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色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
その痛み知る君が震えずに水を注げた頃に
見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う
redberrie
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04-06-1991
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ex-assumptionknight
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Thursday, July 08, 2010
: 10:34:00 PM :
hello. i feel so goddamn awful about life!
i mean.
there's gotta be more to life than just doing and doing assignments and homework, getting pissed by ppl, chiong-ing liek some madd sheat wherever i go, worrying about something everyday, injuring myself. and next time, get a dude, breeeeedddd and raise kiddos. uhhh.
feeling FML everyday about my life. srsly think i'll die before i hit 40. all the late nights.
so tired and so sleepy everyday. mei tian xing lai di yi ge xiang dao de dong xi jiu shi hen lei.
why do i always get the feeling that others arent trying as hard and putting in as much effort as i am and i feel like im the one that's struggling to hold things together and get things together so that things actually do get somewhere.
and i srsly think that no one truly understands how it feels like to live a life like mine. despite all those nice pretty words ppl say. sometimes quite sick of hearing them. not even sure if that's sympathy or empathy anymore. urghh, so nvm. need to get work done. *sigh*
totally no mood to go out on saturday liao. but i wanna reciprocate xinmei and cheryl's enthusiasticness. hopefully can lift my spirits uppp. at least abit. please.
愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた
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CREDITS |
-- HESITATING MEANS DEATH - the GazettE [Italian translation - angeldevil87@LJ]
[English translation - distressedcoma@LJ]
You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope the flowers that changed their colours will bloom someday
You, who know this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colourful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again