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色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
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redberrie
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04-06-1991
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ex-assumptionknight
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Saturday, November 29, 2008
: 11:31:00 PM :
FINALLY. i got my long long long awaited haircut. :) and it costed RM 51, inclusive nice cutting, washing and long list of comments from hair-stylist karen bout my hair.. she said my hair ends are atrocious! XDD ahh, ive anticipated that. and she has cut away quite alot of that. and also that my hair has lots of "marks" = evidence, that i tie my hair up alot! (._____.) i know that too. i will try to reframe from tying so much now. :C and that i wasnt conditioning my hair the proper way. so everyone! make sure your hair is not too wet when applying conditioner! or else your hair will be too "full" of water to absorb the goodness of the conditioner.
mom wasnt all too happy but reasonably kept her temper, hmms. she said that's 4 times the price she pays for her haircut by the neighbourhood auntie, which is RM 13.
anyways, another girl who was helping me wash my hair.. [ahh, stylists dont wash hair for ppl.. O_O] and she kept talking, discussing bout the hair differences between my da jie and me for quite a length of our conversation. and to tell the truth, i wasnt all too happy. it's lyk she was going on and on for quite abit, bout how my hair has tons of nice thick volume of hair and i have thinner and a less hefty-volumed hair. i just kinda got a slight shock.. seeing that how it reminded me of the past. when we were younger, of how ppl lyk to compare us; me and my siblings, esp me and my er jie. and i never really lyk that alot. cause we're both so different. all my siblings and i are totally different.
mom's teacher colleagues would comment loudly in the teacher's office; on how jolly and beamy ferly is and how fervin is so much more serious. and mom would go home and tell me things in private that i should act more mature and stop acting cartoony. and that the me still at primary school age couldnt understand what was wrong with being happy, cheery and jolly as i was. that what was wrong with just being ME.
relatives gathering during chinese new year, and i would always be compared with my same-aged cousin bout blardy dumb things such as height. (.______.) [i always won, anyway. :p] and how they would start discussing bout each of us siblings lyk we were some specimen, case study or something. i dont lyk it. digging up things bout us. it feels totally uncomfortable. and how certain relatives were telling mom such depressing things such as she's wasting money sending us to spore to study, feels lyk they're telling mom to give up on us. and then on the other side lyk being and acting so nice and sweet in front of us kidds. sheesh. maybe that why's mom doesnt lyk family gathering too. i just feel lyk they're not being all too honest with their actions. they say one thing and do some other things behind the scene; that sometimes i dont know which side to believe anymore. managed to skipp last year's cny gathering thanks to work. thank goodness. they were asking asking and asking bout my o's results and stuff. ><" hope i can worm my way outta going next year as well. they'll be bugging me bout my GPA and comparing with cousin who is in a totally different course than mine.
ahh, sorry for the long tripp downn memory lane. ><" and i bought a new foolscape pad. and an wugui pencilcase! :] it's damn ke ai! :p and new shoes. :) love the rose in front. :)) and found a new jacket. but already not enuf to spend on it liao, hahas. but i will still go back to the shop and get it one of these days. :)
and thanks shunqing, peiling and leeping for thursday. :] i felt so much better. thanks. :) i see no way of doing terrifically well for monday's 2 tests. so i'll just do what i cann. :) frankly speaking, all the comparing made by the shampoo girl made me feel spurred up. she got me into a so much more better mood to study. i think i'm gonna remember this trip to the hairdresser's for quite a long time to come. as in, next time some other idiot compares me off, i wanna be able to exert out my unique good points. as ME. :] i think i should be happy with my character. it has changed alot over these 17+ years.
EDITED: btw, i just realised i rarely ever use 'lorhh' and almost never use 'lahhs' in my blogposts! isnt that great? XDD no offense, none at all. :] hahas, by the way that was after flipping through this guy's blog - http://typicalben.blogspot.com/ . he got interviewed by the tv regarding the blogger donation drive thingy.. and he's from our school! but ive got no memory of having seeing him in campus before, hahas. BUT biggest point is ferly watches news. :) and she's uber scared of needles. i should do proper good deeds next year. donating blood literally costs ferly nothing. pricelessly meaningful, dont you think so? :)
and that day at city square's popular book fair, i had a huge impluse to buy off all of paulo coelho books off the rack, hahas. i wanna get refreshed and motivated even more. and his books supposedly performs said points. XDD cause i need to become STRONGER. so that i can lean on myself more comfortably. happily. :]
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-- HESITATING MEANS DEATH - the GazettE [Italian translation - angeldevil87@LJ]
[English translation - distressedcoma@LJ]
You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope the flowers that changed their colours will bloom someday
You, who know this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colourful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again