they make me sound lyk some bimbo lahh. hmphh.
What Card Captor Sakura Character Are You?
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Take the Test to Find Out.
wth??! fine, i am hungry all the time and i lurbb to eat~!! ^^
What Anime Youngster Are You?
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ehh?! who's that?? which anime character is that? not bad though. looks quite hott. and i lyk having BRAINS for once.
What Ouran Host Club Host Are You?
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h a r u h i isnt my favourite character at all lorhh. she's just kinda uninteresting?! hahaa, i lyk shuai dai le de ppl more. X]
What Anime Emoticon Are You?
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hahaa, so cute!! the stick figure. ^^ yeahh, totally agree to the results. 
What Eevee Evolution Are You?
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hahaa, this quiz is the lamest one lahh~!! but nvm. i lyk fire. cause its kinda red + orange + yellow. these bright colours cheer ppl up de. ^^ and lookie~!! flareon looks just so so so cuddly with all the mao mao~!! X]
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: 1:14:00 AM :
anime updates~!! ^^
heys!! ahh! hahaa, lookie here - http://www.geass-game.jp/ guess what?? code geass is introducing it's berrie own nintendo ds game~!! the game is gonna be developed by bandai. hope that they'll do a good job on it. ^^ dont wreck it HOR. please bandai. hehe, the countdown thingy is kinda cool hehh. X] and more importantly~~ tadahh!! SPOILERS for code geass ep 24 and 25 - http://community.livejournal.com/code_geass/240623.html haha. yayy!! livejournal folks really rock hehh!! ^^
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Tuesday, June 12, 2007
: 11:32:00 PM :
fishy just told me that her house has lychee. OUCH. i wanna eat some too. mm. ^^ gonna meet up this saturday at kap to STUDY. yes, study. i need to do work.
hmms, yes. spent the afternoon with jiayi today~!! X] hahaa, ZOMG. what a happy and meaningful day. well, sorta. i feel. [?!] we both of were lyk so high to see each other. haha, afterall, it's been lyk 1 year + since we both went out together properly. yeahh, and she cut her hair le!! hahaa, looks lyk a heart-shaped mushroom!! X] and she looks lyk she's not wearing any bottoms when she wears her fbts. =X hahaa. and her class tee is lyk a zoo!! got so many different animals on it! and she excitedly told me that she saw a train pass by while waiting for me.. -_____-"' anyways, fetched her from our sch bustop and into sch and gave her a tour round! ^^ hahaa, merely gestured lahh, actually. caused all the rooms were closed. mms. pointed out the pond [which she diao-ed at XD], the study room ["why's there a study room in the sch??" O.o] and we walked up the steps of the shaw threatre that side de dark corner. into the band room that side and pointed out the band room, the band storeroom, red cross room ["ehh, you got the key?? can go in?" thankfully, NO.], ncc room, yadahh yadahh. yeahh, and told her bout the toilets there.. ["ehh, why the 2 toilets build so near each other de??"]
(figure that im blogging too into detail le, will take up alot of time if i continue the whole post liddat.. i'll try to cut short. hopefully though..)
anyways, just walk round the sch for abit. quite saddening that we cant find what wanted to see. haha, okays more lyk me lahh. then we went for lunch!! spent alot of time arguing where to go. hehe, but we decided on kap. even though both of us have ulcers. OUCH, mine's on the left side of the tongue~!! which is so so painful. =C and hers is lyk smaller than a dot. -_____-'" so we went there and it stopped raining when we got off at the stop there!! so nicee. ^^ at least we can keep dry. ordered filet-o-fish + coke and wee got a mac-chicken + sprite, both student meals, cept that i got upsize and the seaweed fries thingy. poured all our fries into the paper bag with the flavouring cause i dont lyk eating berrie flavoured + salty + powdery fries. and of course talked alot. X]
later went to the cold storage downstairs for funnn. it was kinda cold!! but jiayi kept insisted that it's hen len. and kept trying to shoo and pull me away from the display fridge containing vatious types of cheese. cheese!! YUM. ^^ and she mentioned that blue cheese is hen chou de!! so we went poking round the shampoo department.. also saw the gatsby moving rubber haiir gel. i still think the ad is so so silly. -_____-"'
moved out to the bustop!! arguing againn bout where to go. i wanted to go towards somewhere in the direction of town, but wee wanted to go somewhere that's towards the opposite direction. HMMPH. finally gave in in the end, so we went to causeway point instead. caught 961 and wee started commenting bout the dirty state of the window beside her and that she cant lean on it liao. ended up leaning on my right shoulder + falling asleep right on it, all the way to woodlands. though i didnt have a sore/stiff shoulder, i think and insist that shoulder has sunk a hole deeper in liao. X] and i finally thought of a nicee place to go during the bus trip le~!! j8! called wee twice to tell her but yeahh, she was snoring away..
reached and we decided to walk from the top floor down to the bottom. went time zone first, then mini bits. glups*the mini bits sales girl is so scary lahh!! she kept follwing behind us when we were in the shop and asking us is this accessory/that accessory nice anot. wahh liao, please. she even pointed out to me that my hair have abit of white paint on it can! and the paint was lyk really berrie little tiny bit and you wont see it unless you stood berry near me. heck, even jiayi didnt noticed that weeny bit of paint lahh!! blearghh, scary. followed by comics connection, mini toons..
to be continued!!!
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arghh, it's so late le. i must go do some work before sleeping. blahh.
bye bye!!
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Sunday, June 10, 2007
: 11:13:00 PM :
MMS. time to stop playing for this june holiday le. will start chionging every piece of work on my list. yeahh, i will dedicate tmw to art. i will do lotsa profitable and produtive things. MMS. so that i can make it out next saturday. MMS.
thanks for the good talk today dear fishy. feel kinda glad to say out how i feel and raftly what that has been on my mind these while. ^^ and to qiaoyang too!! for your mental support all these while, esp your innumerous huggs today~!! as well as passing me the full version of Raison D'etre [Claymore - 1st op] and Danzai no Hana ~Guilty Sky~ (instrumental) [Claymore - 1st ed]. GAHH. im still banned by gendou. TSK. X] take care kays, both of you. ^^ huggles*
oh yeahh, and i dropped by atemu's journal just now and TAGGED 3 times~!! so proud of it. XDD hahaa. hais, missed my fellow msians at gendou. lots of us got banned hehh. hope we'll have a chance of getting unbanned. but that's something that i so so so shouldnt be worrying bout now.
wahh, what am i doing~!! chatting away againn~!! hais, nvm. cause its wee wee so i'll make an exception. im been lyk trying to catch you for ages liao.
bye then!
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Friday, June 08, 2007
: 10:41:00 PM :
hehe, was researching for my art for war battlefields aftermath. bit glups* after looking at some relevant resources. =C hurhur. funny. and i dont feel grossed out when i watch claymore with all the blood and dismembered body parts. XDD hmms, that's anime afterall. i guess. anyways, i have this urge to make something these few days!! the black jigoku shoujo straw doll! hmms, when poking round google bout how to make dolls and i found this~!!
cat - http://dollmaker.nunodoll.com/cat/terrycat.html
piggy - http://dollmaker.nunodoll.com/pig/pig.html
mini snowman - http://dollmaker.nunodoll.com/santa/snowman.html
hahaa, so kawaii kays!! ^^ esp the cat!! must try to make the terry cat hehh. ^^
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: 8:37:00 PM :
wtfh-s and more!!
WTFH. my mom just came and stood in front of me and said '__ ___ __ ___ __ . ' GREATT. GO AHEAD. ZZZZZ. you and you're threats are meaningless le. GET IT? how dumb can an adult get. ZZZZZZ. so much for me being immature. now everyone can know where the immature trait in my genes come from. DOTS.
whoo~!! 30 more minutes and my Claymore ep 10 will be done. X] thank kews nice torrent. pats* in the meantime..
Name 3 things in your wallet/purse/bag/pocket.
- ez-link, passport, phone.
Name 3 things you do when you're really stressed.
- cry, scream silently, write down all my frustrations.
Name 3 favorite places to shop.
- city square, bugis, orchard
3 favorite fruits.
- apples, lychee, guava
THE WHOS
Who is in the house with you? the stoopid dumb family cept my da jie.
Who are you thinking about right now? secret sunshine. ^^
Who did you last talk to on the phone? dad.
Whose birthday is next?
Who do you wish you were with right now? glowing star. ^^
Who did u sms last? sock.
Where do you live? msia, jb.
Where is your phone? in my black bag.
Where do you sleep? stoopid bedroom.
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing? baleno, it was the shirt that alivin sir bought for us for the first aid comp.
Where is the last place you took a ride to? [ride? i shall assume it's a car ride to somewhere] plaza pelangi, deliver dinner for my da jie.
Where in your house are you? living room.
THE WHATS
What was the last thing you ate? pear.
What color shirt are you wearing? black.
What is the closest item near you that is blue? bothe the fruit plate and the cd box holder.
What is your favorite color? none in particular, actually. maybe just that i lyk to have an affinity with the colour red.
What kind of surgery have you had? none.
What do you wear more jeans or shorts? shorts. ^^ they're comfy hehh.
What is the last movie you watched? [cinema?? or is the tv counted?] cinema - Death Note ~ The Last Name, tv - cant remember, been watching too much shows lately.
What song do you currently hear? Mr. Deja Vu [instrumental] - Get Backers, 3rd ed. berry soothing song ehh. ^^
What was your dream last night? my da jie brought my er jie to perm her hair~!! XDD something liddat.
THE WHENS
When did you start school? cant remember.
When is your birthday? 4th june.
When did you last go to the mall? ermms, today, i guess.
When was the last time you bought a pair of jeans? 2,3 years ago??!
When did you last burn a candle? 5th february?!
When did you last see your dad? when i came back from deliver dinner to da jie.
When did you last see your mom? when she hurl a latest insult at me.
When did you last see your best friend? dont have one.
wth?! the torrent speed' jumped to single digit liao. hais. WHY.
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: 7:39:00 PM :
Danzai no Hana ~Guilty Sky~
no!! hais, im still BANNED. gendou.. GRR. malaysians minna-san are lyk so so guai and you go and ban us for something so trival. you pigg. flames gendou* blearghh. so not fair~!! waa. i wanna download Raison D'etre, [Claymore, 1st op]. okays, it's still highlighted blue. nvm, i shall pray my bro can be persuaded, mms. TSK. gendou kamu babi punya!! otak udang! orang gila!! hmphh. SLAPS*
pooh, let's do some rondom stuffiyings. ^^
RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWNNO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!!!
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY? - Towa no Hana [raftly translates to 'forever flower', something liddat. XD]
WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY? - Wo Ai Ni [wth??! XDD it's a jap song hehh~!!]
DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? - Yuukyou Seishunka (instrumental) [??!!]
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? - Yuukyou Seishunka [this is madd.]
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? - Toumei Shelter [this is so incoherent.]
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? - Danzai no Hana ~Guilty Sky~
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? - Tsukiakari [moonlight]
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS? - Battle of Rose [yeahh, they're forever fighting]
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN? - The World [whoo! correct~!! X]]
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE? - Ryuuro
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE? - Kataritsugu Koto [beams*]
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? - 1000% Sparking [hahaa!! this is so ironic.]
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? - Little Wing
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? - Nightmare [hahaa~!! half true?!]
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? - Daia no Hana [something something flower?!]
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? - True My Heart
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? - Hateshinaku Tooi Sora Ni [ehh?! i dont even know that i have this song on my playlist~!! O_O] [ohh, it's the kyou kara mouh somethingy song..]
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? - Inori no Uta [inori = prayer, uta = some part of the human body which i dont know. glups*]
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? - Concordia [yayy!! one of my current favourite songs. ^^ errms, biggest fear?! XDD]
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? - Dive in the Sky
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? - Brave Heart
WHAT SONG WILL BE THE SUBJECT WHEN YOUR POST? - Danzai no Hana ~Guilty Sky~
hais, my parents are freakking xiao today. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
but going to sch today was really worthwhile hehh. X] thanks.
and kailin owns me $1.20 x 2 + $0.80 = $3.20 for lunch. must remember to chase back from her. mms. ^^
and dont look so shocked kays? haha, i think you looked quite shocked when you saw me. thanks and sorry for the weirdd behaviour??! hahaa, i know that it's not nicee and polite. XDD cant helped it though. sorrys! ^^ hope you had a good day!!
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Thursday, June 07, 2007
: 2:36:00 PM :
1. Best place to cry? the toilet.
2. Missing someone right now? yeah. X]
3. The person/people you love the most? no one in particular?! hmms, squadmates + close friends. oh and mybe You also.
4. Tell us your dream last night... ermms, i dont remember dreaming bout anything!! =X
5. Ever hate someone so bad? yeahh, that you'd seriously just feel lyk shooting that person's head off. [haha, okays. maybe cause i was watching too much code geass then. XDD]
6. The biggest lie you heard? how can measure the 'beegority' of a lie?? O_O
7. Ever lied to someone you love the most? oh, i dont know. seriously no idea.
8. What's the worst thing you've ever done? you surely wont ever want to know.
9. Wanna be someone else than ur self? hmms, who doesnt? majority would be saying yes.
10. Ever slap someone? virtually, YES. I DID SLAP LOTSA PPL.
11. Last time u cried? last friday. thanks to some shitty family.
12. Biggest crush? ^^ for you to find out.
13. Last mall u went to? causeway point.
14. Last memorable song that you've heard? cant remember.
15. Last person that hates you? hmms, go find one. X]
16. Reasons why you hate someone? something really wrong with they character and personality? i rarely hate though, mostly dislike.
17. Biggest lie you said? .."no no, not that person"..
18. What u wanna say to the that person you love? continue to smile alot more everyday kays.
21. Where you at? upstairs living room, in front of my comp. T_____T
22. Have you EVER failed a subject at school? ALOT.
23. What's on your mind? thirsty. i just feel lyk drinking something cold. hmms, lychee ice blend? ^^
24. Honestly, who are you chattingonline with now? qiaoyang! =]
25. What is it that you REALLY should be doing right now? doing something bout my o's art coursework.
26. Have you brushed your teeth today? NO. ahahaa. XDD
27. Who are your best friends in the world? havent found one yet.
28. Honestly who is the hottest person you know? - insert in long list of anime characters - oh and You too. X]
29. Honestly, are you a good friend? nods*
30. Honestly, do you really think goingto school is important? absolutely. i lurbb school.
31. Honestly, what are your dreams about, mostly? weirdd-ness and more weirdd-ness.
32. Honestly, who/what makes you happy most of the time? food! anime! You!!
33. Honestly, what are you so sad about right now? im NOT sadd now.
34. Honestly, how old are you now? mentally 11.
35.Honestly, what song are you listening to right now? Danzai no Hana ~Guilty Sky~. im die-ing to watch claymore ep 10~!! stoopid torrent. TSK.
36. Honestly, who do you want to meet at this very moment? jiayi dear! ^^ You!! and not forgetting the long list of hott anime characters~!!
38. Honestly, do you have a deadly disease? no.
39. Honestly, do you hate someone right now? do i??!
40. Honestly, who/what do you wanna hug right now? jiayi!! fishy! charcoal! blubber!! hahaa, everyone that's huggable. including You!
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Monday, June 04, 2007
: 1:43:00 AM :
ZOMG. it's 1 am already??! wahh. i must faster go sleep now! but i dont really feel lyk it. i feel lyk staying up and read my book. hmms, currently re-reading To Kill A Mockingbird. it was my sec 2 english literature book. and i still can remember.. hahaa, god, how i use to hate that book. so perilous to read through it even for once. hahaa, it's a chime book lahh. not that the storyline, events or words are that hard to understand; its the deep meaning of those events throughout the book that's really hard to digest, yeahh. but i really find it much more enjoyable and understandable now. ^^ and i wanted to blog something bout it de lorhh, but now i cant remember a single wonky thing liao. >< hahaa. but it involves my family and yuuki + zero from vampire knight??! yes, believe me. yuuki and zero kept popping out of my mind when i think bout jem and scout. -_____-"' this is lyk so diao. i never knew that i was so great at cross-referencing, but nvm. i dont make sense.
cause im too happy liao le~!! =D absolutely beaming. yeahh, hahaa. sometimes i really do get easily happy cause of nice ju dongs. ^^ thank kews + huggles to : hushen dear!! the 1st persont to wish me happy birthday at 12.05 am. okays, my clock showed 12.10 am de. XDD and dearest charcoal!! you're 2nd and thanks for the birthday song. ^^ then it's fishy!! ^^ and coming in 4th is yeelin~!! hahaa, thanks for your double-deacker chocolate cake + 3 bright RED candles. but i still think it looks bit.. okays, not ugly. distorted is a nicer and friendlier word riteshahaa. XDD dont wack me. and okays, you're a NICE PERSON. so NICE person = yeelin [confirm]. THANK KEWS~!! im happy. ^^
hope tmw will be a good day. and i wont get lost at the orchard bustops and i will get to dine with charcoal dear. ^^ and i hope things will happen the way i want. ^^
p.s.: did i remember to say that ive finish reading vampire knight till chapter 26 le?? ZOMG. yuuki is so so so such a xing fu girl mann. wahahaa. im still quite amused by that certain part where zero and yuuki nearly ______~!! X] yuuki's face is lyk totally written over with shock. whoo~!! and zero's starting to look hotter and hotter le. and kaname is eevill. how dare you ask yuuki to become a vampire too?!! nvm, hahaa. cause i'll be lyk saying yes if as well. X] even if
this will only last a moment in my short life
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Saturday, June 02, 2007
: 12:35:00 AM :
heys. hais, got really berry upset cause of family. bunch of evil ppl. but i really shouldnt get upset over comments from a bunch of meaningless beings, honestly. well, cept my dad and brother shut their mouths. hmms, guys.. but they're really yet another bunch of hopeless ppl when it comes to bit of housework. TSK. ive got so much to complain this week and esp today. sighs* but let's skip that bahh. i dont lyk talking bout things that make me upset.
arghh. i cant find my Rozen Maiden Traumend OST track~!! hoee. i feel lyk listening to a certain song from there now. hais, it's barashuishou's theme song or something. blearghh. ><>?/ mood now. hmphh, pfft. totally no mood to blog, blearghh. >< oh yeahh, did i add on that my bitcomet seems to have launch an eternal campaign of hate on me? downloads freaking slowly. i so want my claymore ep 9, PLEASE.
anyways, the true purpose of this post. special special thanks to jiayi who made my day this tuesday. ^^ thanks for always listening to my blabberings whole-heartedly. and taking an interest as well?! O_o and thanks for visiting~~ yeahh, you know. ^^ i know and i totally agree what you said hehhs!! thanks for such a funn, madd and crazy day since such a long time. ^^ and also to pekyee and emelyne who bothered to call me up to yue me out to eat, laugh, have funn shopping and crap~!! and most importantly, giving me presents~!! ^^ hahaa, already kinda shocked when you guys yue-ed me and the presents are really-, hahaa, thanks so much hehhs. ^^ btw, they both gave me cups. -_____-"' to be more specific, emelyne gave me a teacup and pekyee gave me a mug. ^^ so im using the mug for downstairs use and the teacup for upstairs use. thank kews once againn. and thank kews qiao yang for buying a companion for my 'amputated yellow thingy'. XDD hahaa, but i'll only be see-ing it when sch reopens. and thanks kezia too. ^^
gotta go sleep le. i shall go study hard tmw. cause i dont understand a wonky thing about static electricity. the only thing i can remember is that pith ball = pfftt ball. [??!] this happens when one tries to read her readers' digest while trying to listen to the physics teacher. and hope sleep will tone down my temper abit. and i feel so not motivated to do anything bout the catching up of anime/manga stuffs. okays, maybe my vampire knight yeahh. but the rest are just zzzz. silly torrent's fault. and im too plain lazy to go unearth out the download source for those osts and figure out which group's subs did i load for ouverture.
p.s.: i lyk pfftt balls, teacups and mugs cause they cheer me up.
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-- HESITATING MEANS DEATH - the GazettE [Italian translation - angeldevil87@LJ]
[English translation - distressedcoma@LJ]
You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope the flowers that changed their colours will bloom someday
You, who know this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colourful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again