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色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
その痛み知る君が震えずに水を注げた頃に
見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う
redberrie
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04-06-1991
NP - BA - ISCM - 3S01
ex-assumptionknight
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Sunday, March 19, 2006
: 5:20:00 PM :
hellos. i din blog for a berry long time liao. term 2 is starting heh. but im still in a berry holiday mood. oof. this is badd. and i dun feel lyk looking at my common test results. esp ss. i din finish one whole beeeg chunk. gahh.
and footdrill aggriegation test. (however it's spelt) badd. worst. horrible. horrendous. poof. got alot of alien commands that have to cramp into my brain. and of course they all popped back out. really crazy fancy kind of drill heh. who in the world would want to swap the squad from 3 ranks to 6? or just 3 to 2. lots and lots of question marks and exclaimations marks. and i simply cannot bang turn then march. think that there's something berry wrong with my feet and legs. =( flunk the turn right one. the left one was correct BUT not good enough. its just plain scary to have the judge who is the commander, lurking around with a clipboard in his hands and trying to catch ppl off-guard and scribbling what seriously looks lyk a zero in your blank. =X i keep having this feeling that my footdrill is de-proving. what do you think?
hmm. oh and tmw got duty again. there's so little first-aiders and so much events need duty. maybe the school should do some kind of policy thingy to increase our pathetic numbers from about 20 to 30? sounds good to have more ppl. but everything does have its pro and cons heh. btw, its duty for sports heats. cause sports day on friday. ends at about 5
+. haha, thinking bout sports heats reminds me of her. something berry funny. haha. up and close heh. anyway, wonders if anybody knows what im talking about. but im sure wee wee does. cause she just reminded me that she was there too. haha.
each time i log in here
i remind myself
that i have never forgotten
about you.
im still there.
but do you know?
how i wish i could tell you.
the past and the present.
how i wish i could tell you.
everything.
and say the things
that i truly wanted to say
you're not gone from here.
i can still sense you.
but some things
are just too hard to start.
i dont know how to do it.
lyk opening my mouth
for instance.
haha.
im laughing at myself.
for no apparent reason.
but im clear about certain things heh.
愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた
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-- HESITATING MEANS DEATH - the GazettE [Italian translation - angeldevil87@LJ]
[English translation - distressedcoma@LJ]
You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope the flowers that changed their colours will bloom someday
You, who know this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colourful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again