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redberrie
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04-06-1991
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ex-assumptionknight
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Monday, October 20, 2008
: 1:18:00 AM :
my brain just seems to have gotten some kinda weirdd upgrade.
have been having alot of things on my mind lately.
there are swirls and swirls of thoughts attacking my brain
when im not super preoccupied with fatigue.
other than studies anyways.
arghh, and it's kinda getting irritating.
something lyk having different facets of 'me' screaming thoughts about different things at myself.
and im sorta having trouble drowning the voices out.
gosh, i might be going STARK RAVING MADD.
and some comments about the holiday..
it's been really laid-back and slack.
i got to sleep alot.
im starting to see my life much more clearly and in perspective after the holidays.
thinking much more bout the things i want to do.
i dont really know what i means to live life to the fullest, but i definitely would want to have as little regrets as possible.
and that's why it makes jiayou-ing all the more impt.
and learning to understand myself better when it comes to relationships with other ppl.
and i kinda found something today.
got abit of a slight shock when i read it.
had to read a few more times to let the truth sink in.
well, maybe it's partly a truth.
a theory.
an explanation.
but it definitely doesnt serve as an answer.
i might need alot alot more time for that.
no point moving on when things wont work out.
ferly, please please concentrate on what you're doing.
oh and thanks peiling. felt that you were surprisingly nice on friday. :]
i know the word 'surprisingly' sounds odd there.
but i dont really know any other way of phrasing it. :)
hahas, not that i had expected anything less from you. XDD
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the above was actually typed yesterday.
and i feel super super murderous.
feel lyk tearing my maths book into shreds.
this ALWAYS happens when i do maths!
sheesh, hahas.
and i wish that dad would blardy hell stop STOP touching my stuff.
or throwing them to some damp disgusting corner of this stoopid house.
or just shifting them.
why cant he just leave my things be??!?!
godamnit. it drives me up the wall lahh.
and can my bro please please just do something to fix the internet on my lappy?
why is everyone being so shitass?!!
hmms, im missing sqms! :C
ahh, how random.
i lyk school.
even though there's a shit lotsa work.
but there's the funn part too.
keep that in mind ferly.
and work harder for maths. :)
and i simply love Midnight Sun. X]
OMG, edward is honestly the bestest guy in the world, no? :p
btw, the Twilight movie releases on Dec 18! :]
ahahs, i cant wait~!! :)
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-- HESITATING MEANS DEATH - the GazettE [Italian translation - angeldevil87@LJ]
[English translation - distressedcoma@LJ]
You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope the flowers that changed their colours will bloom someday
You, who know this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colourful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again