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色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
その痛み知る君が震えずに水を注げた頃に
見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う
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ex-assumptionknight
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Sunday, May 14, 2006
: 2:32:00 AM :
sighs. hey ppl. on another of my late night sprees AGAIN. apparently i seem to love them. haha. tong xiao on thursday nite. friday go school for art with exam question paper and incompleted art work. hahaa. cant help it. im dead le. seriously deserve it. ive never seen a more screwed papers than these. haha, maybe other than nanyang's one. poof. oh btw, we found a dead crow in our class that morning too. everyone present kinda screamed their heads off. haaha. act one lahh. so entertaining. ppl were busy making up crazy predictions. a berry good example is that everyone in our class will flunk art cause everyone's doing last minute work. haha.
im feeling alot. been lyk a emotion bomb lately. im feeling. and i can feel so much. i have alot of questions. tons. millions. and zillions. im angry. angry as in i dun understand why. and why i carn just sit down and plonk the book on the table and start digesting lyk madd. why why why. oh and can you please at least just let me see you come online. its killing me heh. sighs. -pats-. some times, i have to remind myself that you not a fairy or something. you're a normal human being lyk me. but more perfect and this crazy thing call self-discipline, which i severely lack. but star-shaped fishball and charcoal seems to have lots and lots. poof.
can hear a new japanese anime song? yupps. i think its berry nice. haha. its from witch hunter robin, the opeining theme. a sophisticated literature kind of anime heh. and lots of cliffhagers. bahh. abit irritating sometimes. especially the last episode. anyway, the last episode is on arts central, the animania thingy. 11 o'clock. hmm, haha, actually if you din watch from the start, i doubt you'll understand anything. but i still think its really the best anime i've watched. i mean something more sensible and philosophical. =]
my shell just seems to be getting bigger and bigger.
and to the road of endless.
shell
Hitomi wo fuseruto sugukieteshimaisoude
Jibun ga mishiranu tanin ninattaki gasuru
Kanashiihodo chippokena
Sukuwaretaikara tameiki wo tsukuno janaku
Kakidashite shimatta kodoku no kehai no kazu wo Tada kazoeteita
It's like I'll disappear as soon as I close my eyes
I feel like I've turned into someone that even I don't recognize
Sadly, I've become so small
I want to be rescued, but instead of sighing
I vomited up my loneliness, and just lay there, measuring it all up
Kawaita jikan no nakade
Oboreterumogaiteru kokoro
Memaiga surukurai no uso wo
Uketomete hikisaita
Soshite watashi ga
mayoikomunowa
Usuyami no sekai
Amidst this drop of time gone dry
My heart is drowning and writhing
These lies that make me dizzy
I took them and tore them up
And with that,
I became lost
In a world of thin darkness. [1]
Shinjirubekimonono tamenitoeranda basho wa
Jiyuu wo kagi nishita ori no nakadeshou Kesshite mou Nukedasenai
Kawaita nodo no oku de
Hajimatta hakanasa no wake wa
Chikazuku ashita ga kowaikara
Uzukumari kuzuretemo
Watashi wo sagashite sasayakikakeru
Usuyami no koe
For the sake of those whom I should trust
I chose to come here, a cage into which I've locked myself, and now
there's no escape.
Deep inside my parched throat
Lies the reason for this growing impermanence [2]
Scared of the approaching tomorrow
I cower and collapse
But it seeks me out and whispers to me
This voice of thin darkness. [1]
Kawaita jikan no nakade
Oboreteru mogaiteru kokoro
Memaig asurukurai no uso wo
Uketomete hikisaita Soshite watashi ga
Mayoikomunowa
Usuyami no sekai
Amidst this drop of time gone dry
My heart is drowning and writhing
These lies that make me dizzy
I took them and tore them up
And with that, I became lost
In a world of thin darkness.
14 . 5 . 2006 2.46 pm
愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた
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-- HESITATING MEANS DEATH - the GazettE [Italian translation - angeldevil87@LJ]
[English translation - distressedcoma@LJ]
You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope the flowers that changed their colours will bloom someday
You, who know this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colourful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again