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色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
その痛み知る君が震えずに水を注げた頃に
見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う
redberrie
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04-06-1991
NP - BA - ISCM - 3S01
ex-assumptionknight
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Sunday, September 02, 2007
: 2:21:00 AM :
i really think i have some sort of personality disorder, as a result from a too overly-dynamic personality. i do hate ppl. and i do lyk ppl. and i sometimes do have this crazy urge to slap ppl in the face. i do think some ppl are nice. and i think i usually act differently in front of everybody. okays, maybe that's cause half of me's wearing some iron mask. but the other half just seems to myself to somewhat according to the personality of the other party. or not that accordingly afterall.
haha, but really. i dont have any idea why i act that way. lyk i dont know why i have this tamaki talking style when conversing with kezia. and she'll have the haruhi's T___T expression every now and then. and i act kinda kiddish in front of tingju. and etc, etc.
anyway, i feel kinda fake in front of everyone. something lyk only i know myself best. and who im really am.
oh yeahh, as a side note. i dont lyk taking photos. ano, they're rather meaningless. i feel. cause if you do really cherish something/somebody. you'll remember till the time you chose to let go. :)
and why am i writing this?! no idea.
btw, sometimes dont you just feel lyk being an anime character? that's lyk so much funn and happiness and less misery. i mean even if you do. your misery will definately be resolved at the end of 30 mins, an episode, an arc, a series, or if not, the 2nd series?? or better still, lyk the way how team rocket from pokemon always, pops out during each episode and get blasted off into the air 10 mins before the show ends. XDD
if it's possible, i'd lyk to remain as a kidd forever. where everything is so much more crystal, more clear, more innocent. and less sinister. :)
where everything is possible. :)
oh yeah, im not depressed. T___T
it seems as though ive had enough of playing alone
trying to bury the things that ive lost
but im going to take it back with my own two hands
nobody decides my goals
the road doesn't end here
im running because i want to become stronger than anyone else.
mms.
nites.
愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた
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-- HESITATING MEANS DEATH - the GazettE [Italian translation - angeldevil87@LJ]
[English translation - distressedcoma@LJ]
You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope the flowers that changed their colours will bloom someday
You, who know this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colourful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again