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色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
その痛み知る君が震えずに水を注げた頃に
見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う
redberrie
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04-06-1991
NP - BA - ISCM - 3S01
ex-assumptionknight
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Sunday, July 27, 2008
: 4:01:00 AM :
just some thoughts..
im really confused.
how exactly is forgiveness sought?
how exactly do we forgive them?
how exactly should we forgive ppl?
does everyone forgive only due to time.. they forget?
or do ppl review their 'forgiveness' marksheet every now and then to check and see whether has that person met a certain quota of actions?
why are some forgiven and some not, when both parties have committed the same mistakes?does a person's character come into consideration on whether will they be forgiven?
or do you just base it on your entire experience of being/knowing that person?
is there anyone deep down in your heart that you've never truly forgiven?
isnt it rather sad and terribly scary to know that there's someone who wont forgive you for what you have done?
but i really dont know how to forgive sometimes, some ppl.
im really scared of being hated/disliked due to not contributing enuf for things lyk project work nowadays.
i feel there's a barrier.
i dont know why.
im just really bothered.
ive been 2nd-guessing my own actions alot.
cause i think im a super judgemental person myself, at times.
ferly's desperate to prove that she's not a zebra?
well, who isnt.
sorrys groupmates bout IFF term paper. i really didnt do a decent job.
sorrys eileen for pang-sehh-ing you last friday.
sorrys xiangyu for constantly badgering for you to ask for BCA help.
and i will try and behave for BCA Term Paper.
i just feel that ive been relying alot on others lately. and i dont really enjoy 'stealing' off ppl's effort.
i just want to say sorrys to everyone!! [excluding family & zebras] BOWS DEEPLY*
i dont know why, i feel that i own others others alot.
forgiveness feels lyk one of the hardest things to seek andthe hardest to give to someone.
we just cant get away.
we just cant get our way.
we're just being silent now.
cause it's too far away.
愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた
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-- HESITATING MEANS DEATH - the GazettE [Italian translation - angeldevil87@LJ]
[English translation - distressedcoma@LJ]
You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope the flowers that changed their colours will bloom someday
You, who know this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colourful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again