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色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
その痛み知る君が震えずに水を注げた頃に
見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う
redberrie
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04-06-1991
NP - BA - ISCM - 3S01
ex-assumptionknight
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
: 9:05:00 AM :
gosh. what the hell did i do this holiday, or should i say today, to offend my damn crazy mum. i really dont know what she wants. and she doesn't want to say either. i studied for almost 2 hours today, then was forced to go and cut my hair. come home then i watch tv for half an hour and she accuses me of watching tv the whole afternoon. what the hell. what's her problem. im so damn sick of her shit attitude. im sick. so sick. dont know how long i can stand her anymore without cracking. who the hell does she think she is. miss universe or the prime minister. control freak. so desperately trying to command what everybody's doing. why cant she just shut up for once and mind her own business and keep her big fat nose out of my stuff. how dare she ban me from going to nco course. and dun let me go my last squad outing. oh no. im not going to forget this. im so not going to forget it. ban me from nco course. im gonna suan zhang one day. i dun take cheek or shit from anybody. i cant even decide my own hairstyle. hello!!! its my hair. not yours. gosh. my mum's an ah-soh. im cracking. shes driving me mad. why cant i have a nicer mum, or at least a mum who listens to me, my ideas and my opinions about life and other stuff. i dont ask for an intellectual mum. just a mum who will accept me as me. and love me for who i am, what i do, and what i love. is that too much to ask. why dont you understand. sometimes. i think you dont even try. cos you dont care.
im in such a damn bad and cranky mood. there's no need for anyone to read whats written above. if you want to read then just read. and keep your mouth shut. if you got lots of comment then dont read. nobody's telling you to.
愛憎の狭間 夢を見ていた
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CREDITS |
-- HESITATING MEANS DEATH - the GazettE [Italian translation - angeldevil87@LJ]
[English translation - distressedcoma@LJ]
You, who know this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope the flowers that changed their colours will bloom someday
You, who know this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colourful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again