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色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
その痛み知る君が震えずに水を注げた頃に
見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う
redberrie
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04-06-1991
NP - BA - ISCM - 3S01
ex-assumptionknight
<33! |
Monday, May 28, 2007
: 8:04:00 PM :
REALLY. HONESTLY WHAT'S THE FREAKING BEEG ISSUE BOUT? WHAT'S YOUR BLOODY HELL PROBLEM MANN. JUST BECAUSE I LENT MY FRIEND A CHINESE DICTIONARY AND DIDNT BRING IT HOME TODAY?? PLEASE LAHH FOR GOD'S SAKE. WHY THE HELL WOULD ROUFUI EVEN WANT TO STEAL MY CHINESE DICITONARY THAT'S OLD AND TATTERED LIAO. GROW UP PPL. YOU GUYS ARE JUST DAMN IMMATURE. IRRITATING. WTH. YOU GUYS CAN LENT YOUR SO CALL FRIENDS STUFFS WHY CANT I? WHAT'S MORE YOU GUYS LENT THINGS THAT ARE SO MUCH MORE EXPENSIVE THAN A FREAWKING DICTIONARY. RIDUCULOUS. I WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS CYCLE OF ENDLESS STUPIDITY AND DUMBNESS. I WANT OUT OF THIS FAMILY. ENOUGH. I HAVE NEVER GIVEN A BLOODY DAMN MANN.
wth. so pissed off by my parents. esp my dad. anyways, something that struck me the same as this kinda feeling that i feel towards my parents nowadays for a long time.. something that Ichiru Kiriyu said when he was talking to Zero [Vampire Knight, chapter 20]; "that those parents were gruadually becoming meaningless beings to me.." yeahh. meaningless beings. that's how i feel too.
never end
never end
Even if my dreams come true
never again
I will probably show no smile
Time won't stop
It lures me to a path of solitude
Will I just continue tumbling along?
While bearing this mask
never end
Hurting those who touch me
never again
Day after day of piled up mistakes pass by
For the sake of enforcing myself
What have I lost?
spear of hatred is pointed at this chest
Look, someone is taking aim
Turn, turn, spiral of fate
If the answer lies beyond
To the west, to the east, to the north, to the south
Let's engrave the earth with our steps
never end
Why do people do the same things over and over?
never do again
Getting drunk on flowers bloomed from vanity
Embraced by false love and dreams
Where am I trying to go?
The remains of my heart will cry,
That there's no future there..
Circulating emotions gush out
I cannot stop here
Changing the tears hidden within my heart
To a rain of passion
Turn, turn, spiral of fate
If the answer lies beyond
To the west, to the east, to the north, to the south
To engrave the earth
Circulating emotions gush out
I cannot stop here
Changing the tears hidden within my heart
To a rain of passion
nice nice nice? will you believe me if i said i wrote it?
6 more days, i seriously wonder whether will You remember. all i ask for is that You would remember. im willing to have the rest of the world forget about it. but You must remember bout it kays. onegai?
愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた
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CREDITS |
-- HESITATING MEANS DEATH - the GazettE [Italian translation - angeldevil87@LJ]
[English translation - distressedcoma@LJ]
You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope the flowers that changed their colours will bloom someday
You, who know this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colourful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again