Sunday, October 03, 2010
: 1:58:00 PM :

OHAIZ. WHY ARE MY HAKUOKI TORRENTS MOVING SO SUPER DARN SLOWWW. :C

other than that, if you're wondering why i was MIA from blogging/complaining about life on my blog.. that's cause i was admitted to hospital from the 20th - 24th sept due to dengue. I HATE MOSQUITOES. they should all just dropp down dead. ;;A;; in a sense, it's from one jail to another prison. the hospital is supppaaaa boring. NO INTERNET. DD: so i only had the company of some books. T_T""" and tv at night. and i was watching practically random lots of shows during nightime till around 12.30am. and yes, it's because i had trouble falling asleep in the hospital. the only cool thing is that you can watch tv on earphones. 8DD so i dont disturb anyone! :)

i reread The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho. hmphh, and i remembered that why i didnt like reading it already! *and hence i only actually finish reading it ONCE during sec school* it talks too much about god and ermms, things that dont literally work in the real world. T_T"" there's too much of the 'yayy! let's just have the faith and we'll be okay!' vibe. hurr. then im halfway though reading The 5 People You Meet In Heaven by Mitch Albom. so far, ive read until the part where eddie has met the 3rd person~ and the doctor very funny, he told me that he read that book before and then asked me who was the 1st person eddie met, and it's a person nicknamed 'the blue man'. and it so happened that the doctor was wearing a blue shirt and tie that day, then he said 'ah, that's why im so blue today'! LOL.

and hospital food tastes kinda strange. and i got sick of it after the 1st day. : and really had the need to purge the funny 'hospital feel' from myself, so on the day of discharge, i had triple cheeseburger for dinner! :D but i didnt really eat much of the fries and drink, cause kept having the 'quite full' kinda feel in my tummy. ><" and kept having the feel of being scared of eating fish, cause keep having some sort of imaginary phobia that the fish's very much with the fishy smell then will puke out the fish. but my appetite's fine now. :3

and work is LULZ. let's just say that i kinda understand better why jrockers wanna be jrockers cause maybe they dont wanna become a salaryman. :) and i have this fear. kinda scared that i'll someday be reduced to some walking corpse that just goes to work > come home > eat > sleep > *cycle repeats endlessly*. scared that i'll lose some part of myself, my 'spark'; in this stifling, always 'must behave yourself' environment. :\ it's just scary shit. that i cant really describe properly. ><" anyways, i wanna be a student againn. (*A*)

sorrys, i went off on a journey down memory lane. flipping through my VERY UNUPDATED stash of Hakuoki fanstuffyings. :D ahh, it's making me go gaga over the series all over againn. (*A*)

and im actually lazy to type anymore. HOHOHO.

okays, i should update the anime/manga department news cause i feel liek it. gonna follow Togainu no Chi, Tegami Bachi REVERSE, Hakuoki Hekketsuroku, Shinrei Tantei Yakumo for the Fall Season! :D and i've caught up with the latest chapters of Shiki manga! (*A*) ufufufu~ and Shiki anime will resume this week! awesome! :) wanna read up the Togainu no Chi manga! hahahs, but i already spoiled myself with the game's endings. XDD like Shiki best! of course right! he looks the hottest right! hahahs. >////<" hope the anime will go with the 1st wheelchair ending! even though it's heart-breaking, but it's a beautiful ending. ;;A;; or the ending where Akira can feel that Shiki is slipping away.. ><"

and im really lazy to write anymore. :) another time!

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