TheMe
Scribbles
&Etc
OldStuff
Others
色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
その痛み知る君が震えずに水を注げた頃に
見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う
redberrie
19 +
04-06-1991
NP - BA - ISCM - 3S01
ex-assumptionknight
<33! |
Sunday, May 20, 2007
: 10:44:00 PM :
ZOMG. i just went to xinmei's blog. and im so so shocked. lyk the sky just crashed down or something. believe it anot. im trembling now. shucks. after talking to xinmei, yeahh. ouch, my spirits and mood is so so dampen.
my brain's feeling berry messy now. so are my emotions. GAHH. but i got what i deserve don't i? 等价交换. that's the way this world works doesnt it? lam ferly, no use lamenting bout mid-years le. whatever the results are, just let them be. the thing you have to gear up and prepare for is o's. prelims then o's. o's chinese. you have to get a better grade than b3 k? what happened? after those 6 years that you have slaved so hard for. you threw away your own chance of a lifetime. isnt that enough? those things you did as well.. well, you know them better than the rest of the world. time to wake up now dear. you've been hiding away from the world all this while. you know it yourself. what happened to the 80+% you use give? tired is no longer an excuse. there is something wrong with you not putting in enough effort to study. you need to land on earth. anime is anime. you dont live in an anime world, afterall. by all means, it's equilvalent to a drug to you. drugs can be quitted de. the way you see things are just sometimes, really despicable. dont you think so? i feel that im trapped in a blood-stanined labyrinth. i saw a way out that's impossible to be true. but i can also pave my own way out. rites? i believe you can do it. and it's not necessary to use You. no, i dont need You to accomplish this at all. with what little truth i have left in my heart, mind and soul. lying to yourself is not a funn thing to do. trust me.
anyways, translated lyrics for new song, Howling by Abingdon Boys School, from the spring 2007 anime, Darker Than Black. [ just caught up with this anime this weekend, so far shinsen-subs has released 6 episodes. feel that this a pretty good anime hehh, action-packed and interesting. the story might be confusing for the first few episodes, but well, the directors are laying down the foundation of the show and narrating bout the terminology and stuff. but the first episode did remind me of code geass hehh!! all the chasing and running.. XDD anyways, this anime's also berry much anticipated by lotsa viewers before the season even started. hmms, think the series will get better and better. X] watch watch watch!! and yeahh, hei just looks so cool when he's fighting~!! and the way he eats, hahaa! XDD the joker mask that he wears during battles just makes him look more eevil ehh? ^^ ] this whole chunk is cope-ed from the gendou msian thread, typed before my spirits got dampen.. sighs*
The night sky full of cries
Hearts filled with lies
The contract- is it worth the price?
A soul pledged to the darkness
Now I’ve lost it
I know I can kill
The truth exists beyond the gates
Tears flowed from my shut eyes
The fragments of reason and blood are repeatedly eaten away
I don't want anything anymore
[My exposed feelings around Turn round]
I don't feel the way as before
[Gang Bang Son of a gun]
In the rift between our two entwined chests
You only desire this parched body of mine
With dirtied fingertips, I pour into the night
Prying you open until you shred
Within a light slumber, my thoughts that have peeled off creak
If just about anything might erase everything now
Sun will rise Close your eyes
Downfallen [Fallen] Falling
Hold inside
Just HOWLING in the shadows
While being beaten upon by the incessantly pouring rain
I bored my nails deeply into your back that I cling onto
I don't need anything anymore
[No one else can take my place]
I don't see the way as before
[I’ve been lost without a trace]
As if obstructing someone’s touched dream from continuing
My heart was closed off
With dirtied fingertips, we embraced each other many times
Reeling you in aimlessly
My faint memories still blot through my remaining wounds
Even if everything that I gained is a mistake
With the power that awakes every time when I lose it
These dirtied wings pour into the night
Prying you open until you shred
Within a light slumber, my thoughts that have peeled off creak
If just about anything might erase everything now
Sun will rise Close your eyes
Downfallen [Fallen] Falling
Give me sight to see inside
I’m calling
Take a bite night by night
Downfallen [Fallen] Falling
Hold inside
Just HOWLING in the shadows
愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた
---
-
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
February 2011
March 2011
April 2011
May 2011
June 2011
September 2011
March 2012
CREDITS |
-- HESITATING MEANS DEATH - the GazettE [Italian translation - angeldevil87@LJ]
[English translation - distressedcoma@LJ]
You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope the flowers that changed their colours will bloom someday
You, who know this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colourful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again