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色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
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見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う
redberrie
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04-06-1991
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ex-assumptionknight
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Tuesday, September 11, 2007
: 6:37:00 PM :
today is okay but im in a badd mood. i hate my new seat that's right smack in the middle of the class. and that wobbly desk. T___T and worst still, you can hear every single idiot blabbering loudly away from all 4 corners of the classroom. adding on my lack of sleep, and was trying to sleep during the geography free period but kept getting awaken by all the yakking noise. and ended up really pissed and felt lyk slapping eveyone and left the classroom for some fresh air instead. see, i really have a foul temper. esp when im suffering from a severe lack of sleep. and i can be unbelievably rude and mean. im a person who behaves and treats ppl according to my mood. berrie undesirable behavior rites? and dad chided me on the car for being incredibly rude + disrecpectful, etc, etc.. but sorrys, im just so not interested to get to know your ex-student cann. she's your ex-student then ex-student lahh. none of my damn business hehhs. i just wanna get home and eat and sleep. feeling all cranky now. cant parents just shut up once in a while and hold their tongue. and why the hell do they always think that they're the ones who're suffering the hardest and the only one who's allowed to be tired at the end of the day. bloody hell why do i even need to live up to the expectations of idiots. and it's not lyk they did live up to mine.
that was rude, haha.
anyways, i feel silly for being so friggin worried over a slice of cake. T___T but thanks tingju, qiaoyang and xinmei for the reassurance. haha, chatted with xinmei at 5+ am this morning btw. :D for 15 mins on msn, then went off for sch. btw, so many ppl ponned history remedial!! hais, i feel so bad for mr chiu cann!! and he had wanted to begin the last chapter of the 2nd history book de. he even brought the visualiser all the way up to class lahh! ppl are sometimes just really that hard to figure out. but it turned out to a rather funn session lahh. nice to know that that last chapter and few others are similiar to ss chapters. but that also means that it's equally boorring. X_X
art's gonna be really trying for me. 3 boards in 1 month!! godd. regret soo muchh for dragging and dragging them lahh!! not to add on still got prep work. glups* but i hope they turn out well! it always makes me happy when ppl comment that my drawings are nice!! :D
shall go eat dinner! btw, did i say that i bought another oreo cheese cake for me today? :)
oh yeahh, and guys who are having a hard time by teachers cause of prelims results, esp physics. hmms, mr lee arhh, just let him go on and on bahh. but do gear up and dont be too worried or stressed cause of the madd pushing and screaming. :) hao hao looked rather worried on mon, hidayah mentioned bout being worried too and wen jie didnt look very okay today. so just cheers kays everyone? :D for all the subjects. for more motivation, can go read up arlha's brownie story!! it's meaningful hehhs! :D and thanks!! cause i never knew specifically much bout brownies. :D
and i changed the song back to Ketsui no Asa ni by Aqua Timez - Brave Story [2006] movie. why? cause it sounds encouraging. it's an encouraging song, of course! :D
uhh, mom bought an okay but still not fufilling dinner for me againn. hais, nvm. still have cake. :D
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-- HESITATING MEANS DEATH - the GazettE [Italian translation - angeldevil87@LJ]
[English translation - distressedcoma@LJ]
You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope the flowers that changed their colours will bloom someday
You, who know this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colourful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again