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その痛み知る君はやがてまた此処に種を植えて
色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
その痛み知る君が震えずに水を注げた頃に
見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う

Tuesday, March 28, 2006
: 11:10:00 PM :

beeeg fat zero.

hellos. okay. got a funny quiz kind of thing that i wanted to type. but too tired liao. slept only 3 and a half hours yesterday. then ended up sleeping all through school hours. but got may attention to the impt parts lahh. so shall type another day. =)

hmm, tomorrow got another meeting for promotion parade and get our u and stuff. im berry excited heh. =] but maybe not so much at the moment cause berry tired and well, something else too.. oh ya, so hope that tomorrow will be a ping an wu shi meeting and friday will be a great success!! =] must be zai heh. or else we'll all die. haha. being random. but i want to say that im zai. maybe with not so much confidence now, but next time will have more one. =] haha. jiayou everybody!! yayy! friday's gonna be a beeeg day for us heh. oh and must thank wee wee for helping me. haha. we signed a funny agreement. btw, i got supply polish and cloth can. so nice, as usual. lala. =]

sitting on some crazy roller coaster these few days weeks. got stuck. and carn seem to get off. poof. =[ i hate anyhow throwing my temper around and breaking down lyk a leaky water tap. but couldnt seem to control it. sighs. anyway, did some serious thinking. came to this conclusion that : when ppl make an effort, it's one way they show that they still care about things. but effort sometimes, just isnt something that you can pick out and count. kind of uncountable heh. on the other hand though, it is countable. hmm. and why do ppl who constantly make an effort feel really burnt out when things just dont seem to have any improvement. cause they have lost the motivation as other ppl just dont seem to want to care? i dont know. just randomly pondering for answers. oh and another one : kindness = hope. isnt it. when donations come, its always that the main priority that they want ppl to do shan shi to give the unfortunate hope? hmm, that's kind of how i feel when ppl encourage and are nice to me. yes, sometimes it is a dangerous thing to hope. but the trick is to know when is the appropriate time to do so, i guess. hmm, thinking about things is interesting and fun to a certain extent. yupps.

sometimes, at the end of the day, all my life feels lyk, is just a big fat zero. sometimes, i really hate everything on this world. i do heh. stoopid irritating life. why am i the only one who just carn seem to this tiny little thing that's call the point.

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